♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.
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♥ Thursday, April 29, 2010
It doesnt matter what other people say or what other people think . What matter is what you want & if the love is there , its there for a reason .
When i say goodbye , the heart is aching yet i couldn't stop myself from thinking i tried to be heartless yet the more i'm it just shows how much i love you deep down .
Didnt go for school today :) Sleep till 8plus and Emmeline came over to my house (Y) Used com and went out at 10plus , bused to 4head , met Boonchun while Emmeline went home and changed . Suppose to have lunch with Emmeline , but didnt . Went over to opposite coffee shop as Boonchun wanted to eat , Emmeline came after that . Waited for Boonchun and Leslie to finish their lunch -.- Walked back to 4head , meet MarcusTeo . Went up to Boonchun's house , but the moment we went in , 5mins later me , Emmeline and Marcus went out with Boonyong . Slacked at the block near our school , and also waiting for Darren & co. to dismissed . Slacked alittle while and bused to Batok CSC to find Marcus & Spencer , watch them playing pool , damn joker ! MarcusTeo went home , Spencer also going home while me and Emmeline bused back to 4head . She went to find others and me meeting Boonyong , and i called Spencer to meet tgt too when he almost reached home :x Waited for Boonyong with Spencer at 4head , alot people came too :) Slacked awhile and Emmeline came to meet me again . Joke and slack around , damn funny . 6plus cab home , damn tired now :( Gonna have my dinner now , im super hungry .
♥ Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Always follow what your heart says , it is where happiness stay .
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what hurts more is to love someone, and never find the courage to let them know how you feel .
Im back ! ;) Alright , school was ok for me today . Meet Boonyong early in the morning , waited for Emmeline too , walked in to school after that . Had mother tongue paper , lucky to me was easy ;) After school , met usual people to slack , but awhile later went to meet Spencer and co. Cab home around 4plus , had my tuition and now im posting :) Not going to school tmr ! :D
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what hurts more is to love someone, and never find the courage to let them know how you feel .
Im back ! ;) Alright , school was ok for me today . Meet Boonyong early in the morning , waited for Emmeline too , walked in to school after that . Had mother tongue paper , lucky to me was easy ;) After school , met usual people to slack , but awhile later went to meet Spencer and co. Cab home around 4plus , had my tuition and now im posting :) Not going to school tmr ! :D
♥ Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Breathe & let go . And remind yourself that this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure .
Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before , how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way , and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever .
My brother found my memory card ! :D And i was so happy ! Heheh , but there's still no pictures :( My father confiscates the laptop and locked it up , all my things inside ! Hmm , life was great nowadays for me :) Today early morning woke up at 4plus just to meet Boonyong for breakfast , see how nice i am to wake up so early and sacrifice my sleep . LOL ! :x Trained to batok and waited for him under his block , slacked and his friend came , suppose to have breakfast with him . But end up only himself eating , LOL ! 7plus Emmeline and MarcusTeo came , slacked alittle while and the three guys ps me and Emmeline and they went up to Boonyong's house -.- Walked in to school after that and me and Emmeline felt so awkward when Boonyong called me and asked me to looked up , and i saw MarcusTeo swinging the clothes ontop and waving to us -.- Omg , seriously damn joker . Had my English paper 1&2 today , i forgot to write the unit number of the address for my letter writing ! :( My marks gone ! :( Sigh ! Released at 12plus , meet Spencer to pass him his 4dollars , walked to Emmeline's house tgt to accompany her to take smth . Spencer went off after that , while me and Emmeline went to meet Darren , Tingwei and Boonchun . Slacked and went to find others , and i last minute went to meet Boonyong again . Slacked till Qilong came and they went off , while i cab home :) Straight away knock off when i reach home , damn tired today :( And my comp was totally irritating just now , i kept on and off and finally im able to used it after 20mins -.- Chinese paper tmr ! First time im so damn scared of having mother tongue paper :/ Because i deproved it like wth :( Okok , got to do my mask alrd , my face nowadays really damn shag -.- Bye :)
Frankly speaking , i find that im happpier compare to the past . Though im still missing one piece , but i can do whatever i want to do now without concerning at what others said . I've thought it through , what i did its my own business , i didnt interfere anybody's life . I dont really care that whether you like or dont like it , i dont intend to change except for my studies . I'll be back like how i used to be , as long as i know what im doing its alright . Goodbye :)
♥ Monday, April 26, 2010
Just be who you are , cause life is too short to be anyone else .
26th , sigh .
I could truly say that i had fully grasp the essence of love if i had exquisitely mastered the craft of sacrificing and accepting .
I lost my phone memory card !!! :( I find it for a very long time but to avail :( Howwwww !! Plus now that my father's shop at bugis have internet connection , so he keep bringing his laptop to Bugis to use and all my things inside ! So this post no pictures again :( Today was sucky , early morning wanted to meet Boonyong , but awhile later he go for school alrd , Emmeline woke up late , so waited for her and Spencer came , i kept telling him i wanna go toilet -.- walked in to school around 9am , skip first two lesson because we were late and i dont wanna get form . Went for PE , walked and ran abit while texting all the way -__- But , i still failed my 2.4km . Recess , and then mother tongue . My mother tongue teacher was like totally crazy today :x Helping Eunice did her chinese work and eating Emmeline's fried rice at the same time , LOL ! English lesson next , skip class with Emmeline and bused to west mall to meet MarcusTeo and also waiting for Boonyong to come over to west mall :x Was damn scared at that moment when we walking out of school , walked around at west mall , Boonyong came , and Spencer after that . But awhile later i went home , cab and drop Emmeline down at Gombak , drop MarcusTeo near his house and cab home . Me so good , spon him cab again :D Reached home and keep finding my memory card ! :( Sigh !! I want my memory card , so many things inside . Oh , and tmr will be my first paper ! :( I thought it was on 28th ! Argh ! Okay, i gtg find my memory card alrd :)
♥ Friday, April 23, 2010
When I let go of what I am , I become what I might be .
While falling for love logical reasoning is never interfere , but later on why persons articulate the relations by logic is still a big question for me .
Im back ! ;) Today was a tiring day for me , morning woke up and prepared . Train to school and met Emmeline at 4head , walked in to school tgt . Had maths test , totally joke , my maths teacher gave the whole class test paper except for Emmeline because she said Emmeline was rude -.- was asking Emmeline to helped me find the formular because i forget the formular for completing the square :( Then after i copied down the formular , i put her book under her table and maths teacher saw it . She came and wanna snatch the book away but Emmeline was FIERCE ! Was happily eating Emmeline's fried rice after i gave up on the test paper :D Nice ! After the test , Emmeline was so so so zai (Y) Support her ! D&T after that , slacking again -.- Till recess , wanted to go up to class but the prefect dont allow -.- SS after that , im so tired that i fell asleep and was being called to wake up by teacher for 2-3 times -.- Had a re-test , i bet im gonna fail it again -.- After school , walked half way and i kena bird shyt , wtffffff ! Walked over to 4head with Emmeline to meet Spencer , MarcusTeo , Boonyong & co. Sigh , but when all of them knew that i kena bird shyt , keep laughing ! :( Maverick came after that , but they went seperate with me as me was slacking with Boonyong & co. Around 2plus was going to meet Emmeline & co. , but i changed my mind and asked my father to come over all the way from Bugis to fetch me , how nice :) Father drove me to JP for servicing my phone , mother bought me one big packet of lunch ! :D Ate at parents shop , around 5plus went home . Bathe and sleep , and my mother was so damn irritating , kept asking me to wake up ! I was damn fucking fucked up by her ! Lucky she's my mother , if not i confirm hit her and kick her out of my bed ! Im being nice just by scolding her " Go away lah , you very noisy leh ! " And she still continue shouting at me ! WTH ! Woke up at 8plus , sang birthday song for father ! :D Use com after that :)
- My father taught me how to bet soccer -__- LOL .
Happy Birthday Daddy ! :D (L)
♥ Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Its not fair how you are gone , and how you're moving on so fast , while I am still living in the past .
我曾经说过，你是我的唯一，是我最爱的人。但是，我发现一切都变了，不管是谁都好，最重要的是，你的心也变了。因为在你的眼里，我只是一个那么没用的人。
I just finish eating chocolates ! :D School was horrible , had two test today , and both test i flunked it . How nice right ? :( And when it was Biology test , i was thinking that what will happen to my results for MYE , i bet i will fail like some pigs . My chinese even deproved like wth , i never failed my mother tongue before , and therefor , i failed it for my listening test :( Sighsigh , howhow !! After school went to find Zhiyang for my calculator and his 10dollars . Met usual people , and this time round MarcusTeo , Spencer & co. came too . But went seperate way with them and went to slacked around with others first , 4pm walked Emmeline back to school for her detention and meet Boonyong as we said wanted to meet from Monday till now :x . Met MarcusTeo , Boonyong , Spencer and co. awhile to slack . Cab back at around 4plus with MarcusTeo because we are going to the same way , and im being so nice to spon him cab fare , me so good right ! :P Reached home , bathe and etc. Alright , going to bring my brother to school for his lesson alrd ! ;) Bye .
♥ Monday, April 19, 2010
To love and be loved , i dream of what it may come .
They say no matter how dark the night is , the sun will always rises again . I say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is , the sun will always set again .
Im feeling so terrible now . I dont even know why , i always feel like vomiting every morning -.- Chat on phone with Emmeline till 4am ytd night , and i was like crazy went to cook noodles at 4am plus -.- And i cant finished it , i flush it into the toilet bowl :x Went to sleep afterwards and woke up at 6.30am , prepared and everything . Cab to school to meet Emmeline , and half way my phone spoilt , AGAIN ! Wtf , damn angry , i cant hear what people say on the phone when there's somebody calling me , and if i slide down my phone , the screen totally blackout -.- ! Walked to find Emmeline because the taxi driver over shot the turn -.- , didnt went for PE lesson , because my parents coming down to meet the DM , totally used up the two whole period of PE lesson , happy ! (Y) Recess , went up to class , Emmeline brought fried rice for me ;) Mother tongue , sleeping half way and woke up to step one very good girl do my compo mind map :D I kept on eating M&M's chocolates nowadays in class ! Thanks to Emmeline -.- After school went to slacked with usual people :) Fun and jokes ! (Y) Supposed to meet Zhiyang for my calculator and his 10dollars -.- But in the end never , slacked till around 4plus and my parents came over to fetch me :) Father drove me to buy my contact lens and new shoes , after that drove home and prepared . Fetch brother at 6plus and went to eat :) Homed and did my tuition work , mother heart to heart talk with me and now im posting . Okay , i think i shall stop and go to sleep now . Bye readers ;)
♥ Sunday, April 18, 2010
Most relationships fail not because of the absence of love . Love is always present , its just that one loved too much and the other loved too little .
If you find yourself in love with a person who does not love you, be gentle with yourself . There is nothing wrong with you . Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart .
Okay , i might be transfering school ! ;) Happy ! Parents going to meet my Principal again tmr -.- Hmm , well , to sumaries everything up , things get worsen for me nowadays . But im fine with it , as long as i dont give up ? ;) Trying to be nice and yet being accused ? How nice of it , even though admit my mistake yet things get even worst . Lol -.- Bugis ytd , talked alot with Elaine . And nowadays my parents are being so nice to me , i told them i wanna quit school . They talked to me nicely and asked me what happen , but because i dont have any certificates , so they encourage me to transfer school ;) MYE coming , dont even know i got the mood to take my exams anot . Okay , im trying to stay attentive on tuition , but i cant -.- I feel like sleeping . LOL , okok , i think i shall go to sleep now , im really very tired .
- Things will only be back to normal when everything goes well like how it used to be :)
♥ Thursday, April 15, 2010
It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone , when your heart still does .
Dont promise love if you cant give in return , dont continue the relationship if you know it wont last , be wise from the beginning and dont let the person cry whom you love but not yours .
Seriously , what do you all want from me ? I choose not to say out the real reason because i dont express my feelings out easily , not because im guilty . Ah , whatever i say now is no point and doesnt matter anymore right ? Then go ahead and misunderstood me , i dont give a damn anymore , im tired tired tired ! I think i've made up my mind , i should just fucking tell my mother that when she's back , i dont care whoever says im childish or not mature , ruin my life or future . I just fucking hate this kind of feelings , damn hell it ! Im not going to bother to explain to much , because nobody is gonna uunderstand me , right ?
♥ Wednesday, April 14, 2010
No one can promise that they'll never hurt you , because at one time or another they will . The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end .
A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious not wanting to give up , but your hands feel the pain . And , when you finally let go , you're free from any pain , but your hands are empty .
Im back from school ! :) School was alright for me , trained to school alone in the morning . Met Emmeline at mama shop , walked in to school tgt . First lesson was English >> CME >> D&T ( Bulb FINALLY light up -.- ) >> Recess >> Maths , skipped class >> Biology >> History , fucked up ttm -.- >> Dismissed . Went to slack with Emmeline , saw MarcusTeo , Spencer and co. And MarcusTeo treat me drink GreenTea . LOLOL ! Slacked till 4plus and cab home . School's tmr again , sigh :( Exam coming !! Yet im still slacking -.- Lol . Ok , gtg .
♥ Tuesday, April 13, 2010
I only realize what I want when I don't have it anymore .
There are times when friends can't be supportive of the choices you make . But deep in their hearts , there is still honor and respect for you . They want to say things but they know it will just hurt you . That's why it's called Honorable Silence .
What a bad day for me , thats why i say i swear that i fucking hate the date "13rd" . LOL ! Morning woke up at 5plus , texted Erwin and he no reply , thought he still sleeping -.- LOL , but in the end he replied :) Meet him at Yewtee , trained to cck to have breakfast at mac , Erwin treat me and i wasted his money , LOL ! I didnt manage to eat finish because i feel like vomiting , and Erwin gei kiang continue eating though he also feel like vomiting . LOL ! Trained to school after that while Erwin waited for his friend . Saw Kristine , and then bused to school tgt . School was sucks ttm , damn tired . Dismissed after that , went to slacked at 4head with Emmeline and some other people :) Maverick came after that , and when im going home , i hail for cab and he told the taxi driver to bring me to pokemon center ! -.- Reached home , start using comp . Currently talking to JocelynTwin on msn , she like to save money , LOL !Okay , i've got no mood to post anymore . Bye readers .
♥ Monday, April 12, 2010
By letting go , we actually allow more of the mystery of life to come in for us .
Love is a friendship that has deepened. It grows and changes based on shared emotions,dreams, values, goals and physical attraction. There's only one happiness in life.
Im back ! :D Alright , school was great for me today ! ;) Morning wake up and trained to school , suppose to take same bus as Yuanxin but the bus uncle like blind ! -.- So waited for her at bus stop , walked in to school tgt and Emmeline . First lesson was Biology , talking throughout the whole lesson with Xiangling & Anqi ! (Y) PE next , i failed my 2.4 again !!! -.- Second time alrd ! :( After that recess , didnt eat anything , went back to class after that , had mother tongue lesson , also talking to Xiangling & Anqi . English lesson next , sleeping time :x Dismissed and went to canteen with Xiangling , Yuanxin & Anqi , Chloe and ZiXuan came after that . Carmen and Audrey came too , all of us walked Chloe to bus stop . LOL ! Went back to school for our leadership programme , totally crap -.- Released us at 5plus , meet MarcusTeo awhile and accompany Anqi to wait for her bus , i so good right ! And MarcusTeo keep disturb me !! :@ Bused home after that , boring ttm . Was chatting with JocelynTwin , Linda & Chantel on msn , funny ttm ! Twin , Fitrotters ! :D (Y) Okok , stop , gtg alrd ! Bye :D
♥ Sunday, April 11, 2010
Maybe if I had just looked away when that moment you came towards me , everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now .
如果爱是像你说所得那么简单，那为什么我还是觉得很辛苦？
Okay , im currently talking to so many people in msn and im mad busy on fb too . Was talking on phone with Jocelyn&Waichong ytd about some matter , i feel so extra -__- ! And JocelynTwin damn evil !!! She kept laugh and laugh non stop :x LOL ! I hang after that and went to sleep . Damn tired , woke up at 11plus today , prepare for tuition . Totally no mood , i kept dragging time by staring into space :x Currently talking to JocelynTwin on msn , she's scolding me peh hor , see how evil is she ! Anw , was thinking whether should i quit school and work . My mother was totally naggy ytd -.- She told me she was very disappointed in me , and she give me time to think and choose either work or study . Its like , study , i have to take up stress , if i didnt score well , my parents gonna ^%$&^*$# at me again . If i work , i can earn money myself and they wont spent/waste so much money on me . My mother even list out all the things she spent on me , tuition fees , school fees , pocket money , those programmes money in school , and extra money if i have to stay back in school . If i work , i dont even need to spent those money , everything earn myself and spent myself :/ Thats what my mother told me , LOL . Im confused ! :( Anw , might be going Bugis with Twin ! But im not sure , she's crazy over high waist :x
Last thing , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER ! :D She's finally turn 12 this year and she's a damn noisy girl , ask alot qns non stop ! But still my sister , Happy Birthday ! :)
♥ Saturday, April 10, 2010
After every darkness there's a light , after every storm the sky becomes bright , and after every heartbreak , there's a new love to take .
I miss you when i laugh and when i cry because you are the one who makes the laughter grow and the tears disappear , i miss you when something good happens because you are the one i want to share it with , i miss you when something troubles me because you are the one who understands me well , i miss you at every moment in my life because you're the one i loved the most .
Alright , my mother was nagging me llike shyt ! I woke up at 11plus today , went to prepare and everything . And i wasted 1hour plus to make up -.- Went out with parents after that , JP first , FE and then Bugis . All the way was chatting with Elaine , around 8plus fatehr drove me to FE again to meet mother . And i was damn tired , reached home , straight on fb . Was doing smth on fb and now my mother was naggin like fuck -.- Okay , gtg now . She's mad ! & tmr's my sister birthday ! ^^
♥ Friday, April 09, 2010
Dont ever give up if you truely love someone , because you would get this love back .
I can't escape the thought of you , even in my dreams you are there . It's not fair how your gone , and how you're moving on so fast , while I am still living in the past .
Its past 1am now and im still not asleep :( Sigh , today was a tiring day for me . School wasnt good for me , whole day so angry . Morning went to school and Yuanxin got on the same bus as me , meet Bokmay , saw Gina and Kristine . Walked in to school tgt , Eunice was telling me to buy Pokemon cards ! -.- First lesson was maths , while i was sleeping so soundly , Edison called me and asked me to go down to take my calculator up . I asked him to take it up for me , and the reason he gave me was " Your calculator too heavy lah , you ownself go down take " WTF , heard this and i was damn angry , a calculator heavy ?! Forget it , went down and take my calculator with a just woke up face + dulan face . D&T next , my second circuit still cant light up , i was so damn angry and i asked teacher to straight give me zero , but he refused to . So i continue to try and try , still cant , i gave up and teacher asked me to do the third circuit while he will help me find whats the problem with my second circuit . Recess , didnt eat at all , totally no mood :( SS after that , Kristine sucha joker ! Eat bread hor hor hor ! :P Had test , after that dismissed . Xiangling tong pang me and Yuanxin cab go Gombak MRT station , thankyou JIGGLYPFF ! :D Went to Shop&Save to buy things , walked to Yuanxin's house to cook the Carbonara , she helped me cooked again ! :D I cant eat finish again :( , watched her MobTV while eating . Used her comp and trained back home at 5plus , was waiting for bus to go home , but the bus was too long and i get impatient !! So i walked home instead , like one kiasu walk so fast because im in rush :( Reached home , bathe and prepared . Suppose to meet Marcus.T at 6plus , but i at Yuanxin's house drag too long :x So i changed it to 7plus . Prepared and went out , parents keep on calling me non stop ! So bused to Yewtee first to meet my family , asked my father to drove me to meet Marcus.T , in the end i meet him at 8plus -.- pass him things and went off to eat sakura buffet with parents for sister coming birthday celebration . I cant eat much this time , because i ate the Carbonara till so full at Yuanxin's house ! :( Went back at around 9plus , was so damn angry when im on the way home , so random please ! Its like none of my business !??!?! Argh ! On comp after that , was happily talking to Jocelyn Twin :) She so bad lah ! I was trying to pity a girl and she laughed , and i follow her too -.- See lah ! Tsktsk , twin ah , i must teach you how to be guai guai alrd ! :P Let me show you one of my twin's drawing , she drew it for me long ago but i forget to post it up :x ( Click to enlarge ) See what she drew to me ! Bad right this girl ! :( Alright , i gtg alrd . Bye readers ! :)
♥ Thursday, April 08, 2010
All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on .
Love is the flower of life, and blossoms unexpectedly and withoutlaw, and must be plucked where it is found, and enjoyed for the briefhour of its duration .
Im so bored now , sigh :( Anw , i was mad tired this morning ! :( Trained to school , saw Kristine while waiting for bus . Maths lesson , sleep half way and Bokmay called me to asked me go down find her . Sneak out the class and went to concourse till maths lesson over . Chemistry next , was chatting with Yuanxin and didnt did a single work :x History next , copied notes and recess . Stay in class , talked to all my girls and free period next . Prank call people , and Xiangling drew Golduck while Suiyang drew Psyduck . The Psyduck was too ugly so i didnt take photo of it :P See Xiangling's drawing ! Nice right ! Omg , jealous ! :( Mother tongue lesson after that , Kristine get so high and awhile later that teacher made me so pissed ! :@ Fuck it ! Didnt know where to go , sat at concourse awhile with others . Others went seperate way , asked Emmeline to accompany me . Slacked around with Emmeline & co. , mood wasnt that good :( 4pm Emmeline send me to take cab and cab home . Currently webcaming with Bokmay & Yuanxin :) They both like so crazy ! :x See !
♥ Wednesday, April 07, 2010
Love is not to talk but to listen , not to see but to understand , and not to let go but to hold on .
Some people say love didn't come to them but it was right infront of their eyes . Some people wait a lifetime for true love , & i should know , I'm still waiting for my true love.
Im so hyper today ! :) I dont know why though , and i was like sleeping at 2.30am last night and woke up at 5.30am -.- 3hours of sleep , nice one . But i manage to wake up on time , prepared and trained to school . Went to concourse to find Xiangling , Kristine , Eunice and Yuanxin came after that . Flag raising and silent reading , i was so tired and i want to sleep at the silent reading period but Yuanxin kept pulling my ear and knocking the side of my ear to prevent me from sleeping and asking me to wake up -.- LOL . Went back to class after that , had English lesson , chit-chatting all the way . Xiangling was telling us about her story and slowly we were talking about the Taiwan drama "爱" LOL , say till i laughed so hard . CME next , then D&T , did another practical but was a harder one , my bulb cant light up !!!!! :( Sad alrd lah , like finally i did a nice nice one , then cannot light up . Last lesson i did an ugly ugly one , then can light up ! :( Where can like that !! Recess , went down to canteen with Emmeline , was going to buy food and went up to class , but dont know which idiot lock the door and dont let Yuanxin go in , so no choice stay at concourse with Gina , Kristine and Eunice :) Sneakly eat there because food was not allowed to eat at concourse . Zhangjian , Suiyang , Gavin & Jedrek came to join us . Watched the trailer of Ju-On on Kristine's iPhone . Suiyang scared me by shouting while im watching it , and Emmeline shouted so loud that some of us followed her . Joker ! Went back to class after that , Maths lesson again -.- I was so warm that im feeling so damn fed up , cant even sleep peacefully . But i manage to fall asleep after that , Yuanxin called me and asked me to go down to concourse because she and others 4 people was not allowed to attend Maths class due to the "war" that i mentioned on March 31 2010 :) Went down to find her with Emmeline , Suiyang also came down . The three of us step one also cant attend maths lesson , Yuanxin totally joker . Went back to class to have Biology lesson , i dont know why i was so so damn warm ttm -.- Cpied notes and History next , the lesson which i get hyper :/ I was disturbing Kristine but in the end she made me laugh like mad -.- Was telling her my things and teacher told me that i deproved alot , i was once one of her hardworking student last year and said that im very noisy :( Thought that my parents would bring me go eat outside , so ask Yuanxin along . In the end they said that they are fetching me home straight that made me so angry -.- Lol , reached home and on com . I was bored ttm seriously -.- I also realised that my studies are all deproving , im really very slack this year :( I always said i want to study , but when i reached home , i cant help to on my computer ! HOW LAH ! :(
PS , JocelynLim posted bad thing at her blog , she ka my jiao wei ! I didnt bully or nag at her ok , im showing concern to her . I tell you all what , she very noisy , she sick alrd then i asked her go rest she dont want . Keep pestering me say she want use com , so i very good let her use . She never say thankyou to me hor , still posted me nag her in her blog . Bad girl right !? :P Twin , i very zai hor , post like that :P
♥ Tuesday, April 06, 2010
You said you didn't want to see me get hurt , so why are you leaving me ?
Beneath my eyes is innocence , beneath my lips are broken promises , and beneath my heart is nothing but Love .
Currently chatting on phone with Yuanxin ! :) Trained to school today , meet Jedrek at batok station and bused to school tgt , thought that i will late :x But in the end didnt , sleep through assembly . Maths lesson and i saw cockroach :( SocialStudies >> Chemistry >> Recess , packet food go up to class with Emmeline , Suiyang , Jedrek , Gavin & Zhangjian kop my food eat like free flow ! :( Should have buy more and let them eat . Smth happen after i eat finish , group of friends around me concering like how it used to be ;') Glad that i have all of you (L) , Mother tongue , sleep >> English , sleep all the way though teacher asked me to wake up alot of times but i didnt care and continue sleeping till i woke up and did my journal for Facebook , abit interested so i woke up , if i would have sleep till english lesson end :x VE next , watched video and my beloved Yuanxin drew me a psyduck ! :D Actually she alrd drew one , but i gave it to mother tongue teacher and he didnt even realise that its not a worksheet :x LOL . Xiangling brough her pokemon cards today -.- Psyduck and Golduck , my trainer ( Jedrek ) brought his pokemon book -.- Damn stupid , LOL . After VE and dismissed , went to canteen and eat with Kristine and Gina . Concourse slack with Darren , Jane , Xiangling & Xinyi while Kristine , Gina and Eunice went to have their POA test , so we waited for them . Went outside school with Jane and Darren awhile , go back to school after that . Waited for Kristine , Gina & Eunice . Gina , Jane and Darren went seperate way with us . The rest of us bused to lot , Mac and bused home alone . Was sleeping all the way from 5plus till 8plus , Yuanxin called me and chat awhile . Hmm , im very very hungry ! :( How , sigh . I only ate abit at recess because they kop my food , and now i've got nothing to eat ! Argh ! My psyduck drawing that Yuanxin drew for me very cute right ! But thats was the first drawing , the second one abit weird :x , so didnt post out :) The first one was being destroy by my classmates -.- So i gave it to teacher without him knowing :P Hehe .
♥ Monday, April 05, 2010
To love is nothing , to be loved is something , to love and to be loved is everything .
Sometimes you think you've alrd gotten over a person , but when you see his smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending that you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours .
Im mad tired ! :( School was great today of course ! :D Trained to school , and i forgotten to call Kristine to wake her up :x Reached school , chit chat awhile at concourse with Xiangling , Eunice & co. Flag raising and everything , went to Biology lab to have practical . Disgusted lah ! :( PE next , helped Yuanxin to mark for her running ! And me , Eunice & Xiangling was like so good only run one round also for nothing ! :D Was discussing about pokeamon -.- My class now was so "into" pokeamon just because of the nickname , psyduck they gave me -.- Recess , then Mother tongue lesson , and the most idiotic thing was , i deproved very very badly though mother tongue was my strongest subject of all :( I cant imagine that you know ! I think its my worst result of all the marks for chinese i get . Sigh ! Slept through the lesson , 1.50pm release , went outside awhile with Emmeline . Went back to school for our trip to Parliament , not allowed to bring phone :( In the school bus , was having fun laughing away ! Were talking about pokeamon and stuffs , and they decided to bring pokeamon cards tmr to disturb me -.- Omg . &' I suffered 3hours without my phone you know ! Argh ! School bus back to school , laughing away too because Suiyang was disturbing people :D Did survey for the trip , walked out with Kristine , Gina & Yuanxin . They went to another bus stop , saw Emmeline , ZhangJian & FaYou ! :D Walked to bus stop tgt , waited for friends to come and went to slacked . Cab home around 6pm , and now im mad tired ! I wonder what will my classmate do with all their pokeamon cards :( Sad lah ! Because of a psyduck then they kept talking about pokeamon -.- Like jokers ! (Y) Alright , i heavent bathe yet :x Gotta bathe now ! ;)
♥ Sunday, April 04, 2010
Love is to smile with all the pain inside your heart .
By letting it go it all gets done . The world is won by those who let it go . But when you try and try , the world is beyond the winning .
Alright , imma happy girl now ! :D Everything solved , almost going to have a "war" ytd night :/ But Eunice called me in time and explained everything to me , so i explained to her too . Well , chatted on phone till 7am this morning , and i've to get up at 11.30am , yet i dragged and dragged till 12.30pm and i finally get out of my bed . Prepared and then tuition , called Xiangling and conference with Xinyi just now , explained everything to them also :) Found out that everything was just a misunderstanding . And must give a BIGBIG thanks to ELAINETAY ! :D And also , not forgetting Kristine too , she told me smth and it really works ! Im really suprising and shocked by the outcome ! Okok , got a new pair of contact lens alrd , but its with Adeline :( And my blog songs/laptop is being such a nonsense , other people can hear my blog songs , but why i cant ! :( I went to my mixpod and checked , and realise the songs there cant be played too , but why others can hear ?! Anyone know how to solve this problem ? :(
♥ Friday, April 02, 2010
You left me with a scar but because of that I will remember you even more .
It hurt when we risk our heart & it ends up being broken , what hurts more is that we are still holding on when we already know that we're waiting for nothing .
Im mad tired ! Okay , just a short posting will do . Woke up at 10plus today , prepared and etc. Went out with parents to their work place , Bugis . Eat and eat , people say i grow fat alrd :( Argh , Yuanxin came and went to eat with her , her grandmother is damn cute ! And $1 Gucci ! :P Went back to shop after that , mother came at night from FE . Closed shop and went to eat again :x Reached home and im having mood swing -.- Okay , i think this post is short enough right ? :/ Btw , i've got a new contacts alrd ! :D Without degree one , hmmm :) Alright , bye .
♥ Thursday, April 01, 2010
I want you so badly and i wish i could tell you .
Without you there is no love . Without you there is no me . Without you there is nothing . So I'm asking , baby , please don't leave .
Okay , im damn fucking fucked up now ! :@ Okay , trained to school today . Flag raising and everything , maths lesson again . Principal and VicePrincipal came in nag and nag , suppose to have test , but in the end never . Chemistry next , and i was like so good girl llisten to what teacher teaching and i understand ! I wrote notes too , can you believe Zhenru write notes anot ? :/ Did work and History next , just did one source and i dont feel like doing it alrd :x Recess , didnt eat at all because i went down to the canteen late and there's so many people -.- Went back to class instead , teacher caught us in class during recess time , went out classroom , went down canteen with Emmeline to buy some food for classmates up because its free period . Watch them playing cards and DM came in , trying to hide in the end was exposed . Asked all of us to go down to the concourse -.- Wth , sitting there like so boring . Wanted to buy drinks but canteen auntie dont let me buy ! Asked people to buy , chit-chat around . Went back to class have mother tongue lesson , had test and somethings happened , made me so damn fucking fed up . Did finished my test and slept for awhile , dismissed after that , bused home . There's no school tmr , so damn happy ! Maybe going Bugis tmr :) Heh .