♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.

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♥ Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself .
If you love something , let it go . If it comes back to you , it's yours , if it doesn't , it never was , and it's not meant to be .
I broke down in school today , again . Today was totally sucks ttm ! Woke up in the morning and trained to school , meet Gina and Bokmay at mrt control station , saw Kristine and pulled her to wait for Gina with me and Bokmay . And by the time we reached school , we was late . So we wanna " GeiKiang " pon late , we bused back to WM for breakfast @ Mac . Ate finish and bused back to school . We signed and wanted to went back straight to class , but in the end Gina and Kristine decided and went to get late form while me and Bokmay went back class straight . When Gina came back , she told me that DM found out that me and Bokmay didnt get the form and went back to class because one of the teacher saw us and told the DM . Thought that nothing would happen , but recess time the DM asked me and Bokmay to go to DM office . Contact lens get caught again , just nice Principal walked pass , and he was like so kaypo ! Wanted to meet our parents , the worst thing is , my mother tongue/DM teacher actually one to one talk with me that make me almost burst out to tears . Stay in the office for some time when Bokmay has alrd went back to class for quite long time . Asked people to help , and to think that my DM told that person about my results and how much changes i've made this year from last year . Seriously , think back , i did change alot . My mother tongue teacher asked me issit about my relationship or friends , i denied in the first place , but after asking and talking so much , i told him the truth . He told me that my attendance and performance was very good last year , but i've changed so much now . Indeed , i didnt late more than 5times last year , i didnt because of alittle bit of sickness and stayed at home and not going to school . And finally , my first yellow form was this year on today . I really cant believe it , this year is the year that i've get lots and lots of forms . Blue(discipline) , Pink(late) and now Yellow(offences) , sigh . Gotten my detention today , tmr and monday , and was found out that i skipped detention once . Get blue form and went back to class , talked to Edison and i was like cannot take it and finally i burst out crying . After school , went to eat and stayed back , 4pm start my detention with Kristine and Gina , ended at 5pm . Cab home with a tired face on me . Tmr gonna have another detention again , and monday there's one more . Now , how am i going to find any adult that willing to help me ? Principal wanna meet my parents , and DM even printed out my results ! FUCK DAMN IT ! I HATE THIS YEAR TTM !
P.S , i've gotten all the pictures that me , Bokmay and Yuanxin went to town like finally . Will post up in next post because im currently using another laptop :)
