♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.
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♥ Friday, February 19, 2010
" Avoiding something doesn't always mean that you hate it , it could also mean that you want it but you just know that it isn't right . "
Been thinking alot for the past few days , confusing too . Didnt know what to do , didnt know what i want , didnt know what i need and what im thinking yesterday . So skip school today just to sleep and avoid all the reality for awhile , thought of what i really want , what i really need and do now . Talked to number of people that could give me advices , and it really helps alot ^^
Been thinking alot for the past few days , confusing too . Didnt know what to do , didnt know what i want , didnt know what i need and what im thinking yesterday . So skip school today just to sleep and avoid all the reality for awhile , thought of what i really want , what i really need and do now . Talked to number of people that could give me advices , and it really helps alot ^^
" When you're finally able to joke about things that once broke your heart , it means that you understand whats the meaning of being mature in love . "
You once said that you really love me alot ,
You once said that you wont leave me ,
You once said that im the only one ,
You once said that you will be there for me whenever i need you ,
You once said that you will protect me ,
You once said that you wont break my heart .
You said you love me , but you leave me and my heart broken into pieces .
When im alrd used to being loved by you , yet you hurt me .
When im alrd start to believe that you wont break my heart , yet you broke it into million pieces .
When im alrd entrust my heart to you , yet you threw it back to me .
When im alrd used to being held by your hands , yet you let it go .
When im alrd start to trust you , yet you disappointed me .
When im alrd used to your presense , yet you left me alone .
So Love , i know you wont be back anymore , but i will always be here for you .
" Nothing is really over till the moment you stop trying . "
Boy , Its been 1 month 5 days that i live without you , although im still loving you as much , thinking of you everyday . But , i've decided that im gonna to put you aside and concentrate with my studies because i've neglect my studies since the starting of the year . I didnt put in much effort for my studies because i was happily playing with you , busy glancing at you in class for the first week . And for the next following week that i didnt even bother to study because i was missing you , thinking of you and wishing that there's miracle happen . Sometimes you've been giving me hope inch by inch , but i realise that there's nothing happen in the end . Yes , i didnt attend to school today because im avoiding you , i want to be alone for today to thought over what i should really do now . I should just stop talking to you , stop texting you and stop looking at you in class even though i really miss you and wants to talk to you alot . I did this doesn't mean that i've given up on you , its just that i think im wasting too much time on you and didnt care about my studies and stuffs . I've been telling quite number of my friends about you , complain things to them and telling them how much i miss you . But no matter how much things had changed now , im still gonna thanks you for all the beautiful memories you gave me in the past 3 months , 2 weeks & 4 days . Please always remember that i still love you as much , (L)
Its really hard to hold on to the feelings that you have always held , to treat someone ordinary when in fact he is very special , to move on your own with an empty and totally wounded heart , to smile even in deep pain , to let go of the person you dreamt forever with , to accept reality of being just friends , and to give up everything though inside your heart you still wanna try .