♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.
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♥ Saturday, March 06, 2010
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Our paths are different now and our love is not possible anymore .
Im so freaking bored at home now ! ); So damn fed up with my phone , i cant even charge it ! Might be sending for repair or so , had tuition just now , but most of the time im craping away because i wanted to waste the tuition time , LOL ! Went to sleep after tuition , woke up by my mother -.- She actually off my air-con because she knew that i will wake up immediately if i didnt want to get up from my bed . Hmm , Gina was asking me whether me and her should dye our hair again because its not equal and doesnt looks obvious ): So , im thinking whether should i dye again ? :/ Spoilt my hair you know ! ): If i dye again , this year is my 5th time dying my hair alrd -.- Lol . Will be going study with my clique tmr ^^ Its been so long since we study tgt right ? :D Hehezxc !
Its alrd March of 2010 , nothing has changed or improving at all . Im not the ZhenRu like last year anymore ,
The one that always stay hyperactive and happy every single day ,
The one that loved by everyone ,
The one that has no problems at all ,
The one that changes the mood immediately from sad to happy once things are being solved ,
The one that doesnt cause any troubles for friends ,
The one that always get what i want ,
The one that always surrounded by a group of super nice friends ,
The one that get sastisfied easily ,
The one that always have friends around to solve my problems and listening to my complains ,
The one that always stay strong no matter what happens ,
The one that always has a smile on my face and its from the bottom of my heart ,
The one that always laugh so hard and loud like nobody business with friends ,
And the one that is really happy every single day .
And the one that is really happy every single day .
Everything is so different now , things are opposite with all the facts i mentioned about myself above . This year is seriously damn sucky for me , everytime i would thought myself that how i wish time could turn back to 2009 , last year . Im really very happy last year , i smile from the bottom of my heart , didnt have any problems or troubles at all . Sigh , when can everything change for the better ? People says , what goes around comes around & as time goes by , things will be better . But , how long must i have to wait ? Im getting sick and tired of everything alrd , like seriously .
You choose to believe what she said than mine , i didnt voice out every single thing because i dont want to spoilt your relationship now . I just hope that you will wake up from your dream , realise that who's the one that lies and who's the one telling you the truth yet being accused . Sigh .
Sometimes no matter how hard and impossible it is , we still do these some things . Not because we dont have a choice but because we want and we love to .