" I learned that it is the weak who are cruel , and that gentleness is to be expected only from the strong . Show me someone who has done something worthwhile, and I'll show you someone who has overcome adversity. "

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♥ Sunday, March 20, 2011

Leave everything behind .

18/03/2011
Elaine's off day , father drove me over to BPP to meet her and Jessica , her friend for lunch . Planned to go to town but not enough time so bused over to Bugis to do some shopping instead , was moody all the way though i tried to control my emotional . Promised Berwin to go and look for him at his shop awhile but ended up i didnt , and its not the first time alrd . LOL , so he texted me and got pissed :/ Parents came over and fetch me back , feeling so tired because the day before i was staying up the whole night on my bed doing nothing . Straight away dozed off after bathing .

19/03/2011
Cine today ! Sneaked out to meet AmandaWong for Mac because we were both hungry , after eating and went back home to sleep . Woke up at 11plus and get myself prepared to meet Adeline tgt for lunch . Trained over to Nex and settled our lunch @Yoshinoya , had lots of complains and complains . Went down to shop after lunch , i was really tired that i had a nap there . Cab down to Scape to meet Joycelyn and JiaNi for the flea , slacking over there till 9plus , cab to Panjang to put their stuffs and cab back to Cine to meet Elaine and Adeline for supper . Supper at HK Cafe , laugh super loud because of Elaine's nonsense . Chilled awhile at Scape and cab back home , straight went moody . I dont feel like sleeping but end up i fell asleep :/

Just woke up not long ago , and i hate it . School starts tmr , like wtf , and now im counting down for May MYE , 2 more months ! Ok i shall save all the rantings now , its too much .

♥ Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Compromise .

I just woke up not long ago ! School starting soon and i hate it , omfg . Anw , had so much fun with Adeline'sister ytd , laughing non stop ! Get myself prepared and meet her over @Lot1 at 1plus , settle our lunch at Lot1 PizzaHut . Realize we gonna late for work and we have to rush after eating , trained to Nex and we have to run with my heels on make my leg so pain that i woke up this afternoon and my foot got cramp :/ We were camwhoring and playing around , my shop have been at Nex for quite a some time and till now then i realize that there's this bubble tea shop have the same standard as KOI , COOL . Of course same thing , ordered my favourite Ice cream milk tea ! Making a fool out of myself when im pronouncing the shop name "ISETAN" , Adeline cant stop laughing at my pronunciation ! Having moodswing after laughing so much , as usual , i dont know why :/ I forever cant stay hyper for the whole day , hate myself for this ! And im growing fatter soon ! I had Pizza for lunch at 1plus , and fried noodle at 4plus when my parents came over , straight have a cup of ice cream milk tea after that . Worst still , knocked off and had my supper at KFC with Adeline and another staff named Huimin . FAT NOT TELL ME :( We had some serious talkings , and i realize i should be contented .

Currently waiting for my sister to be back with my KFC , fat fat fat !!!


After listening to Huimin's story , i really feel touched . I must learn to be brave and independent from now onwards , i cant break down so easily anymore . Im experiencing what Huimin experienced before when she's in her secondary school life , totally same situation and of course she know how i feel . She said things are going to be fine after some time , yes , time is what matter most . Because its just 6 more months , everything will be over soon , i must bear with it . Indeed , its really tiring and have the urge of giving up . But its not worth it , no matter how hard i try , its a sure thing that i'll still complain sometimes . But complain will be complain , still i must continue with it . Obstacles coming one by one , finish dealing with one and another coming . I wonder whats next , im a negative and sensitive person , i cant help but to think what if this and that happend instead of thinking of the positive stuffs . But for me , i find it there's not totally wrong for a person being negatively . Because being a negative person , at least i wont pin on high hopes on things , i will prepare myself and be ready for the worst to come and overcome it . But disadvantages is , people around will feel tired of giving so much advices and yet your thinking is still the same . My only qns is , when will all these end ?

♥ Saturday, March 12, 2011

Come And Go .

It's holiday likea finally , but sad to say that its just one week .
Anw , im so in love with the "i love you" heart shape pillow that Elaine bought for me , i would hug it everyday and think of everyone of them when i look at it . Hehe , and also to remind me to be stronger :)
6 more months to N level , happy + nervous max ! Hehe . All i have to do is just endure and endure , time flies rightttt ? :D I've receive my result and im so super shock that i passed my English , LOLOLOL . But my Chinese deproved :/ And i got the schedule of my MYE exams , ohno ..... If i fail my N level my parents gonna go crazy i swear .
My sister is currently baking some cookies and i went to disturb her , ate her cookies and it taste not bad ! But she scolded me for being so greedy , went into the kitchen and straight away aim her cookies . LOL .


I think im getting used to it , my heart is getting numb . I dont feel that hurt anymore even though sometimes i'll still tear at night . A billion thanks to those people who knock some senses into me , put up with me patiently , guide and support me all along . Without you guys i really dont even know what else can i do , all along im suffering like some shit and its time to buck myself up . I might get hurt , i might take the wrong path , i might be tired , i might lost my way , i might need to take one big round , but all these obstacles i still have to overcome it myself no matter what . People can only guide me through but they cant get me to the place i want , no point crying over the spilt milk if i choose to walk the path myself . Thanks for making me stronger .

♥ Saturday, March 05, 2011

Take me away .

Its 4.30pm now and i just woke up not long ago , pig much ? LOL , anw , got home at 3plus ytd , so damn tired . So ytd my mood for the whole day was so high even in the morning when i go to school , had my maths retest and everything . Went home to get prepared and off to Nex to wait for Adeline to knock off , accompany Shane for his dinner at Nex while waiting for the time to pass . cab to Cineleisure to meet others at 11plus . "How do you know" , movie title , comedy movie . But you know , my english sucks and thats a english movie , so i dont understand a thing . Me , Elaine , Joycelyn and Adeline falling asleep soon so we went out of the theater half way and left JiaNi and Jovin inside because they were laughing away so happily while watching . So all of us went over to Scape to slack and chill around , cab home at 2plus . Bathe and everything , suppose to online using my phone and end up im leaving my phone on my bed vibrating non stop till i wake up at 7plus and realize it . LOL , going to lot with siblings soon and i dont know why the hell my sister aren't back yet -.-
Time to change my blog songs , sick of hearing those sad songs and remind me of fucked up people .

Im gonna delete most of my links now , so many dead links and some dont even bother to inform me .