♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
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♥ Monday, November 28, 2011
You know I miss you so much that I have to keep my schedule occupied to prevent myself from thinking of you.
Sorry for not posting for so long, due to my lazyness and work, just a update to keep my blog alive because im really tired now /:
Have been working these few days, with Gina, Bokmay, Eunice, Angela and Edison. I really had lots of fun during my work, colleague were so friendly! But because my workplace was too far for me, so i went over to stay over at Gina'a place @ Bedok, again. Though its abit hard for me to get over it, and luckily my work keep me occupied, made me so tired that i immediately went to sleep upon reaching Gina's place. Now i kinda miss Bedok, i dont know whenever i go to east side(starting from Bugis till all the way end), i'll have a different kind of feelings, that i dont know how to describe too /: Ok weird, whatever.
On the last day of work, i was kinda sad because i know i'll miss working there, though my job assignment was damn easy that all my senior colleague wanted to take over me, hehe. Btw, my job assignment was just sitting down there in a room at a corner to take down queue and counter number, so whenever i wanna go toilet or a break, my senior colleague came and told me beforehand, "You later going for break remember to call me ah, dont call others! And go longer a bit, you walk one round go shopping then come back." LOL, cute?! So i was like "Oh, really ah? Okok" And the next day morning i got scolded -____- But still, one of the in-charge person there keep on snatching my job with me, he claimed that he helped me to pass the form end up he took away my form record board and asked me to sit down there and play my iPhone games, LOL. But of course i didnt, i just sat down there and happily eat my food and twitter. Im glad that i was being assign to this job, because everybody was complaining that how squeezy it was outside, and for me i was sitting down all the way, nobody squeeze me! ^^
Last day of work, Irene came down to look for me tgt with my KOI! Hehehe. She went for shopping and then came back again after she've done her shopping, then i saw her acting cute while waiting for me to come out. She and her friend, Henry was standing near the door, and facing it, taking photos. Its ok to take photo, but, everybody was looking at them! So i walked over and said, "Ah ah ah, take photo again, take more lah, continue." She laughed and pull me over with her to take tgt, cute not you tell me. So end up everybody was looking at the 3 of us taking photos /: I feel so weird because she was standing right infront of my booth, all my colleagues were looking. But its okay, that crazy girl happy can alrd ^^
Today, woke up a 12plus, shiok-ness! Because i've been waking up at 7plus for continuously 4 days, finally can sleep till i happy. Then a sudden plan to go to town for movie, after a one hour plus discussion with Eunice otp and Gina, we decided to watch "Already famous" first then "Breaking dawn", but due to the fucking rainy weather, it spoiled my mood and wasted lots of time so we didnt manage to catch "Already famous". The most fucked up thing is that i was carrying my SCHOOL BAG(thought that i'll be going home straight on that day), wearing some pasar malam clothes to town! Argh, and because of rainy day, my whole shoe were wet, makes me feel so uncomfortable and disgusted. Took cab to Cineleisure with Gina because we plan to watch our movie there and settle our dinner, but last min Eunice want us to go over to Far East to look for her first, so ok we feel so retard taking cab there and have to walk over to Far East. Meet up with Eunice, settled our dinner because 3 of us havent eat anything since morning! End up we decide to watch "Breaking dawn" at Bugis instead, so after our dinner we bused to Bugis, reached Bugis at 6.50pm and 3 of us rushed up to buy our tickets show at 7pm, LOL. Ok so "Breaking dawn" was nice though ;) But it makes me thinks alot, and feel so emotional /: After our movie we went to did some shopping for Eunice's romper and iPhone casing. But didnt manage to buy any casing because none caught my eye :( So went over to my shop awhile, and within 10mins, i took 3 clothes -___- Make me happy awhile. Went home after that, really cant believed that im wearing like that to town, LOL. I keep complaining non stop! Reached home and thought that i'll go to sleep straight, but end up i start to use my comp till now its alrd 5.45am, LOL. And i still have to go down to Tiong Bahru to return my Gillette's uniform at 10am, argh fuck. Ok i shall stop here now, bye.