♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.
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Me, Myself & I
" I learned that it is the weak who are cruel , and that gentleness is to be expected only from the strong . Show me someone who has done something worthwhile, and I'll show you someone who has overcome adversity. "
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♥ Saturday, July 31, 2010
Without you , im nothing .
Same thing today . Went to JP first with parents , waited for Emmeline because of my fried rice :P But she disappointed me :( Because i dont like carrot , sweet corn and pea in my fried rice :( No choice had to eat some . Father drove me to Bugis after that , all i did was using fb and chatting away with Adeline'O & Elaine'T :)
Saw Jiajun at Bugis :) Boonyong and Yiyang came to fetch me , cab back to Yewtee to meet Marcus . Slacked and chat awhile , and Boonyong and Yiyang walked me home ;) Gtg sleep now , mother nagging :(
♥ Thursday, July 29, 2010
Absence makes the heart grow fonder .
Finally i can upload my photos :)
School as per normal , nothing much though . Just that lots of test coming up :/ MYE is like getting nearer and nearer ? :( School life was interesting nowadays because our class was in trend of tattoo -__- Gavin drew an ugly tatto on my hand today . LOL . Im hungry ! :( Im still coughing , though my throat is alright now . The feeling of sore throat seriously sucks ttm , i even woke up in the middle of the night to complain to my mother and sweat like some pigs . Alright , gtg for my revision for test tmr :/
♥ Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Sick Sick Sick ! :(
Didnt went to school today :( Cause im sick , sigh ! Had a terrible sore throat when i woke up this morning . I hate sore throat very very much ! :@ Heh , Weixiang told me he gonna give me eat the cheese cake he bake ! :P Pictures will be update soon cause im currently using another laptop :)
26/07/2010
School like normal . Suiyang and Xiangling helped me draw tattoo again , i've got the picture but will update next time . After school went to meet MarcusTeo and Boonyong with Emmeline , but Weixiang , Darren , Spencer , Tengwei , KokHwee was there too :) Went over to eat and continue to slack , cab home after that . Had fun with them but my throat irritates me :/ The most funny thing is that Weixiang asked me to accompany him to draw money , but he dont know how to check his account balance ! LOLOL !
♥ Friday, July 23, 2010
我只想静静的看着你，只要你开心就好 .
School was fine , just that im very tired :/ Im trying to get some sleep on Maths or Chinese lesson , but i failed to -.- LOL . Recess went down to smuggle food up to class again :x English lesson was a joke , Zhangjian start to help Edison draw "tattoo" then Gavin also start to helped me and Emmeline draw "tattoo" on our hand , but very ugly because Gavin anyhow draw ! -.- Suiyang wanted to help me draw nicely , but teacher shouted at him and my "tattoo" was like half way done only :( After school slacked awhile and Emmeline went back because she needs to pack her things and go Malaysia :( Cab home at 1plus :) MarcusTeo very zek ark , he told Emmeline that he can bake cake for her but dont give me -.- Zzz .
Emmeline , faster come back leh :( I want fried rice , LOLOLOL .
Everything is like so normal for me :( Though i gain a few friends but i lost one that i can trust . Im a happy girl in school but not outside school , i thought everything will be fine , yet it didnt turn out to be the way i want . I dont get it , you just dont know how i felt . I dont wanna repeat the same thing over and over again , im not your toy that you can throw and pick it up as and when you like . But , i'll respect your decision .
And you , not all girls are bad right . Zzz , and now you're pushing all the blames on me -.- Like wtf ? Its not totally my fault right ? I just follow my heart , love cant be force lah please . You guys really dont understand how i felt , kept thinking what im trying to do , why i always tend to hurt people . So kio me in msn very fun issit ? Then go ahead with all your childish act , i dont care anymore . Im tired with all the quarrelings .
Fucktards :)
Me love 3ivory :D
♥ Thursday, July 22, 2010
Happy Birthday My Beloved Dragon :)
May all your wishes come true ok ! Loves ^^
Okay , everything went smoothly today till now -.- Im fucked up again . Woke up early , bused over to meet Marcus and get the cake from him , slacked awhile and then cab to school . Meet Emmeline and went to school , ate the cake at recess , everybody said nice :D And when they found out the cake was made by MarcusTeo , everybody was like shocked and quite impressed i guess ? Because i also cant believe he can made it so nice except for like , the cake is sink -.- LOL . Maths lesson was like damn fun , the whole group of us that sit behind at the back of class sang birthday song for Emmeline that our maths teacher got so fed up . HAHA . After school met Boonyong and Yiyang , slacked and went for lunch . Cab home after that , now my parents is scolding me like wtf ? -.- And you , i know you did it on purpose but , i dont give a damn . So say whatever you like -.- Bye .
♥ Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Sakae Sushi
Picture shall do all the talkings , because im lazy to post alrd after uploading those pictures -.- but i really had fun today .
♥ Tuesday, July 20, 2010
I dont care whether im still important to you , because no matter what you'll always be in my heart .
Im cold :( And im having flu now , sigh :( I think im being influence by Edison and JoJo(Jocelyn) , they both sad ! Cheer up :) Today is not a good day for me , i set my alarm at 2am plus to wake up to check my phone , but i didnt even hear anything , when i woke up this morning and i saw that my clock its alrd 6am plus -.- And i was like very angry , blaming my maid why didnt she wake me up because whenever i told her to wake me up at 5.30am , she will wake me up at 5am -.- And now its 6plus she dont even bother . So i rushed to bathe and etc. , was waiting for cab and this auntie snatch cab with me -.- Make me so fucked up so i called cab , meet up with Emmeline and walk to school . I was eating the fried rice Emmeline cooked for me in class at SS lesson , very nice ! Lol , :/ And then i brought the water babies that Emmeline asked me to , we played it in class :x And this maths teacher of mine thought that it was sweet and asked us not to eat sweet in class -.- After school went to slack and cab home .
My dearest boyf is like so xdd , he played the FishVille game in fb and he influenced me -.- I kept pestering him to help me play and win my brother . LOL . And and and ! his fucking FAKE fishes are more important than me !!!! :@ Because after school i met up with him and he "abandon" me and Emmeline under his block then went up to his house to feed his FAKE fishes -.-
The water babies i brought to school and let my classmates play . This is Emmeline's beloved water babies that she dont even let people touch it . LOL !
♥ Friday, July 16, 2010
Everybody's hurt somebody before , everybody's been wound by somebody before .
(Kop from Jonathan.Z , because he said what if later people read my blog alrd then go fb and saw my title has the same post as him , LOL.)
Imma happy girl , for today only . And my reason is because my hair "listened" to me today . LOLOLOL , okay whatever . Im here to update because my sister is very annoying , she want me to post our photo on blog because of some lame reason -.- School as per normal , but i feel so tired and sleep in Maths lesson , and this very irritating teacher keep on waking me and Emmeline up to copy the answer -.- And after that was English , im laughing like so hard because of Emmeline . She's being bullied like mad , LOL . After school met Desheng , Cheefoong and Spencer . KokHwee came after that , and the way Desheng sat on KokHwee's bike damn funny . LOL . Slacked awhile and i cab home , currently talking to Jonathan on msn :)
Seriously , i dont understand why -.-
♥ Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Because you'll never know how much i love you .
Things going quite well for me nowadays , i didnt keep sleeping in class anymore , sometimes i even copied notes . But , my family is a total mess -.- I seriously dont understand why , my relatives is so fuck . Firstly , my first uncle is a fucker and my first aunty is a bitch . Only know how to complain , complain and complain , Zzz .
I grow shorter alrd man :( But , i lose weight !! LOL . After school walked Emmeline home and waited for her to get changed for work and also meeting Boonyong there . Then Emmeline went to work while me and Boonyong walked back to 4head meeting the same people , i finally got to see MarcusTeo's new hairstyle in real life , and i even touched it . LOL . So cute :D Jonathan hurts his leg today because when all of them was playing soccer , the ball drop down to the big drain and he went down to pick it up , then he hurts his leg while climbing up . And while watching Jonathan to pick up the ball , i asked Yiyang to play the mimosa plant with me , and so he did , LOL . Cab home after that :/
My parents also very irritating , the moment they came back , all they do was praising my sister and joke around with her , while me , they keep nagging and scolding me -.- I feel like scolding them , "just shut up" . Lol , i just quarreled with my mother two days ago -.- She was like so unreasonable lah , i set my alarm as 4.30am , she keep nagging like so big fuck . So my very exaggerating mother went to her room and told my father , its like , tell him for what ? I wake up early also kpkb , wake up late and almost late for school also kpkb -.- and i overheard my father telling my mother saying that i 4.30am wake up just wanted to chat on the phone , like wtf ? -.- So my mother came in my room and asked me one more time , my answer to her was , "yea lah , i wake up to use phone ok , happy ?" -.- I hate them accusing me without getting the facts right . One more thing is that they like to jump into conclusion without using their brains , LOL .
P.S , I said the wrong thing today that Boonyong kept disturb me :( Lol .