♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.
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♥ Thursday, January 21, 2010
No matter how hard i try , i still cant get over you .
Back ! (: School was sucks today because of my mood ._. Woke up late AGAIN ! Get prepare fast and bused to inter to meet Kristine . Bused to school together , just nice :D Had house meeting today , joking around . Went back to class after that , maths lesson . Planned to sleep , but that teacher keep on waking me up and asked me copied work >;( Argh , copied and just nice lesson over . Wth , no time to sleep ! Chemistry , work too , then History , im slacking all the way . Recess , after recess was free period , and thats when my mood get from bad to worst ! Idiot , bitch ! Classmates cheering me up today , but principal walk pass and came in to scold us for playing the projector . Mother tongue after that , laughing away cause Yuanxin drew my mother tongue teacher out and it looks like criminal face . LOL ! After school went for lunch with Kristine , Yuanxin , XiangLing , Gina , Jane and Darren . After that bused to lot with Kristine to meet Xinyi and Eunice . Went up to library and they made me laugh like mad ! Went home around 4 alone , and i heavent bathe yet -.-
Anw , really thanks to those people who are trying to cheer me up or encourage me(Texts & Tags) in these few days .
- Kristine , Xinyi , Gina , Yuanxin , Eunice , XiangLing , Edison , Darren , Dawn , Anqi , Yuxuan , Chloe , Chantel , Carmen , Bokmay , Jovin , Candy .
Sorry if i missed out your name (: Im really appreciate it . Especially my clique , Xinyi , Eunice and XiangLing . They've been cheering me up these few days , i always forget every heart broken memories whenever im with them .
I thought i'll forget everything , but after today , i realise i cant .
I thought my feelings towards you was fading , but i realise it didnt .
I thought the way i look at you was only as a friend , but i realise its not .
I thought after my friends cheered me up i will be fine , but i realise im not .
I thought after one week i will be happier , but i realise i cant even be happy at all .
I thought i wont teared for you again , but i teared today .
I thought i wont miss you as much like the past , but i realise im still thinking of you .
I thought everytime i talked to you , i will feel better , but i realise i didnt .
I thought after so much things happen , i can finally face you , but i realise , im lying to myself .
Sigh , i told myself to give up and move on . But i realise that i dont even bear to let go at all , how can i move on . I hate it when i need a heart talk with you , yet i cant talk to you about all these things . But , i still have a bunch of super good friends around me , i think with their encouragement , i can move on easily . But i still missing you hard ):