♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.



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♥ Sunday, December 27, 2009
I will prove to you that how much i love you ...
Im back ! (: Met Candy at TB control station , went in to TB plaza with her . Went to JY to have our appointment . Met Elaine and Adeline after that , trained to bugis tgt . Elaine kept throwing tissue paper -.- Ran like mad from Bugis.J to Bugis.S with Adeline , Elaine and Candy . Trained to FE awhile later on , baby came over to fetch me . And i broke down infront of him , i feel so sucky after having a cold bath ):
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Why must it be me ? Why must i be the one who always crying at night ? Why must it happen to me ? Maybe this makes me love you deeper and deeper . I miss you , i miss the way you touch my head , i miss the way you hug me tight when im crying , i miss the way you always bully me , i miss the way you smiled , i miss the way you sent me home without complaining anything , i miss the way you played with me , i miss the way you bite me , i miss everything of yours . Why cant you forget about her ? I felt so tired and awful , i feel like giving up , but i dont wanna lose you . I always think about you before i sleep , and look through those msg you sent me . I will be thinking that what will happen to me when you're gone ? Why cant i forget about everything and be happy with you ? I feel like pushing you away whenever you hugged me , because i felt so warm that i cant help myself from crying out . And i finally broke down today , infront of you . I dont wanna make things difficult for you , so i kept everything to myself . I know loving you wasnt hard if im strong enough , but i cant . Say you love me again , (L)