♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
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♥ Saturday, February 26, 2011
Shout like the whole world owes you a living .
I seriously hate Sunday , Monday and Wednesday alot . Everytime spoil my mood , fuck .
Had a good sleep from ytd 3plus till now 1plus , my left eyelid abit swollen ! :( Feel likea blue black but i like the feeling of blueblack ! Hehe , so i kept on rubbing my eye !
I had two meals of Mac ytd , im going to be super fat soon ! Ok now my mood is being screwed up , hate this feeling ! Feel like sleeping all the way , i know i've been repeating the same over and over again but seriously , i wanna sleep all the way and dont wake up . Avoiding reality , reality is cruel and i hate it . No matter how much i've tried to do so and everything its still doesnt make any differences . I've been trying to control my own temper , faking a smile and told myself to move on because life still has to go on and i cant just give up like this . But ended up i still break down , i wanna give up everything so much that i've been awaiting for every weekends to arrive so that i can forget everything permenantly .
I used to get fucked up over minor stuffs , be it being disturbed or sarcastically at . I kept quiet doesnt mean im not angry or nice to bully , i just dont wanna entertain some faggot which affect my mood but still , i failed . Damn , fml .
Off to prepare now , im late for meeting Amanda.W !
♥ Saturday, February 26, 2011
KTV @ Bugis TopOne
I dont know why , my mood just went up so high ytd .
On the 25th which is ytd , woke up and didnt went to school due to some lame reason . So i went back to sleep and woke up at 1plus to get myself prepare , cab over to meet Adeline near her house area and bused over to Dhoby Ghaut to meet Jovin and Joyceline ! :) Bought out GongCha and walked over to Cineleisure to have our dinner @HongKong Cafe ! Super full and im so clumsy that i need Adeline to help me with my food , LOLOL ! Forced Adeline to have her medicine and headed to scape to slack for awhile and kill our time , walked over to 313 Somerset to decorate the cake for JiaNi , hehe our birthday girl ! All along was Jovin and Joyceline decorating , while im busy pressing the chocolate cream and eat ! Adeline was busy helping me pressed it into my mouth , i know disgusting . LOL . Finished decorating and bused to Bugis to meet Elaine and waited for her to knock off from work , JiaNi came afterwards . After work and its play timeeeee , ok i admit i was sitting down there staring into space , smsing , looking at other babes singing and taking pictures down there . And poor Adeline was not feeling well so she slept with all the noises create by ElaineTay , i wonder how you sleep leh Adeline ! Elaine was the champion , for staying so hyper all the way from 10plus till 2plus , all of us got owned :/ Cab home after that , its abit tired but fun !
Elaine dont allow me to have outing with them very very soon because of exams ! :( Sigh .
Got to go ! Bye .
♥ Saturday, February 19, 2011
Speechless
You know , i hate Sundays . Because it also means that Monday is coming and there's school .
Im feeling so fucked up ytd , i dont even know what should i do . Damn .
Anw , met Elaine for breakfast ytd morning , i rant so much things to her ! Mood got spoilt after some stuffs , straight away sleep after bathing when i reach home . But anw , i love my new bed sheets . LOLOL , so cuteeeee ! Going for dinner later with sister ! Hehe , shall go and prepare now .
I know this post is short , because i've got nothing to write about , just wanna update so that my blog doesnt look so dead :/
I dont know what to do now , can you guys please stop it , im feeling so scared that i trembled . So many things happened to me alrd , i want peace .
♥ Friday, February 18, 2011
You'll never know how it feels to be like this .
Hi people ! Im back to posting !
Ok so , no outing this week with my babes because of my parents -.- Make me so angryyyyy .
Anw , had cross country today , same thing , it rains every year when we're having cross country . LOL , so i tell myself next year im not gonna go for cross country anymore . Dismissed at 9.45am today , so freaking early that me , Gina and Bokmay bused to JP to have our breakfast/lunch @ PizzaHut and we have to wait outside till 11am to open . Been eating PizzaHut for 2 days ! And now im broke , so freaking full , went up to my shop to charge my phone and off to WestCcoastPark for cross country with Bokmay while Gina went home . We lost our way and so we ended up taking cab over :/ Walk in the rain and im sweating like hell , imagine i really so enthu about it and run . LOL . Called my dad up and asked him to come over and fetch me because no cab at all ! Reached home and straight away sleep , and now im having a slight flu :/ Gonna meet Elaine tmr for breakfast ! Hehe ♥
Ok i shall go to sleep now ! Im feeling so terrible :(
♥ Saturday, February 05, 2011
Outing with my babes again ! ♥
Hi people ! So basically i woke up at 11plus today to get myself prepared ! ^^
Bathe and everything , awaiting for my babes to arrive , love and miss then so much ! Had buffet over at my place , finish eating and then glambled with Elaine , Elaine's boyf , Adeline , Jovin , my brother and my father ! Hahaha ! Won alot though :P Gambled till 4pm and cab over to Adeline's place after that as she wanna get changed , while Elaine went home because she's not feeling well :(
Met Joycelyn and JiaNi over at Adeline's place , and bus over to town for dinner @ Marche . Another friend of theirs came and join us too ! And after eating we decided to go someone's place to gamble , so we called cab and we were all so surprise that we called a Limo cab ! Likea cool only seriously , and we were all like party and taking photos in the Limo cab . Cabbed till Clementi , and we gambled at a place of my babes' friend named Kelvin ! His parents like so cute ! Gambled till 10plus and my babes went off to PH while me cab home , last min meeting Zhong for awhile , totally mood ruined because of smth epic -.- Bused home after that , apply my eye mask and off to sleep . Hehe , tiring but fun ! Next outing gonna have Ben&Jerry's ice cream with my babes ! ♥ !
Hi people ! So basically i woke up at 11plus today to get myself prepared ! ^^
Bathe and everything , awaiting for my babes to arrive , love and miss then so much ! Had buffet over at my place , finish eating and then glambled with Elaine , Elaine's boyf , Adeline , Jovin , my brother and my father ! Hahaha ! Won alot though :P Gambled till 4pm and cab over to Adeline's place after that as she wanna get changed , while Elaine went home because she's not feeling well :(
Met Joycelyn and JiaNi over at Adeline's place , and bus over to town for dinner @ Marche . Another friend of theirs came and join us too ! And after eating we decided to go someone's place to gamble , so we called cab and we were all so surprise that we called a Limo cab ! Likea cool only seriously , and we were all like party and taking photos in the Limo cab . Cabbed till Clementi , and we gambled at a place of my babes' friend named Kelvin ! His parents like so cute ! Gambled till 10plus and my babes went off to PH while me cab home , last min meeting Zhong for awhile , totally mood ruined because of smth epic -.- Bused home after that , apply my eye mask and off to sleep . Hehe , tiring but fun ! Next outing gonna have Ben&Jerry's ice cream with my babes ! ♥ !
There's 15 days of CNY , but to me , only the first 3 days are CNY because i think its the main days ? LOL . So now CNY its over for me , school starting :( Sad ! But i damn kiasu , im looking forward to March holiday alrd ! Hehehe !
♥ Friday, February 04, 2011
Second day of Chinese New Year !
Hehe , i bet you guys received lots of red packets right ! ^^
But seems like lots of people dont likw CNY this year eh :( Im like the only one who so enthu about it , and i really love it alot :/
Anw , heard that the zodiac of dog is lucky this year ? *Insert happy face* Hehehee :P
Okay , on the New Year Eve went down to Bugis last min and bought my heels . Trained home with a big bully after that to rush for Reunion dinner , steamboat ! ^^
Ohya , and and and Happy Birthday MarcusTeo ! You're finally 18 ! Happy hor ! And stop being sarcastic saying that you miss the age of 17 ! :( Woke up by MarcusTeo's call today , get prepared and headed down to Yewtee Point to have lunch with him and Jiongwen @ HongKong Cafe because i didnt attend his 18th birthday celebration due to the timing he set . Finish eating and parents came to fetch me , headed down to Lim Chu Kang to visit relatives . So freaking boring there can ! :( But i manage to make it through all the way from 4plus to 12plus , power right ? :D
Uploading pictures to fb now , and tmr buffet at my house with relatives and my babes ! Hehe , happy girl only ! Okay i shall stop here , pictures are ready !