♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.
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♥ Monday, December 20, 2010
Happy Birthday to me ! :D
Firstly , thanks for those people who had wished me happy birthday ^^ Hehe .
Town with Emmeline , Marcus and Clarence today , shopped for my father's Christmas present and went to have HK cafe . Emmeline and Clarence left me and Marcus at the restaurant while both of them said that they go buy clothes first . And so in the meanwhile im being disturbed by Marcus and he's snatching food with me , LOL .
Emmeline and Clarence came back with nothing and told me they cant find the clothes so we continue eating , and what suprise me the most is that they surprised me with a cake at HK cafe that make me feel so touched and also abit ps cause people looking at us . Heheh , its the first time my friends did this to me leh , so im lost for words and keep saying omg . Hahaha ! And so i understand that they actually went to buy cake instead of "buying clothes" . How sweet right ?! Omg ♥♥
Clarence went off first and the three of us headed down to Haji lane for sheesha , my first time sheesha-ing leh , dont laugh k ! Shopped awhile before we went for sheesha because Marcus told me that Spencer and co. will be joining us and i was like .. shocked ? :/ I thought he lied to me . LOL . Spencer , Yiyang , Desheng and Boonyong came down at 9pm and we sheesha till around 10plus . Went seperate way with them . Cab Marcus back , Jurong for some stuffs and back to Gombak to meet them again , both me and Emmeline was having car sick . LOLOL ! Cab back home and reached home around 12plus . I was very very tired but i seriously had a very very fun day :)
Thanks guys , especially my dearest Emmeline ♥
Firstly , thanks for those people who had wished me happy birthday ^^ Hehe .
Town with Emmeline , Marcus and Clarence today , shopped for my father's Christmas present and went to have HK cafe . Emmeline and Clarence left me and Marcus at the restaurant while both of them said that they go buy clothes first . And so in the meanwhile im being disturbed by Marcus and he's snatching food with me , LOL .
Emmeline and Clarence came back with nothing and told me they cant find the clothes so we continue eating , and what suprise me the most is that they surprised me with a cake at HK cafe that make me feel so touched and also abit ps cause people looking at us . Heheh , its the first time my friends did this to me leh , so im lost for words and keep saying omg . Hahaha ! And so i understand that they actually went to buy cake instead of "buying clothes" . How sweet right ?! Omg ♥♥
Clarence went off first and the three of us headed down to Haji lane for sheesha , my first time sheesha-ing leh , dont laugh k ! Shopped awhile before we went for sheesha because Marcus told me that Spencer and co. will be joining us and i was like .. shocked ? :/ I thought he lied to me . LOL . Spencer , Yiyang , Desheng and Boonyong came down at 9pm and we sheesha till around 10plus . Went seperate way with them . Cab Marcus back , Jurong for some stuffs and back to Gombak to meet them again , both me and Emmeline was having car sick . LOLOL ! Cab back home and reached home around 12plus . I was very very tired but i seriously had a very very fun day :)
Thanks guys , especially my dearest Emmeline ♥
♥ Sunday, December 19, 2010
One more day !
A few more mins to my birthday ! Heheh , those pictures up there were taken few days ago i guess ? Adeline's off day and she and Joycelyn came to bring me to walk around at Nex because i didnt really shop around ever since i start working there :) Hehehe .
A few more mins to my birthday ! Heheh , those pictures up there were taken few days ago i guess ? Adeline's off day and she and Joycelyn came to bring me to walk around at Nex because i didnt really shop around ever since i start working there :) Hehehe .
Kinda excited for tmr's , going out to town with Emmeline and Marcus for my birthday ! I bet Emmeline going to take lots and lots of photos !
Working at Nex today , meet Adeline for breakfast @ Yoshinoya . First time eating , ok im suaku again . One more thing is that me and Adeline fall in love with Andersen's ice cream ! Keep on buying ! Hehehe .
Ok , im getting busy soon !
What i want is just a birthday wish from you .. i know its impossible but i'll wait till the day you finally wish me . So i know it means you dont hate me anymore .
♥ Saturday, December 18, 2010
并不是每个爱情都是长久的，但友情是永远的。
Anyway , had an awesome day ytd with Elaine ^^
Prepared and meet her @ town , went to shop for Christmas present :) And i dont know why , i was sweating even though im at air conditional shopping center :( Had our lunch @ HK cafe and we saw handsome guys ! And i mean , its really handsome , hehehe . Its my first time eating HK cafe , i know im suaku :(
Walked over to Cine to buy smth and bused over to Bugis for Elaine's nails appointment , met up with Elaine's friend and trained back to town to met up with Adeline for supper at Cine . Crap alot with Elaine the whole day :) Adeline and another friend of theirs went for movie while me and Elaine went home . When we was waiting for cab , there's a group angmohs trying to entertain us and also pissed Elaine off at the same time :/ Reached home at around 1am , my mother was happily trying on the shoes now i bought for her as Christmas present . And i realise that i will feel nauseous whenever i just filled my stomach and get on the car , the feeling sucks ttm . And also , after a long day of laughters , i tends to think alot about my own life . I think i should get a job soon , i want branded stuffs , i dont want spend my parents' money anymore . Its time for me to grow up at this age and stop fooling around .
2 more days to meet up with my dearest Emmeline ! :) Excited not ? Hehehe .
Anyway , had an awesome day ytd with Elaine ^^
Prepared and meet her @ town , went to shop for Christmas present :) And i dont know why , i was sweating even though im at air conditional shopping center :( Had our lunch @ HK cafe and we saw handsome guys ! And i mean , its really handsome , hehehe . Its my first time eating HK cafe , i know im suaku :(
Walked over to Cine to buy smth and bused over to Bugis for Elaine's nails appointment , met up with Elaine's friend and trained back to town to met up with Adeline for supper at Cine . Crap alot with Elaine the whole day :) Adeline and another friend of theirs went for movie while me and Elaine went home . When we was waiting for cab , there's a group angmohs trying to entertain us and also pissed Elaine off at the same time :/ Reached home at around 1am , my mother was happily trying on the shoes now i bought for her as Christmas present . And i realise that i will feel nauseous whenever i just filled my stomach and get on the car , the feeling sucks ttm . And also , after a long day of laughters , i tends to think alot about my own life . I think i should get a job soon , i want branded stuffs , i dont want spend my parents' money anymore . Its time for me to grow up at this age and stop fooling around .
2 more days to meet up with my dearest Emmeline ! :) Excited not ? Hehehe .
I prevent myself from falling in love because i was afraid i might get hurt again like how i used to be , but i failed to do so yet regret and blame myself for being too weak when i fall for someone . I want a guy that can lend me his shoulder to lie on when im tired , pamper and dote me , protect me when i get hurt , hug me and keep quiet when i cry and tell me everything will be alright .
Sometimes how i wish i was drunk , forget about everything and let me be wild . I dont know why , i just miss you , suddenly . I know im not suppose to , i know things not gonna be the same anymore , i know everything its impossible , but i still do .
Everyone has their own guy or girl they love the most , and when everything become a past , you kept this person in your memory , a very beautiful memory .
When people asked me "Why is this person so special ?"
My replied was "Because he's unique and i cant find another person like him , and also because he's the one that i really fell in love with ."
Dont ask anything about all the emotional stuffs i posted , i wont say unless i want to ..
♥ Monday, December 13, 2010
Steaboat like finally !
Finally gotten my sec4 books today early in the morning tgt with Emmeline :) Called Marcus upteen times but he didnt pick up because he wanna have lunch with us , so me and Emmeline bused over to Westmall to have our lunch first @ KFC . Finish eating and Marcus FINALLY call me , and plan to go for steamboat @ Yewtee , double lunch ! Asked my sister tag along too :) While waiting for sister to finish preparing , went over to Marcus's place to visit his super ultra cute nephew ! Played with him awhile and headed to Yewtee point for steamboat , not bad . And its like finally i get to eat steamboat after craving for so long (Y)
Thanks Emmeline for helping us peel the prawns :D Hehehe .
And now im lacking of cash ... :( I needa buy Christmas present and celebration for my birthday :( Omg .. how ..
♥ Tuesday, December 07, 2010
"Im A Duck !"Currently waiting for my Mac delivery to reach , so while waiting im here to post .
I feel like writing my feelings out but , due to some problem i cant -.-
And now im starting to lost trust for some people that i've been trusted all along and never doubt them .
Anyway , had a day off and went down to JP to look for Emmeline because its been a long time since i last saw her . And she taught me how to suck the helium balloon's air , fun !
And today im staying at home because i was so tired that i cant opened my eyes and get out of my bed this morning , and i've got a feeling that i feel like watching Boys Over Flower all over again so i went to search for my disc , imma so delighted when i finally found my disc but im so angry when the disc doesnt work -.- So now im at youtube watching it :/
School's starting soon , and i dont like because there'e tons of homework and i've to stress over exams again like i always did . I dont mind that holidays are boring because its way too much better than school , LOLOLOLOL ! Enough of my rantings ...
Bye ..
BALLOONS ! :)
One more day , you're going in for NS .. :(
♥ Sunday, December 05, 2010
A.N.W.J ♥
I've been having a mixed feelings nowadays , i dont know why . I feel like spending my life just being busy everyday and occupied my mind from thinking too much .
Back from Thailand few days ago , and been neglecting Emmeline after i came back because i've to go different place to work . Went FarEast to work two days back , Xiangling and Chantel came over and look for me , Xiangling used my shop's phone to prank people and disturb me -.- LOL .
Actually i cant wait to leave my school , im kinda bored of studying in that school , regret of knowing some fucked up people which still cant grow up though they're 17 . LOL ;/ Ok stop stop .
I bought a pair of contact lens rfom Thailand , and is too big for my eyes that when i blink the contact lens drop out , LOLOLOL ! I learn a thailand langauge that Elaine taught me , "Lao ger gun" . I find it sound abit wrong thats why i keep disturb thai people using this word whenever i go there , it means "see you again" . LOL .
Ok stop here , cause i dont what to write , im feeling too vexed .
