♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.

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♥ Sunday, January 17, 2010
What if the guy you liked,like you back?
- I will so damn hell happy !
When did you last drop your phone?
- Long long time ago .
Can money buy happiness?
- If can , i also want -.-
Do you think women should work or stay at home?
- Work .
Do you believe that if you want something bad enough,you'll get it?
- Maybe ?
How many people do you trust one hundred percent?
- Alot , i cant probably name all out uh .
How many times do you hit the snooze button in the morning?
- What is that ? :x
Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
- Depends on who issit .
Do you sleep with a fan on?
- Yea .
How many people have you kissed who's name started with an M?
- No one .
Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
- I dont have the mood to say iloveyou to anybody now .
Do you think you can last in a realationship for 3 months?
- Yea .
How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
- I dont know ?
Whose hand have you last hold?
- Wc ):
What if you dropped your phone in a puddle?
- I would shout ? Lol .
What is your mom saved as in your phone?
- Mummy ? Lol , i knnow it sounds kiddy -.-
Do you know who your real friends are?
- Of course (:
Would you change your eye colour to blue?
- No :x
Would you date a 13 year old at the age you are now?
- LOL ! No way ! -.-
Are you a heartbeaker?
- Maybe ? I dont know .
Is it ever too late to apologise?
- Nope (:
Who was the last person who left your life and hurt you?
- Wc , sigh ):
Do you think things will change in the next few months?
- I hope it will .
Whats the last taste in your mouth?
- Er , sweet ?
Do you know any of your neighbous?
- Yea .
List three things near you:
- Another laptop of mine , tissue , remote control .
What was the last thing you watched on the TV?
- GUESS
What was the last thing you looked up on Google?
- Forgotten alrd .
Is there snow on the ground where you are?
- Do Singapore have snow ?
Do you like when people play with your hair?
- Depends on who issit .
What colour is your hair?
- Red , Brown , Purple ? LOL !
Whats the last thing you feel "awarkd" at?
- Cried in the school like pig .
Where is the person who has your heart?
- In my heart .
What do you hear?
- Songs .
Congratulations,you just had a baby boy!What's his name?
- I dont know ? -.-
What are you craving at the moment?
- Him to be back by my side ):
Are you in a complicated relationship?
- No .
Who was the last person you say I love you to?
- Twc ...
What's your favourite thing to do in the summer time?
- I dont know .
Do you like sliver or gold better?
- Silver .
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
- No :x
Whats the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
- 4-5am plus ?
Is your birthday in less than 6 months?
- No , still a long way to go .
Would you consider yourself open-minded?
- Er , i dont know . LOL !
Are you wearing anything that doesn't belong to you?
- Nope .
Do you hate it when people call you when you're sleeping?
- If is him/clique , i wont .
What woke you up this morning?
- The sun shines on me -.-
Where were you an hour ago?
- Home .
What was the last drink you had?
- 100plus . Lol .
Have you ever felt like you literally needed someone?
- Yea ):
Did anything annoy you today?
- Yes .
If you could,would you punch the last person to hold your hand?
- Definitely no !
If you ex was in trouble and you were the only one that could help him/her,would you?
- I will .
When was the last time you feel like crying?
- Everyday till he becomes mine again ):
Your bf/gf cheats on you.What do you do?
- A break maybe ?
What were you doing this morning at seven A.M?
- Sleeping .
Do you have anything that belongs to a boyfriend or an ex boyfriend?
- Yes .
What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother?
- " Oh , then ? " Lol .
How many kids do you want to have?
- 2 ?
Were you happier now or last year ?
- Last year ):
Have you ever been called a bitch?
- Yes , but is only a joke .
When is the next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
- How the hell i know -.-
Have you ever had sitches?
- No .
Do you spend more time on myspace or facebook?
- Facebook .
Do you crack your knuckles?
- Yea :D
What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
- Watching TV .
Your phone is ringing.It's your ex.What do you say?
- I will be smiling to myself first and then pick up and say "Hello" and wait for his reply ._.
I bet you miss somebody right now?
- Yea ):
Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
- No .
Who's clothes are you wearing?
- Mine .
Do you wish things were different with someone?
- Yea ):
Are you easy to make mad?
- Nope :D
Do you belive ex's can be friends?
- Yea .
Do you think you will be a relationship 3 months from now?
- I dont know , maybe not .
Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?
- Nope .
The last person you had a thing with comes up to you and says "I'm sorry..."
- I forgotten alrd .
Im back to post . Woke up and rot at home today . Tmr will be going to school again , i wonder how would i react if i see him again ): I still missing you alot ...
I wonder when will you be mine again , and if that day comes , will you leave me again ? Im really missing you hard , how i wish time could turn back , turn back to 2009 . The day i start talking to you in facebook , awaiting for you to reply my msg in facebook everyday i on com . The day you asked me to add you in msn , awaiting for you to online and chat with you everyday . The day you gave me your number and asked me to msg you , awaiting for your msg every moments . The day you told how you feel towards me , awaiting to know more about you . The day you asked me for stead , awaiting to see you everyday . I really wish now was 2009 , the first day i know you . We've got so much things to talk about , and we always chat till midnight and still dont feel like offing line in msn . And you gave me your number , we msg everyday , in school , outside , everyday and everytime . Once i think back to those times , my heart starts to get hurt . I thought of the first time i saw you , you texted me that you have a lollipop and asked me whether i want it or not . I said yes and i went over to your class and get it from you , you was standing outside your class on the platform , and i was standing outside your class but not the platform and keep looking in to your class . You told me you cant see me at all but you felt that there's somebody looking in to your class then you looked down and you pass me the lollipop and i went off . The first impression of you to me was , fierce and tall . The first expression you look at me was fierce , because you didnt smile at all . And time flies , we get more and more close each day . Everytime waiting for upper recess and waited for you to come out and i will went back to class . I remembered the way you smiled , the way you walk , the way you talk and the way you stand . Even if is from the back view , i would know thats you . I still remember the msg you text me about how you felt towards me , i cant even understand the english you text to me because my english standard was so lousy . But i acted as i know what you're talking about , and replied you . You told me how i know that you cant give me what i want , how i know that you cant be better that him . I dont blame you for leaving me at all , i dont blame you for breaking all your promises . But why must it be only 3months ? It issint enough for me , just a short 3months and you're leaving me alone . I miss you , i really really really want to be back like last time how you sent me home again . I dont know why , everytime i thought you waiting for me to end work , my heart would get so pain . Everytime thought of us slacking under block , i would be smiling to myself . How did things turn out to be like this ? I want you to be back , but would there be any chance ? ): Sigh ..
