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♥ Sunday, January 09, 2011

School , Stress , N level .
Sorry for not posting my blog for sucha fucking long time because im waiting for some photos and also my laptop was being confiscated . Others had alrd wish everybody MerryChristmas and HappyNewYear while im still stuck at 2010 till now its my first post on 2011 . LOL . Ok so damn sorry about it .
School started not long ago and now im sick :/ Nice . First day of school i had hair check and i was being caught and asked to dye back , went over to Emmeline's place to dye and realise there's not much different . Second day i was being sent home and now my hair is so damn black that i look like some china dog , LOLOLOL . So i make a big fuss about it to my mother because i really really cant stand the blackness of my hair and i burst out crying , throwing temper and stuffs until my mother cant take it and promise me to let me dye back . To think back , i , myself cant believe that i actually cried over my hair , see how much i love my hair . LOLOL !
Emmeline told me that i should really cut down on checking my phone or texting continuously in class because N level is coming real fast and i've got to buck up on every of my subjects . I almost retain last year , teachers are the one who pulled me up ..
So currently im transferring stuffs into my iPhone and i hate it because i know nothing aboout iPhone and i didnt know that its so troublesome *Suaku* I suddenly forgot how to make ringtone , i anyhow click it and finally im done after trying for 4 times . Hehe .
Specially for my grandmother; I went to visit the doctor ytd with my grandmother , and because i feel so teribble that i attitude and raise my voice infront of other people at my grandmother . And my grandmother forgot to brought her ez-link card out so she asked me to take bus to home and she herself walked all the way back . She didnt scold me or anything , and yet she still take care of me , asking me whether im hungry , feed me medicine and taking water for me , brewed herbal tea for me and coming into my room once in awhile checking whether im still having fever . Im so sorry , from the bottom of my heart . Im really sorry ..
I feel so giddy now after having all disgusting medicine . And btw , i chance upon Edison when im on the way to take bus home after seeing doctor ytd . He saw my unglam loh ! HAHAHA , paiseh sia . So he looked at my pale face and told me that he send me home cause later i faint as i feel giddy and i cant stand properly . LOL . I know im weak :( Thanks uh .
:( Shall go and take a rest now . Ohya , and a Happy (very)Belated New Year . LOL .