" I learned that it is the weak who are cruel , and that gentleness is to be expected only from the strong . Show me someone who has done something worthwhile, and I'll show you someone who has overcome adversity. "

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♥ Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Everything seems to be happened so fast , till that i didn't even had a chance to prove myself .

I love you with all my heart , my heart was the only thing i could give , but you took everything away. You took my heart , my soul , my emotions . My heart was never really in me until i saw you , only beat when i saw your face , and burned when i saw you unhappy . You had my heart in between your hands , but you let it fall to the ground and now it is broken into pieces . I love you with the pieces left in my heart , Live , Laugh & Love , everything's gone and the only way to brighten my life , is to let me take a good look of you once again . Breath into me and let me feel your sweet breath , hold me tightly and never let go , because the one i love was you .

Things was like so fuck to me now . Im getting more and more impatient nowadays , holiday coming soon , why am i not happy at all ? I cant feel anything right now but pain , the pain in my heart has been bothering me for the whole day . I cant do anything but cry and kept everything to myself , i've got no one to turn to . Asking me not to contact you for 2weeks was like asking me to stop seeing you , wtf . Facebook and Blogger was no longer my friend , cousins added me on facebook , whatever i post on my status they would complain to her , and there's at least one person who told her everything whatever i post on my blog . I open my blog was for people to read , not for you people to complain to her , i post things on facebook status was to express my feelings , not for you people to tell her ! She told me that the people i mixed now wasn't good people , dont study , underage smoking/drinking and stuffs . I dont know why , i get fucking angry when she said that , so what if they are ITE , so what if they smoke ? Doesn't mean they are bad , they may look bad on the outside but not inside . Dont fucking judge people by their looks please , you didnt even try to communicate with them and you just tell me that they taught me things like skipped school and stuffs ? Hello , im just lost interest in studies , they didnt teach me all those , in fact , they asked me to study well . You said you were tolarating me all along , and didnt you know that im tolerating you too as well ?! You forbiden me to use comp , go out and the most ridiculous thing was chat on phone , i kept quiet and give in to you . Yet you told me my attitude towards you was bad ?! Wtf , please , yours even worse , im being nice enough to just keep quiet and show you black face , your attitude aren't any better anyway -.- Yea , 3times in a row , nice one ok . Damn it .