♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
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♥ Saturday, February 26, 2011

Shout like the whole world owes you a living .
I seriously hate Sunday , Monday and Wednesday alot . Everytime spoil my mood , fuck .
Had a good sleep from ytd 3plus till now 1plus , my left eyelid abit swollen ! :( Feel likea blue black but i like the feeling of blueblack ! Hehe , so i kept on rubbing my eye !
I had two meals of Mac ytd , im going to be super fat soon ! Ok now my mood is being screwed up , hate this feeling ! Feel like sleeping all the way , i know i've been repeating the same over and over again but seriously , i wanna sleep all the way and dont wake up . Avoiding reality , reality is cruel and i hate it . No matter how much i've tried to do so and everything its still doesnt make any differences . I've been trying to control my own temper , faking a smile and told myself to move on because life still has to go on and i cant just give up like this . But ended up i still break down , i wanna give up everything so much that i've been awaiting for every weekends to arrive so that i can forget everything permenantly .
I used to get fucked up over minor stuffs , be it being disturbed or sarcastically at . I kept quiet doesnt mean im not angry or nice to bully , i just dont wanna entertain some faggot which affect my mood but still , i failed . Damn , fml .
Off to prepare now , im late for meeting Amanda.W !