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♥ Thursday, November 25, 2010

Break Your Heart

Time to clear the dust on my blog now , i never touch on my blogger for quite sometime so now im blogging :)
Been going "work" continuously , and finally im down with cough recently , not because im too tired , because i kept eating heaty stuffs :/

And there's one thing that makes me and Emmeline so fucking angry . Seriously , i dont know whats wrong with all our relatives nowadays . Only know how to talk behind our backs , complain and twist the story -.- Its like , they took our kindness for granted . I mean seriously , i admit that i've been rude to my aunty last time because whenever she talked to me nicely i just walked away without replying her . And now after i start working tgt with her in the same shop , i trusted her because she said whatever i told her she wont tell anybody , so i told her about my family and stuffs . End up what i get is being maglin by my mother because my aunty fucking twist the story and landed me into trouble and caused me and my mother to quarrel -.- I dont like her last time is because one year back ago , there's one time im talking with one of the sales girl , Jovin , about my school's stuffs . And my aunty was beside listening but i didnt care much because i think that its ok to let her know what im talking , and after i knock off from my work , i went over to buy some food and she start bitching about me . She fucking told my mother saying that i joined gang or whatever -.- So my mother came and asked me after i came back from buying food , my reply was "What century alrd still gang ? And , who told you ." My mother said its SOMEBODY and when i turn and looked at my aunty , she fucking lower down her head and get her fucking ass into my father's car . So i assume its her because Jovin went back straight after we closed the shop and she's not like those kind who have got nothing better to do and call my mother to say about these , plus when im talking about my school's stuffs there's only Jovin and my aunty there . And when otw sending my aunty back , she's like trying to lick my boots asking me what i want to eat this and that for tmr or whatever shit . And so i confirmed that it was her who told my mother about what gang stuffs because she dont talk to me in this way and then i just turn and attitude her when she asked . So after this matter i kept attitude her and talked to the sales girl aside and stay far away from her till a distances that she cant hear , because arent relatives suppose to be like tgt as one and not twisting the story ? And fyi , she's fucking beside me only and im very sure that she can clearly hear what i said every single thing because there's no customer at all ! So till recently i start to trust her and after she gained my trust , her "hobby" start again , which is bitching about me and drag me down into some stuffs that im not even involve in .
So today i went to JP and purposely stay at the same shop as her , just when i reach the shop , i said "HI" loudly to Peiling and Adeline without looking at her and i dont wanna greet her , i knew that she will go and bitch about me to my Mum , just as i expected , she did . Haha , what i answered my mother was "I said HI loudly what , she also can hear leh ." So my mother asked me why didnt i talk to my aunty , and i keep giving her face . Lol , my mother didnt even stay at the shop for long and when she's at the shop , my aunty was busy talking to her and my father . How did my mother even know that i gave her attitude , true enough ? There's much more things that i did to my aunty just now which makes Emmeline laugh and i guess she's happy with it . Hehehe .
Ok , enough of all my rantings :)



I admit i was touched by your actions , i admit that i always did smth wrong to make you angry , i admit that im not good enough , i admit that im not pretty or cute like your other ex's does . But i'll try my best to be good to you , i dont know what to say to you because im lost for words by what you did . And also , i admit that i dont really trust you because i think that whenever guys want to woo a girl they will did all sorts of sweet stuffs to make the girl happy and be tgt with her , but after tgt , guys changed . I mean its true , this is what i experienced and observed , you told me you wont be like this , i trust you but everything will prove after you finish serving your NS . I'll wait , ♥ .

♥ Tuesday, November 09, 2010

I dont expect anything in return , from you .

Im too busy to post my blog and also , im getting more and more lazy nowadays :/
Has been going to JP to help out everyday , and always woke up at around 5-6plus just to check my phone and chat on phone and then not going back to sleep anymore till i straight away went out of my house for work .
And my health is getting weaker and weaker , i keep having stomachache for no reason , guess i really need to go for a check up real soon .
So many things happened after i came back from the Batam trip , which makes me so frustrated and also got to know that though some people who are 17years old doesnt mean that they are mature , and they dont act like one too . Ok , enough of my ranting .


You know i spent two days to paint ONE hand of my nails only ? LOL . Funny much .

♥ Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Which is mainly like we closed the door and off the lights . Then on our torch lights moving or turning here and there to make the lights effect , then friends brought speaker and blast out our music . Thats how we did it , LOL . Maybe the picture doesnt looks like , but if you're at the scence with us you will know its really like the real clubbing :) Fun ttm .