♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
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♥ Friday, May 07, 2010
Life are touch & go . Some people will be there only for sometime , some will go away . But people who find you special will always find ways to stay in touch with you .
Not everyone can be as strong as you .
Hihi ! Its been quite some time since i post uh ? :/ Okay , life's still the same . Meet Boonyong and Emmeline in the morning before going to school . And , i screwed up my History paper -__- ! But , my family is sucha mess . Thanks to my uncle , he's a damn stalker and some kind of dog ? Hmm , no , shouldnt call him that , since he's my uncle , should give him some face yea ? Stalker is good enough :) Let me elaborate what he did . On the Thursday after school , i was slacking at the block of 416 at BukitBatok with Emmeline , BoonChun and Spencer . Then Emmeline and Spencerwent to mama shop and buy drinks while Boonchun was chit-chatting with me , 5mins later they came back and Boonchun went off , smth happened and i cant control my own emotional and i actually cried out of a sudden , Emmeline came over to comfort me and assure that everything's fine . This happened for around 15mins . After that i went over to the stone table and sit down , after 5mins , Boonyong came . We continue slacking and around 10mins Boonyong's little brother ran over , 10mins later , his brother went home happily . And we continue slacking , and 5mins later my mother called Emmeline and asked her to pass the phone to me because i told my mother im going home soon but i wasnt . She scolded me on the phone and ask me to go home , so i cabbed home . Reached home , she told me that my uncle told her what i did from the moment i cried till i went home ( Count the time ) . And i was so damn fucking fucked up and thinking that he's a stalker . Who would stand there for so long and keep looking at what im doing ? Let alone say "long" , who would stand there for more than 15mins just to keep looking at what im doing ? Im being nice to say 15mins , if its me , i bet that i wouldnt even stand there to look at a person for 5mins -.- He told my mother the whole "process" of what me and my friends doing . You know why i would say about Boonyong's little brother and Emmeline and Spencer went over to buy drinks ? Because he also told my mother that there's one little boy with red colour shirt ran over and Emmeline and Spencer walked away while im still sitting at the stone table . AND ONE MORE ! He said that when i cried Emmeline hugged me , then when i went over to sit down , there's one ITE guy (Boonyong) came . See that ? He just fucking told my mother the whole thing , and its so fucking obvious that he keep standing there for so damn long to look at me . Wtf is this ? The first time was because of some matter , you lecture me and i just keep quiet and let it off because i respect you . Hey please , dont just because you're my uncle , you can stalk me and told my mother everything you like ok ? You told my mother that im slacking with 2ITE guy and that makes my mother's imagination went wild . I dont believe that you dont know my mother's character , she's those kind of traditional kind , you mentioned that there's guys with me she will went somehow crazy . Are you trying to spoilt me and my mother's relationship ? Before you stalked me , my mother talked to me nicely and i told her everything and who i was with nowadays . And now because of your words without getting the facts right , me and my mother quarreled every single day , note that , every single day ! Argh -.- !! If i know that you're stalking me again , i can tell you that next time there's any family gathering or you came over to my house to visit us , i fucking wont talk to you , i dont care who you are to me , i dislike people who dont respect me , so you can forget about wanting me to respect you back ok .
Okay , im at Malaysia now , yesterday before boarding the plane , i actually texted Emmeline , Boonyong and Spencer . And Emmeline called me , she asked me to take care and stuffs , and she pass the phone to MarcusTeo , joker -.- Hung up and Boonyong called me again , they like take turn to talked to me , how sweet , though they were joking around like some crazy people ! ;) Called Boonyong and chat yesterday night , totally joke . He keep on disturb my NUH -.- Okay , im going to prepare and going out soon ! ;) I bet this post can take over my 8-days-didnt-post post right ? :/
PS , the date was 8thMay2010.