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♥ Friday, January 15, 2010

I miss you , alot ):

Alright , my mood wasnt that good in this morning . Having tuition , gonna meet xinyi and eunice as im dont wanna went to far east alone later . Not really in the mood to post ... Bye .

I was looking and browse through all the msg , facebook's inbox , messenger chat log and etc. to get abit of memories of how loving we used to be . And everytime before i sleep , i thought of you sending me home from work/school , make fun of me before we are together . I wanna talk to you , but i just dont have the courage to . Im tired of crying , im trying to control my tears in school whenever i see you and thought of how good you're treating me . But when i reach home , i cant help to think of you and i start crying again . People felt irritated of me crying and crying again , i kept everything to myself and cried alone . But i need a shoulder ): Whenever i see you in school , i have the urge to went straight up infront of you to talk to you . But i cant bring myself to do it , im afraid that when i standing infront of you , i might burst out to tears again . I cant forget you at all , you are always in the down deep place of my heart . Causing me heart broken , but its all worth it because i love you . I thought of everytime you waited for me near the staircase at FE to wait for me to come down , and i get hyper everytime i see you . We used to took train home before we are together , and we commented those people on mrt , i always knock my head against something , and you will say " Tsk , careful lah ." You always smile at my blurr face whenever i dont know what the hell you're talking about , and we walked all the way from yewtee to my house , joking and playing around in the dark night along the road side . We used to take bus home after school no matter how tired you are , and i told you i dont like to sit on the bus , and if i want to sit , i must be sitting inside instead of outside of the seat becasue this shows that you're a gentlemen . So i always asked you to stand with me on bus , i remembered the first time we took bus home together was on thursday . I find excuse to skip the programme and meet you at inter , you sent me home and slacked under block . You were so quiet and i was the one who do all the talkings . And slowly you became more and more talkative and playful , and also slowly we took cab home instead of bus/train , because you said you was tired , and we would have more time to slack together if we took cab home . I smiled to myself everytime i opened the msn chat log that i chatted with you last time , thinking of your smile . I see you in school , smiling over some stuffs , i find that you're cute . And i cant help to glance at you for a few more times , i really miss you alot ): When will you come back ? )':