♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
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♥ Sunday, January 10, 2010
1) What is your full name ?
- Ong Zhen Ru :D
2) Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours ?
- No .
3) Have you cried today ?
- Yea ):
4) What are you doing this morning at 8am ?
- Sleeping like a pig .
5) What were you doing an hour ago ?
- Watching tv .
6) What are you currently doing ?
- Doing this quiz luh -.-
7) Have you told anyone that you love them today ?
- No .
8) Do you miss anyone now ?
- Definitely ):
9) Any plans for tomorrow ?
- Hmm , no .
10) What's the reason behind the last you cried ?
- Sigh , relationship problems .
11) Have you kissed anyone whose name starts with the letter C ?
- Nope .
12) Name someone who makes you smile today .
- Kristine .
13) Name a friend whoses name starts with the letter Z .
- Ziayi
14) Among all your friends , who stays closers to you ?
- There's alot , clique ..
15) Do you prefer call or text ?
- Call .
16) Was yesterday better than today ?
- No .
17) Can you live a day without TV & your phhone ?
- Tv can , phone no way .
18) Are you mad about anythings now ?
- Nope .
19) Did you ever think that relationships are worth it ?
- Depends on who issit .
20) Last person you visited in the hospital ?
- Forgotten :/
21) When is your 2nd last hug ?
- Er , Thursday ?
23) How do you feel about your life now ?
- Im very tired .
24) Do you hate anyone ?
- Nope .
25) Who usually send you the most msgs in a month ?
- Gina and Baby .
26) Is your room very messy now ?
- Can say so , especially my bed .
27) Your shortest relationship ?
- 2Hours , HAHAHA ! Edison ! Your name here eh , honoured ?
28) Who do you love ?
- TWC , clique/friends .
Back from FE (: Met Candy at TB around 12pm , late for our appointment . Rush up to JeanYip , done everything and went to LJS for lunch . Trained to FE after that , baby didnt manage to fetch me home . So cab home alone at around 6.45pm , reach my house downstairs around 7.15pm . I went to the place we used to slacked . Memories and flash back came across my mind , thinking of the first day you sent me home from school , looking at the stone table and thinking of the times we used to sat there and make fun of each other after fetching me back from work , looking at the fitness corner we used to sat there and chatting or joking around . Most memories was the stone table near the basketball court , we used to sat there for a very long time playing and chatting everytime you sent me home from work/school . Went over to the recent shelter we slacked and sat down there , thinking of how loving and fun we used to be . I smiled to myself , flashing back to those times , when i told you that im afraid of the insect and ran over to the other side of yours and you held my hand , you always look and sound so hyper whenever you get to see me and fetch me from work . We sat at the stone table and making fun of each other , and i keep on talking non stop , you look at me and listen to every nonsense i spout . You laugh at every stupid action i did , get abit mad at me whenever i said vulgarities , bullied me when i make fun of you . And i start crying after that , how i wish it was holiday now , so you can sleep longer and spend some time with me . And you can sent me home everyday after work , seeing your cute face everyday , making fun of you everyday , playing with you everyday and seeing those cute and childish actions you did . But now , i can hardly see you in one week , i miss you ): I called Kristine and starting to complain and cried on phone . Chat till around 8pm , hang and sat alittle while more . Went back home around 8.15pm . And i was so happy that we chatted on phone at midnight , you still sound so cute as before , keep on shooting me as before , sound so hyper every night as before . I guess everything's back to normal , no more crying from me anymore . It sucks to the core , tmr will be meeting you in the early morning , taking bus with you to school . Finally i get to see you again , I Love You (: