♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.



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♥ Friday, March 05, 2010
Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars , you have to let go at some point in order to move forward .
Hmm , just finished eating my dinner ! :D Had a same routine today ! Woke up and get prepared , but i was very very tired in the morning , till i even thought of skipping school but there's nowhere i can go -.- So no choice , meet Kristine and bused to school together with her :) Had maths test today , first lesson . But i was seriously damn fed up with that maths teacher ! Let me tell you what , i DIDNT really joined the table together with Yuanxin , there's a gap there ok ! And we was listening to songs , she asked us to take it out because test was starting soon . So , we took it out , i was doing my test while Yuanxin was happily writing about how much she detest our maths teacher on the test paper on purpose to let her see it . I did most of it , but gave up in the end because i didnt have the mood to do as i was texting on phone -.- My maths teacher came over and wanted to took my phone away , but i told her she was very irritating , and i did finished my test paper alrd ! I know it was wrong to use phone in class , plus its a test somemore , but because i just want to provoke her ! :P So keep my phone , she walked away and i took it out again to sms . Continue listen to songs with Yuanxin , she keep asked us to took out our earpiece , we took it out and put it back awhile later , keep repeating the same thing ! But after test , i purposely put Yuanxin's paper on the first one and gave it to her ! :D She didnt had any reaction but smiling over there ._. , and her smile was really disgusting ! Yuanxin talked to her in a very rude way , she smiled ! And i was laughing and shouting to her that her smile was disgusting enough to cause me nightmare at night ! -.- After test i went outside the class to the toilet without her permission , just nice Emmeline was inside toilet too , went back to class with her after that , and when i went back to class , my maths teacher saw me coming in and told me that i didnt ask for her permission and went out of the class . So she wrote my name on the calss diary -.- , i went up to her and tell her why she wrote my name . She used her hand to cover it like so lame only ! Emmeline told her that she dare to write dont dare to let us see because her name was on the diary too , we both get so fed up and shouted at her , she said we was scolding her -.- I told her that i only raised my voice and raised my voice doesnt means scolding her, its alrd very good that i didnt scolded vulgars to her ! Lol ! But in the end she really got on my nerves and i shouted vulgars to her -.- Me and Emmeline was taking turn to scold her there but she keep move away because she cant take it as my voice was too sharp when i shout . Lol -.- And the funniest thing was Edison took the diary and gave it to Waichong because Waichong's name was on it too as he was being sabo-ed by one of my classmate . Waichong actually liquid-ed away our name and Edison put the diary back , LOL ! Our maths teacher didnt even realised it -.- Idiot . And finally maths lesson was over , DnT was next , but teachers didnt came . So had 3 free periods ! :D Spent first period sleeping as i was really very tired , woke up by dont know who , and i was happily playing Gina's iTouch alone sitting on the table like so fun only ! -.- Recess after that , and then SS . Kristine got so high at SS lesson that makes me , Yuanxin and Gina laughed like mad . After school cab over to buy Hair dye at BukitBatok with Gina , Bokmay and Steven . Packet food to Bokmay's house , i was eating and Gina and Steven was snatching over Bokmay's computer like small kid ! Ate finished and went inside to join them snatching the desktop because i wanted to play Audition too -.- After that helped Gina to dyed her hair , and she help me dyed mine . Played Audition while waiting , after that Bokmay helped me to washed my hair ! :D Dryed my hair and continue with my Audition , Lol . Me and Gina was jealous of Bokmay's hair colour ! ): Like so nice only ! Mine like not even obvious at all , just abit lighter than my previous colour ! ): * Sad ! * Bused over to WestMall at 4pm to meet Jane and Darren , then bused to Jurong point . Walked around for not even 1 hour and i trained back home alrd -.- Reached home , bathe and ate my dinner , posting right now ! :) Alright , im off to Audition now ! :D
Its a horrible thing to see your lost love walk past you with another girl , and its the worst thing to know that you made a mistake in letting them go .