♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.
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♥ Thursday, October 28, 2010
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step .
So ... I got promoted ! :D Teacher manage to pull my english up and got me promoted , i nearly retain :/
Called Adeline and told her the good news , finally can put my mind at ease :) Sent Emmeline back home and cab over to TeckWhye .
Suppose to meet Makiyo , end up she still sleeping like pig ! So meet Spencer and Cheefoong instead first , while waiting for Makiyo to get prepared . Walked over to block8 to meet her , chit chat and stuffs , went over to lan and watch her play Audition . So KE AI ! :D Cab home at 5plus , straight away went to sleep because i was so tired and i think its been quite long since i take afternoon nap :/
I think most of the parents dont keep their promises because my parents dont . Zz .
♥ Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Sweetest drug ♥
It was so nice to sleep at night ytd because its raining ! :D Woke up by Darren's spam calls :/ Get myself prepared and trained over to JP to meet Emmeline :) And my new shoes makes me cant even walk ! :/ Had fun over there because i finally broke that game level of Emmeline's phone , LOL . And Emmeline looks like cat , heheheh . Trained back to Yewtee at 7plus to meet MarcusTeo , talking nonsense and stuffs . Went back home at 9plus and i have to bear with the pain on my leg :( I just got to know that some of my classmates gotten a call from teacher for parents meeting ! Omfg , and the unluckiest thing is that my parents went overseas ! I called them and asked whether did teacher call them up or what , their only answer was dont know and dont know -.- So i've got to pray hard !! Hope i wont retain ! :((((
♥ Tuesday, October 26, 2010
I didnt show doesnt mean im strong , because all i can do was , keeping quiet aside and watching over you .
Woke up with tiring eyes , and i was almost late . Rushed to meet Emmeline at 4head , but last minute decided to give the school a skip . So went over to TeckWhye lan to find Darren & co. , me and Emmeline wanted to watch ghost movie , but starting of the movie we've alrd covered our face like dont know what and CheeFoong gave us a scare and my heart almost jumped out -.- And we were so tired that we pause the movie and ended up sleeping , LOLOL .
Bused over to CCK Polyclinic for MC , the queue too long -___- So forget it , went back to school with Emmeline for her trip meeting , wasting her time anyway , LOL . Bused over to JP , had alot of fun there especially when that crazy girl laughing non stop when i was playing some games . LOL . After work went to meet Yiyang , Cheefong and Spencer for supper with Emmeline , ok , suppose to be supper for me but ended up i didnt eat :/ And all of them scaring me all the way because its almost 12am -___- Reached home and bathe , wanted to msg for the whole night but i keep fall asleep :/
Woke up with tiring eyes , and i was almost late . Rushed to meet Emmeline at 4head , but last minute decided to give the school a skip . So went over to TeckWhye lan to find Darren & co. , me and Emmeline wanted to watch ghost movie , but starting of the movie we've alrd covered our face like dont know what and CheeFoong gave us a scare and my heart almost jumped out -.- And we were so tired that we pause the movie and ended up sleeping , LOLOL .
Bused over to CCK Polyclinic for MC , the queue too long -___- So forget it , went back to school with Emmeline for her trip meeting , wasting her time anyway , LOL . Bused over to JP , had alot of fun there especially when that crazy girl laughing non stop when i was playing some games . LOL . After work went to meet Yiyang , Cheefong and Spencer for supper with Emmeline , ok , suppose to be supper for me but ended up i didnt eat :/ And all of them scaring me all the way because its almost 12am -___- Reached home and bathe , wanted to msg for the whole night but i keep fall asleep :/
♥ Friday, October 22, 2010
虽然我知道你把我当代替品 , 但是我不介意 , 因为至少你对我说的谎言是美丽的 .
Guess i will be retain for sure this time . I failed everything , except chinese . The most fucked up thing is that i studied so hard for my Chemistry , and i failed by that fucking one mark .
Im so fucking angry that i cant even cry out , so i used sleep to avoid everything , again . For now , all i can do is just to hope that my overall will be slightly better and get me promoted . *Pray hard*
Sent Emmeline home today , cab over to Yewtee to meet MarcusTeo . Rant alot with him about my results , he sugested that if i retain , i can choose to take private O's . Just hope i wont , his friend came later and i went back . Lie down on my bed and thinking how should i explain to my parents , and slowly i fell asleep . The scariest dream i ever had when i fell asleep just now , i dreamt that i got back my report book and when i opened it , i saw all U grades and i burst out crying . So i ran out of school , continuously running non stop . And a few msgs and calls woke me up from my scary dream , :(
My sister lost her way at BukitGombak just now -.- She called me a few times , i saw her missed call but i didnt bother to call back because i thought she call me to ask me smth not important . LOL , but she called again while im sleeping , i didnt realise it was her so i pick up her call .
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She asked me : Eh , your school at where ah , we lost our way and we wanted to go to your school there . We're now at 500plus block
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And i was like , Huh ?! That was so far from my school -___- So i guide her how to go , ended up she dont understand what im talking about so no choice i've to call Darren , and woke him up from his sleep :x He was so kind enough to wake up and get prepare and bring my sister tgt with her friends to go over to their destination . Heheh . But i make him late for his dragon dance :/ So sorry .
So i've got to prepare for the worst ... Blame myself for being too lazy and stupid .
♥ Monday, October 18, 2010
Say you love me and i'll tell you "You're the one" ;)
Woke up at 9plus today , prepared and trained over to Batok to meet Emmeline to go to school for the Sec3 Batam trip's briefing . Emmeline is making a fool out of herself , LOLOL :/ Im quite exicted for the trip actually after listening to Emmeline's nonsense . Brief for less than one hour and we're dismissed , had our lunch and meet MarcusTeo . Last minute decision for movie , Eat Pray Love :) But i dont understand the story because my english sucks :x And Emmeline are making noises by stepping on those pop corn that we accidentally spilt almost 2/4 of it , and throwing pop corn at me . LOL . Anyway , since Emmeline said its nice , so maybe you all should catch it . Cab home after that , and Marcus is being irritating because he told me this :
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Marcus : Eh , your stuff missing !
Me : HUH ? What thing ?!
Marcus : Your phone lah ! Your phone drop inside the cab !!
*Cab drove away*
Me : HUH !?!?!?!?!? REALLY AH ?! *Show jiao bin and faster put my hand into pocket*
Marcus : HAHAHA . Your jiao bin very funny sia !
Me : -.- Shut up .
See it ? Zzz -.- Took 302 back because i've got not enough money for cab so we just get down at a bus stop . LOL , first time you know :( Im broke , i need new clothes .
♥ Friday, October 15, 2010
Knowing that you wont be back , but i'll still tell you , "i miss you" .
Tiring day today with my sister and AmandaWong , totally love it ;)
I woke up at 1plus today and realise i was late -__- , so get myself prepare and headed down to Cck , saw Xiangling and Chantel , Xiangling was like embarassing in the public :( Accompanied my sister to Panjang for her contact lens and back to Cck to meet AmandaWong :) Bought our tickets and watch The Child's Eye , not bad but somehow abit scary :/
Had our dinner @ PizzaHut , went down to Yewtee to meet MarcusTeo for awhile and headed back home :)
My sister's nose bleeding , and i was wondering , how long had it been ever since my nose bleed . LOL .
♥ Thursday, October 14, 2010
Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.
Finally exam is over ! But i dont feel happy or relieve at all , LOL . Mainly because i was damn worried about my result , just found out that my Chemistry MIGHT be getting 15 out of 50 , issn't that fucked up enough for me ? I studied so hard for this subject and i thought i've done well because to me the paper was easy and i can answer almost every question . And my English overall result get 52% , plus the English paper so hard , which means my EOY result will pull me down :( Im gonna retain .
I satisfied myself with MacSpicy meal for lunch today with Emmeline ! :) She's being so nonsensical enough to tell me even we bathing also very stress . LOL . Met up with MarcusTeo , sent Emmeline back and her stupid acts start again , telling stupid things to cab driver . LOL . Went over to Marcus's place because i dont feel like going home so early , played with his nephew and i swear he's damn fucking cute ! I think i like him , LOLOL . Went off at 4plus and i totally worn out after playing with Marcus's nephew even though its just 1hour plus , i know im weak but its been such a long time ever since i played with little kids . LOL .
Im gonna watch The Child's Eye tmr with my bloody sister and Amanda.W ! :) Heheh .
♥ Tuesday, October 12, 2010
If it wasn't you , i guess i wont learn how to be strong ever .
"Maybe to you im just an ordinary girl in your eyes , but to me , you're special . Because you stands a place in my heart , because you're perfect in everything ."
Left two more papers ..
I just got to know that my chances of retaining this year is very high :( Wtf . So , im prepare for the worst .
Chemistry and D&T papers today , i've got lots of careless mistakes for my Chemistry paper = die . I flunked my D&T paper , guess mostly of my classmates too . So i did last two question and i sleep for 1hour . I really cant imagine what if i retained , LOL :/ So overall only my chinese did well , the rest = failed .
Seriously , fml .
♥ Sunday, October 10, 2010
'Cause im not that capable enough to catch your heart.
My blog is dead ._.
So ... my eye had been infected by maybe my contact lens or smth because it always irritate me when i wear it :/ And i think i really gave up on Maths alrd , i need to work very hard for my Chemistry to get promoted ..
Left 4 more papers and im free ! :D
I've been wasting my parents' money recently , i really bought lots of useless stuffs for myself , LOL . I need to get my hair dyed and trim so badly :( My hair colour drop off and make me look like some retarded .. Lol .
And i swear im like an idiot now -.- I dont know why the temparature nowadays is getting warmer and warmer , i have to on both my air con and fan when i sleep , but due to my sensitive nose , i off my air con and in less than one hour im sweating alrd . LOL :/
Will be meeting Emmeline earlier tmr to study Chemistry ! :)
Heheh , please dont look straight into my face , my eyes is reddddd like monster :(
♥ Friday, October 01, 2010
Memories is short yet beautiful .
"Im still gonna face the reality even if its cruel , because this shows that im strong enough to overcome all my obstacles."
Yea so , first paper is over today and thats Chinese . Overall still ok but i bet im gonna fail my English paper on Monday because my english totally cmi :/
Lots of things went through my mind recently , i can say that no matter how hard im trying to be sensible , in everybody's eyes im still the childish one . Maybe im not trying hard enough , one silly act can caused things that it shouldnt be happen in the first place . I tried so hard , so hard that sometimes i really feel like giving up . I can no longer take it anymore , and so finally my naughty tears rolled down my cheeks today . ♥9425462843696648
I think i pissed alot people off today because i dont know how to hail cab , LOLOLOL !!! And holiday is coming to find me straight after that damn EOY ! :)