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♥ Thursday, July 21, 2011
Sensitive & Paranoid
Sorry for not posting for a long time . Same reason , lazy .
Finally , Elaine'prettysister is married on the Sunday 18thJuly , prettiest bride i ever seen . Few photos below , some haven't got upload by her and friend .
Pretty right ?! Wishing them live happily forever and her baby to be healthy !
But im sorry , and sad to say that my mood isn't that good on that day . Shouldn't be too hyper that day .
School was fine recently , though i hardly fall asleep , but still , nothing gets into my head . Having tuition later on , totally not in the mood today .
And and and , i also realised that im really getting fatter and fatter each day . I look into the mirror i feel like killing myself , i've been eating alot recently . So now , im gonna cut down on fast food , and also saving money . Didnt attend school today because it's racial harmony day , but the moment i wake up my mood got spoil . Ok bye .
No im not being sensitive , im not being paranoid , its true . My sixth sense would never go wrong , stop comforting me and asking me not to think too much . Its so obvious , it's always like this . Im tired , really .
Sisters , studies , relationship , all giving me problems . Why ?
I should have keep quiet from the start , i feel so stupid . I cant do anything except for annoyed people , thats what im good at it , uh ?
Yea , maybe its true , like what you said , my observant is not strong enough , i trust people too easily . Should really fucking quit this habit .
♥ Monday, July 11, 2011
I wanna let you know how much you meant to me .
Hihi ! Lazy to update my blog for so long ! Bet my readers all run alrd :(
But anw , I'm a happy girl recently ! Hehehehe . School was getting fine , but N level's coming soon ! :(
Went for supper with pretty sisters , Cheehoe and Wenloong last Saturday , my whole clique ! Full house gathering again ! Second time alrd ! Saw someone i dont wanna see . Settle our supper at Pastamania , need seperate table eat cause we too many people alrd . As usual , joker was Cheehoe and Wenloong again , can't stop laughing . Waited for them to smoke finish after eating , and then cab home while some went to club . And someone make me happy when I'm otw home ! Hehe .
Just reach home from school not long ago , wanted to take a nap but ended up I keep on texting and I got bored so I'm here to update my blog . Im going for night study later , wanted to go on every Friday actually but today exceptional cause Bokmay asked me to , so good right me . And I just called mummy to ask her fetch me after my night study so I don't have to reach home so late ! Can sleep earlier ! And also , i'm lazy to go to school later alone so I told Doven this :
Me: Eh , I later need go back school for night study leh , come fetch me can ?
Doven : Cannot , I meeting girlf .
Me : Ok loh nvm . I every Friday need go back school for night study one . *Hinttttt*
Doven : Petrol expensive leh . *Hint* =D
He's trying to act cute by adding one smiley behind ! But I laughed when I receive that . Hehehe .
Okay I think I needa sleep now if not later cannot concentrate !
♥ Friday, July 01, 2011
If I say I want your body now , would you hold it against me ?
It's the start of July , half a year have passed . How fast isn't ? N level's coming , I got a feeling that I can't do it :/
Guess everything is fine now , and I hope it would maintain all the way like this . No crying , no rantings , no complaining :) But except for one thing , you . I know you've girlf , you can't contact me much . I don't ask for more , I just hope that our friendship won't drifted , I want us to be as close like the past . I really miss your jokes and nonsense alot ...
I still can't get over ytd , hahaha ! Never thought that it may be my last time having supper with sisters and it turn out to be so fun ! Though some left first , some was moody and overall everyone still try to maintain and joke around . I'm not obedient ytd , I almost made Adeline angry :( But we were fine after that . Satisfied !
I can't wait to be 18 , why must my mother pop me out on Dec ! :(
I can see that we're drifting , I don't want one day that we will end up losing contact ..
♥ Friday, July 01, 2011
I didn't expect this would happen so fast and sudden .
Just back from having supper with clique today ! Full house gathering ah , happy cause it's like first time ! Heh .
Didn't attend school due to insufficient of sleep and causes headache , so I happily sleep till 2plus then wake up to prepare . Trained down to BPP to meet JiaNi and bused down to bugis for my spoilt portable charger but end up can't change :( JiaNi went off to town first to meet her friends while I stay at bugis , called my dad to asked if I could go for supper and he actually said yes without any hesitation , and I wonder did he eat wrong medicine , LOL . Joycelyn came down to bugis too to wait for Elaine to end work , bused to cine tgt to meet Adeline , Peiling , Jovin , Lyn , JiaNi and Cheehoe , waited for Wenloong to reach . And prata for supper ! Was kinda moody at first , but upon receiving your text , my mood went up ! Heh . Joker of the day : Peiling , Cheehoe , Wenloong , Elaine and Adeline . Made all of us laugh so loud and hard at the prata shop . But after eating I went moody again , I don't know why :/ Slacked at Scape awhile and then cab home . But afterall I had fun today , love my pretty sisters !