" I learned that it is the weak who are cruel , and that gentleness is to be expected only from the strong . Show me someone who has done something worthwhile, and I'll show you someone who has overcome adversity. "

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♥ Sunday, September 26, 2010

Now that you've left me behind alone , nobody gonna dry my tears for me when i cry , nobody gonna say "i love you" when im feeling down .
"What if i say im giving up soon , who will stay with me and support me when i fall ?"

Guess im having moodswing again , or maybe im really not in the mood ? I fucking hate this kind of feeling , especially when exam is coming , this year has really been a fucked up year for me . Sometimes i ought to leave some space and time for myself to think , think about my current life . But the problem is , everytime when im ready for it , i tends to fall asleep or people around distract me . I went through things one by one , and still i wont learnt my lesson . I still trust people easily , spilt out everything when i can keep it to myself because once a secret is being told to a person , it means being told to everybody .

When i finally learn how to keep everything to myself , yet i make another mistake again . I chance upon a person , im sorry but i really cant remember who . This person told me , "dont ever trust people easily , just because you trust people so easy and so you got backstabbed . Is a lesson for you to learn , cherish it" I will never ever forget this , but whenever i tried to , i failed .

You know , maybe you guys are really sick of my apologise because i kept doing wrong things to make people angry . So i asked myself to be strong and fight back , even if im at fault . I want to be a reasonable person too , i only apologise when i find myself really in wrong . Some of friends are matured enough to think , i like it when they are understanding . Because they always put themself in other people's shoe and think , then giving me advices . Exam is around the corner and i dont think i can be promote this year :(

What am i going do to ? ...
A big Thankyou to Xiangling and Anqi , for cheering me up :)