♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
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♥ Sunday, January 23, 2011
Fucked up mood .
I fucking hate it when i have this kind of fucked up feelings , and i've been feeling this way recently for some fucked up reason . And i mean seriously , i thought this year will be a better year for me but ended up .. -.- Fuck you guys .
Just the start of the year , im sick and tired of everything , be it studies or relationship/friendship . Friends whom come and go , play and throw and whatever you guys call that . I've nowhere to vent my anger to except for Blogger and Facebook . And when i want you guys to cheer me up and yet you all dont even seems to give a fucking damn so i might as well just forget it . Happy moment always last for a few hours and then life gave me fucked up time , im tired of overcoming all those obstacles and circumstances . Because no matter how hard i tried to make it through , life is still as fucked up as ever .
And i dont know why , im forever failed in my studies , i've got no motivation to do work or study for my N level . Im still slacking away likea bitch , while my dearest babe working so hard towards N level . And this is also why i prefer outside world than school life , fml .
Im not boasting but lots of people told me that im getting mature in terms of my thinking , i know the way i act still likea kid . LOL . But its all thanks to Elaine.T and Adeline.O , my two dearest sister , they brain-washed me for 1year plus , telling me whats right and whats wrong , asked me to be nice to my parents and must start to think because im 17 this year . Im still trying ...
Somehow , i miss my brown hair ..
Anw , anyone wanna see my drunk face ? :P
CUTE HOR ! :D Hehehee .