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♥ Saturday, September 18, 2010

You're no longer needed in my life , fuck off .
"It hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel. And when you think back of how blessful you are in the past of your beautiful memories, yet you cant find back the same feelings anymore. Nobody ever understand how you feel, all they do is to blame you for being selfish and naive."

I apologise for not posting my blog for so long , lots of things happened ever since school started . First day of school we was late due to the school gate closed so early and yet DM or whoever claimed that they closed at 8.26am when me and Emmeline reaching the school gate at 8.20am -.- We didnt want to be late for school , so we slacked outside and went in to school at 9am . What we did was walking in to school without taking late forms and just signed at the security guard post after that hide inside the toilet for 45mins because we were waiting for another lesson so we can sneak into the class :/ But after some time teacher came in and called us out , being lectured and got two days of detention while Emmeline only one day which is like , NOT FAIR ?! :( First day of detention was fun because we were chatting away with Suiyang and Ali plus there's only 5 people including the four of us but not the second day , it was so strict that i late for 7mins and i have to stay back for 30mins more -.- Father came to fetch me after my detention till 5pm .

I wasn't in the good mood for this whole week . Firstly was because of EOY , second was because i've got no one to talk to , Elaine and Adeline was busy working , no time for my nonsense plus i dont want them to get scolded by my parents .

Had been meeting MarcusTeo after school to accompany him drinking for some days , talking nonsense and stuffs . And , im broke . LOL .

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So now what ? I think its alrd been quite long for me ever since i cry for a person yea ? Maybe to others it shows a good sign , but not me . I've been keeping everything to myself lately , i hate that feeling when i have to put up a front infront of everybody . I miss Elaine's advices , Adeline's complains with me when i told them about my stuffs :(
Im so afraid of retaining in sec3 yet i still dont have the mood to study . I hate exams !!!!!