♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.



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♥ Friday, October 22, 2010
虽然我知道你把我当代替品 , 但是我不介意 , 因为至少你对我说的谎言是美丽的 .
Guess i will be retain for sure this time . I failed everything , except chinese . The most fucked up thing is that i studied so hard for my Chemistry , and i failed by that fucking one mark .
Im so fucking angry that i cant even cry out , so i used sleep to avoid everything , again . For now , all i can do is just to hope that my overall will be slightly better and get me promoted . *Pray hard*
Sent Emmeline home today , cab over to Yewtee to meet MarcusTeo . Rant alot with him about my results , he sugested that if i retain , i can choose to take private O's . Just hope i wont , his friend came later and i went back . Lie down on my bed and thinking how should i explain to my parents , and slowly i fell asleep . The scariest dream i ever had when i fell asleep just now , i dreamt that i got back my report book and when i opened it , i saw all U grades and i burst out crying . So i ran out of school , continuously running non stop . And a few msgs and calls woke me up from my scary dream , :(
My sister lost her way at BukitGombak just now -.- She called me a few times , i saw her missed call but i didnt bother to call back because i thought she call me to ask me smth not important . LOL , but she called again while im sleeping , i didnt realise it was her so i pick up her call .
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She asked me : Eh , your school at where ah , we lost our way and we wanted to go to your school there . We're now at 500plus block
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And i was like , Huh ?! That was so far from my school -___- So i guide her how to go , ended up she dont understand what im talking about so no choice i've to call Darren , and woke him up from his sleep :x He was so kind enough to wake up and get prepare and bring my sister tgt with her friends to go over to their destination . Heheh . But i make him late for his dragon dance :/ So sorry .
So i've got to prepare for the worst ... Blame myself for being too lazy and stupid .