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♥ Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Cherish what you have before it's too late .

Okay I'm updating my blog again because I'm too bored . Hehe .
Didn't attend school today because I've got totally no mood for it , I don't know why . I even stayed up for the whole night ytd because I can't fall asleep :/
Laptop hasn't been repaired , I wanna change my blog songs badly ! And did I mention that I lost all my songs in my phone ? Because I've got itchy hands ! Damn , that's why I can't wait for laptop to be back , I really need my songs back ! :(

Xiangling has been quite down today and she's very serious when talking to me , I didn't want to care because I don't want to think too much but well , at last I failed to do so , I thought over those words she told me . I can't help but to agree with her .
Who's my true friend all along ? Who will be the one who would be there for me when I'm in need ? And if I were to say this , only Elaine and Adeline , maybe . Let's not say about my family . And now Elaine has got her own family , she doesn't really have time for me now . Well , both of them played a big part in my life , I'm not saying that the other pretty sisters of mine don't , yes they do but not as much because they have their own things to deal with too . I can't possibly keep pester them when I'm down , my biggest fear is not relationship , but friendship . I put friendship before relationship because I think that friends are more important , if you lost a boyf you can find again but if you lost a friend , he or she might not be back again . I don't want history to repeat , I don't want to lose another person that's special to me .
Yes I know in life , we have many problems and obstacles to overcome with , but I learned smth , which is "Problems are never ending in life , we just have to suck it up and deal with it . That's how life works ." I'm really contented with my current life now , really , I hope it would just stay like this forever but I know it's not gonna be . Just wish that I would change for the better this time round , no more crying over friendship .

I've specially thank some people in twitter by mentioning them individually , because everytime when I can't fall asleep at night , I would looked back to the past and some people just appear in my mind . They are , LimZigui , MarcusLim , DovenTang , my whole group of pretty sisters , Bokmay , Rachel , Xiangling , Linda and Jocelyn . Love all of them <3

Though me and Zigui , Marcus , Jocelyn drifted , but I still have to thanked them . Especially Zigui and Jocelyn , before Jocelyn appear , Zigui was the one who had a hard time cheering me up , giving me advice and guiding me all along , if it's weren't for him , I guess I wouldn't have come to this far . But after he came back from Vietnam , he totally changed , he doesn't care for me alot like how he used to it , we used to text each other everyday , but now , even if we didn't contact for a week we can still go on with it . He's the one who will always took initiative to text me , he's afraid that smth might happen to me whenever i didn't reply his msg and he would send another text to me . But now , no , we aren't as close as before even though we did contact . He didn't ask about my problems anymore , to be honest , I miss the past him . And of course Jocelyn have helped me alot too , she's there for me when I'm down . Despite me and her had lots of misunderstanding last time , she still willing to stay by my side and pulled me up . Marcus and me drifted is because we didn't contact for a period of time , but still , I have to thank him for being there listening to my rantings even though he didn't helped much . Yes we did contact back recently , I don't know if he still remember that he promised me he won't come and go , maybe he does so he did the first move and text me first . I gotta admit that he's a great listener , I'm not his good or best friend , whatever you name it of course , but no matter what he still did his part as a friend .

Bokmay , Rachel , Linda and Xiangling was the one who accompany me throughout those hard time I had in school , they did not outcast me even though they know my problems in school . Especially Bokmay , she's a great friend I can say , for never leave me alone when I'm in school . She've also helped me with my studies , cared for me and keep on reminding me to study hard because she wants to see me again in sec5 and go for Poly . Rachel and Linda would accompany me when Bokmay didn't attend for school , though we were from different classes , but they would never leave me alone . I got to thank Rachel for allowing me to rant my problems to , and not forgetting Xiangling , although she keep disturb and irritates me , but she's still a good friend and listener . She really helped me alot , she didn't despise me when others did .

My whole group of pretty sisters and Doven are those who I must really hand in to , they know so much of me and never failed to be there for me . They are the ones that can make me cry and laugh easily just by a few words , I really have to thank them , going through thick and thin with me . They are also the one who wants me to be a good daughter of my parents whenever I throw my tantrum to my parents , I never failed to be the "princess" when I'm with them . Love them for listening to all my sorrows and never once complained about it .

I really love all the people I mentioned above , I don't know how long can all my friendship with them last , but I really cherished them as much as I could . I know I may not be their best friend , I may not be good enough as a friend to them but no doubt , a big thankyou too all of them , much loves <3

Ok it's a very long post , you can choose not to read it if you feel bored .