" I learned that it is the weak who are cruel , and that gentleness is to be expected only from the strong . Show me someone who has done something worthwhile, and I'll show you someone who has overcome adversity. "

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♥ Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Im not childish , just that i need someone who will treat me like his baby ♥

Back to posting after so long :) Attended my cousin's wedding on last Saturday , but wasn't feeling well so i didnt enjoy much . Headache like mad and seriously feel like sleeping but i cant , luckily i managed to maintain till the wedding ceremony over , fell sick when i reach home . And finally the next day i recover alrd and now im having cough again :( Blame myself for eating too much ice cream straight after i recover and also had Long John Silver :/
JocelynLim came over to my place earlier on and bought me my dinner , Long John Silver again ! Hehe ♥♥♥ !
Watching Channel 8 now , fucking funny . Hehehe , ok shall let my sister to use alrd . Off to my tv !

♥ Saturday, May 21, 2011

Count your life by smile not tears , count your age by friends not years .

What a fucked up day . Totally ruined my mood , trying my very best to cheer up alrd but still failed .
Thanks ElaineTay , AdelineOng , MarcusLim , DovenTang , JonathanZeng and Jayson for the concern :) But a big big big thankyou to Elaine , Doven and Marcus , heh .
Not forgetting JocelynLim too !
I know they have tried their best , but im really really very angry and sad :( But at the same time , something make me happy for a moment :/ And then mood straight went moody again cause i know its impossible . Argh .

So many why in my mind now , i hate this feeling , sucks totally . Once again , i really feel like sleeping all the way and dont ever wake up .
Impossible ? Sigh .

♥ Friday, May 20, 2011

Go and fuck the wall , tyvm .

Hi peoplezxc ! Im alrd self declare holiday today ! Heh , didnt went to school cause im too tired . Ordered mac breakfast early in the morning , craving for mac breakfast very long alrd !
I wanna find some cute cute apps to make my iphone nicer eh , any recommend ? :( I see my iphone till abit bored alrd :/
Anw , been watching a funny video on youtube , check it out "Miss Swan" , i swear its damn funny that it can really cheer people up ;)
Had a change of my blog songs again , heh .
Not going to school for the whole of next week except for friday to collect my report book ! :(

Headache sucks , ohmygod .

♥ Saturday, May 14, 2011

I dont know why but i just lost trust in love , i've never felt this way before .




13/05/2011
Had my last paper , and worst is i only did two qns :/ First time in my life , so i can predict that my MYE results confirm cmi . Actually i dont plan to go for D&T paper , but my father asked me not to be lazy :( So went and paper ended at 12pm , reached home at 1plus , straight away went to have a nap because my body clock was screwed for the past two days as im chatting on the phone for the whole night and sleep at 6am , wake up at 5pm on Tuesday , same goes to Wednesday. So on the Thursday night i was tossing around on my bed till morning 7plus and get preapred for last paper , i cant even get to sleep no matter how hard i tried :(
So yea , sleep at 1pm plus after coming back from school , and wake up at 4plus because parents came back from overseas , finally ! ^^

Get prepared at 6plus and off to Bugis to meet Adeline and waited for her to knock off , Peiling came and bused to Cine tgt to meet up with Jovin and JiaNi for supper ! Without Elaine , Joycelyn and Lyn this time :( Had Pastamania , my mood was so down down down , but luckily i can controlled and manage not to give attitude face , hehe ^^ And finally i know why im having moodswing :/ Cab home after that , and finally im tired !



Today
Woke up at 4plus today by my mother -.- Had my Mac'Donald earlier on , going school on Monday to finish up my D&T project , actually there's no school one loh ! :( Sigh . \
Next supper on Saturday , hope my parents aren't angry with my results so i can go out :x
And i wanna a full house gathering with all my pretty sisters ! ♥♥♥





Just when im gonna put everything behind and give up , you appear again . I can feel how happy i am when i saw your text , but too bad im not going to put in too much feelings in it anymore . I dont want to get disappointment , sadness and the feeling of not texting you daily anymore . I know we are impossible , i know it's Karma because i once treated a guy this way , i know im not ready for a relationship yet , i know you feel nothing towards me and i know im not good enough for you .

♥ Saturday, May 07, 2011

I miss the feeling of being loved by the one i love .

Back to blogging ! :) Exams going to over soon , how fast isn't ? So it means June holiday coming and i can enjoy with all my pretty sisters alrd ! Anw , those photos above are taken when celebrating Adeline's birthday .
I think i flunk my English paper because i was so tired on that day , i write half way and sleep awhile , wake up and continue with my sleepy eyes so i just anyhow write :/ And followed by History , Chemistry and Biology paper , omg :( All anyhow write , fail fail fail . And finally Tuesday gonna be Maths paper 1 , and Friday D&T will be the last paper , im so gonna self-declare holiday after that .
Had my dinner at HK Cafe earlier on with my siblings , totally not full enough though i ate one meal :( Changed my blog song again , hehehe . And i've got two tuition tmr , sad die me :(

- I miss AAAS-C and You .


I know you're trying to avoid me , so its okay , i'll just let nature take it course . Im not gonna give in that easily anymore , but still , i miss you ..