♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.



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♥ Saturday, May 14, 2011


I dont know why but i just lost trust in love , i've never felt this way before .
Had my last paper , and worst is i only did two qns :/ First time in my life , so i can predict that my MYE results confirm cmi . Actually i dont plan to go for D&T paper , but my father asked me not to be lazy :( So went and paper ended at 12pm , reached home at 1plus , straight away went to have a nap because my body clock was screwed for the past two days as im chatting on the phone for the whole night and sleep at 6am , wake up at 5pm on Tuesday , same goes to Wednesday. So on the Thursday night i was tossing around on my bed till morning 7plus and get preapred for last paper , i cant even get to sleep no matter how hard i tried :(
So yea , sleep at 1pm plus after coming back from school , and wake up at 4plus because parents came back from overseas , finally ! ^^
Get prepared at 6plus and off to Bugis to meet Adeline and waited for her to knock off , Peiling came and bused to Cine tgt to meet up with Jovin and JiaNi for supper ! Without Elaine , Joycelyn and Lyn this time :( Had Pastamania , my mood was so down down down , but luckily i can controlled and manage not to give attitude face , hehe ^^ And finally i know why im having moodswing :/ Cab home after that , and finally im tired !
Woke up at 4plus today by my mother -.- Had my Mac'Donald earlier on , going school on Monday to finish up my D&T project , actually there's no school one loh ! :( Sigh . \
Next supper on Saturday , hope my parents aren't angry with my results so i can go out :x
And i wanna a full house gathering with all my pretty sisters ! ♥♥♥
Just when im gonna put everything behind and give up , you appear again . I can feel how happy i am when i saw your text , but too bad im not going to put in too much feelings in it anymore . I dont want to get disappointment , sadness and the feeling of not texting you daily anymore . I know we are impossible , i know it's Karma because i once treated a guy this way , i know im not ready for a relationship yet , i know you feel nothing towards me and i know im not good enough for you .