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♥ Tuesday, June 29, 2010

I'll be strong and hold back my tears , because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore .

Guess my blog is real dead , i hadn't been posting for days . School starts , and im gonna wake up very early again . I love my current time table , because i will be dismiss from school before 1pm everyday except for Monday , but thats only for this week :( Anw , first day of school i didnt really pay attention because i was having my gastric problems , and i sleep through the whole of 4periods . But today went pretty well , i paid attention and copied notes as i promised my father that i will be studying well . Intend to stayed back with Emmeline in class to study after school after everybody went off , but the moment we talked about some stuffs and we just went off without studying a single thing ._.


Went over to eat with Emmeline and Junwen as she craving for Laksa since ytd . LOL . After eating met up with Darren and co. , slacked and stuffs . Emmeline asked me "Are you okay ?" for five times today , LOL . But Emmeline , im really fine , dont worry and its not your fault , i dont blame you at all alright ? :)


I just found out that some people has nothing better to do by just telling others about me . Ohyea , so what im being such a fucktard previously ? Doesn't mean that im still the same now right ? People do change , please dont fucking stick with your "Leopard doesn't change its sports" mindset . Oh well , im getting agitated by you alright , because i've learnt my lesson and you dont so you can do or say whatever you like . Whats with your "You are no difference from her ." ? Guess i didnt tell you whats really going on uh ? I shall post it here now and i dont give a damn whether you still reading my blog anot . Firstly , you assume that im just making myself getting bitchy (Just a word to describe the whole matter by myself , so dont tell me that you didnt said that if you happen to pass by my blog) . Secondly , you said that im not being honest . Okay , i agree with the second one but not the first one , you know why ? Because i didnt , thats just my own circle of friends , just because you read my blog and you jump into conclusion ? But hey , dont tell me you dont talk to guys ? Just that i've got more guy friends than you do so you can accused me without knowing anything ? Wow , what a nice conclusion you've got . I've stopped every single thing alrd and yet you wanna rack up the past again ? I thought that you're quite ok because i find that everything you said about me was true , but now i realise that you're no difference from the past me . Everybody will have to go through different obstacles , and i went through mine , i've learnt my lesson . So when you will be learning yours ?


I dont know how to face you now , i admit that im very angry in the first place . But after i know that you're having some difficulties and what have you done , i felt guilty . I know i've said this for upteen times but , its really from the bottom of my heart yea . Maybe you're still angry with me right now , what i can tell you is , im not angry anymore and im very sorry . Im not blaming you but , try to understand how i feel ? You quarrel with my good friend and im stuck in the middle , i cant possibly leave her alone and i cant do the same to you too so i have to choose one . And just to let you know , to me , friends come first . Not saying that you're not important , both are important to me but , i went through some stuffs that you dont know . I've learnt to understand why do friends come first , im sorry if i said anything that hurts you . I'll try to give in whenever i can , somebody told me , "it takes two hands to clap" and i agree with it . Im sorry .