♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.
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♥ Monday, December 28, 2009
Tell Me That You Love Me ,
Back ! :D Cab to FE with mother , but mother went over to Bugis . Bokmay , Yuanxin , Edison and Sharil came to find me . Joking around with Edison and Sharil while the two mad girls went shopping . Awhile later both mad girls came and they went to walk around . 7plus the two girls came over to find me again while the two guys went back alrd , asked me to go walk around with them . But i asked them 8pm conme back find me again , so they did . Walk around with them till baby came , walk alittle more and cab home with baby . Slacked and went home around 10plus , going FE tmr again ! Hope there's somebody to come over and talk to me :x Heheh , im bored at there ! ): Currently webcaming with yuanxin ! Alright , gtg alrd ! Bye peeps ! (:
♥ Sunday, December 27, 2009
I will prove to you that how much i love you ...
Im back ! (: Met Candy at TB control station , went in to TB plaza with her . Went to JY to have our appointment . Met Elaine and Adeline after that , trained to bugis tgt . Elaine kept throwing tissue paper -.- Ran like mad from Bugis.J to Bugis.S with Adeline , Elaine and Candy . Trained to FE awhile later on , baby came over to fetch me . And i broke down infront of him , i feel so sucky after having a cold bath ):
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Why must it be me ? Why must i be the one who always crying at night ? Why must it happen to me ? Maybe this makes me love you deeper and deeper . I miss you , i miss the way you touch my head , i miss the way you hug me tight when im crying , i miss the way you always bully me , i miss the way you smiled , i miss the way you sent me home without complaining anything , i miss the way you played with me , i miss the way you bite me , i miss everything of yours . Why cant you forget about her ? I felt so tired and awful , i feel like giving up , but i dont wanna lose you . I always think about you before i sleep , and look through those msg you sent me . I will be thinking that what will happen to me when you're gone ? Why cant i forget about everything and be happy with you ? I feel like pushing you away whenever you hugged me , because i felt so warm that i cant help myself from crying out . And i finally broke down today , infront of you . I dont wanna make things difficult for you , so i kept everything to myself . I know loving you wasnt hard if im strong enough , but i cant . Say you love me again , (L)
♥ Saturday, December 26, 2009
Happy 3rd Monthsary ! (:
Okay , start posting (: Will be going FE later on . Baby fetching me ! ^^ School starting soon , excited ! I think i will be continue posting when im back (: Stay tuned !
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Alright , im back ! (: Baby didnt manage to fetch me today ): And i dont know why , i felt so damn tired today . Sleep throughout the whole day at FE , and suddenly having headaches . So damn pain but i still have to bear and trained to bugis to take smth from Elaine , and i have no energy to train honme alrd . So took cab back , lucky i took cab :x My head was so damn F'pain in the cab that makes me feel like vomiting . Reached home bathe and etc. , now posting . Alright , gtg sleep now . Tmr had to wake up damn early to meet Elaine and others ! Bye ! ):
♥ Friday, December 25, 2009
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Will be continue posting tmr , night peeps ! (:
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Back ! Alright , i will be continue with this post about yesterday . Headed down to Bugis , joke around with Adeline . And then awhile went over to Elaine's shop to joke with her . Baby came down to meet me awhile , he bought ice cream for me ^^ ( I requested to -.- ) Then continue chat and play with Elaine , later around 4plus baby came again to Elaine's shop and meet me . Bugis was so many people that i had to wait for awhile in the middle way to walk through . Fed up ! -.- Then at night after closing shop , all of us went to have steamboat . Elaine so hyper lah , noisest :D But i like ^^ Went home around 12 plus and reach home at going to 1 . Bathe and etc. , then waited for baby's msg . Called him and chat till 5plus , he's so cute lah ! Become more and more cute alrd , love you ! :D Alright , i will be continue to post on 26's post . Bye peeps ! (:
♥ Thursday, December 24, 2009
Pictures do all the talkings , i wont be posting today . Cause father and mother at there kpkb non stop . Irritating ! -.- Anw , Merry Christmas ! (: *This post is posting pass 12. Bye peeps .
♥ Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Can you remember me in your heart forever ?
Im back fom Bugis (: Father drove me and sister to bugis first , wore the same clothes as Elaine and Adeline ! :D After awhile father then drove me and sister to FE , had a great time laughing over there because of my sister and the sales girl . Slept awhile and ate kfc ffor dinner , trained to bugis after that . Bought my M)phosis pencil case and headed to level 3 to buy some card decoration . Took some picture as my sister requested to , she wanna take the christmas tree ._. Then walked over to Bugis street to my shop , joking around with Elaine and Adeline about the phone voice transform thing . So damn funny loh ! Trained home after that , currently waiting for baby's msg when he finished his computer thing . My sister hungry alrd , asking me to me cook noodles for her . Alright , gtg now . Bye readers ! (:
♥ Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Rule #1: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #2: Answer Yes, No, Maybe, Not sure
Q: Kissed someone? Yes
Q: Been arrested? No
Q: Do you like someone? Yes
Q: Held a snake? No
Q: Been suspended/sent to detention in school? Yes
Q: Sang karaoke? No
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? Yes
Q: Laughed until you started crying? Yes
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? No
Q: Kissed in the rain? No
Q: Sang in the shower? Yes
Q: Sat on a roof top? No
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? No
Q: Broken a bone? No
Q: Shaved your head? No
Q: Played a prank on someone? Yes
Q: Shot a gun? No
Q: Donated blood? No
Just be 100% truthful.
LAST PERSON.
1. You hung out with? Kristine
2. You texted? Baby
3. You were in a car with? Parents counted ? :/
4. Went to the movies with? Father , brother and sister if im not wrong :/
5. Person you went to shop with? Kristine
6. You talked on the phone? Baby
7. Made you laugh? Baby
8. You hugged? Baby
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon? Moon
2. Winter or Fall? Winter
3. Left or Right? Right
4. Sunny or rainy? Sunny
5. Where do you live? Singapore
6. Club or pub? Pub
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yes
8. Do you want to get married? Duh -.-
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Cut it
10. What time is it? 10.05pm
11. Are you afraid of commitment? Ehh , not really
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? Grow taller please -.-
13. Do you cook? Maggie mee only , LOL !
14. Current mood? Bored ! My boyf sleeping ):
LAST...
1. Kissed? Yesterday
2. Song sang? Rainie love
3. Ate? Chocolate
4. Dance? Long long time ago
5. Cried over? Jealousy
6. Liked someone you can't? Er , i think dont have :x
FIRSTS
1.Who was your first prom date? I never had a prom night before
2. Who was your first love? LOL , dont know .
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? I drank , but didnt drunk ._.
4. Who was the first guy who sent you home everyday after school/work? WaiChong ! <3
5. What was your first car? Underage -.-
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? I dont know , i think was 3 years old
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? I dont know ! -.-
10. When you sneak out of your house for the first time, who was it with? My sister
11. Who was your first Best Friend? If im not wrong , Yuying
12. Who is your best friend? There's alot , i dont wanna named it .
13. Where was your first sleepover? I dont know -.-
14. Who is the first person you call/text when you have a bad day? Kristine , baby
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Toilet
17. First tattoo or piercing? Piercing , im not allowed to tattoo ):
18. First celebrity crush? I dont know whats that , Lol
19. First fall? How the hell i know -.-
NOW ...
1. What are you doing now? Msn-ing and doing this quiz , duh -.-
2. Who are you with now? Nobody
3. Who are you missing right now? Waichong ):
4. Where do you want to go now? Nowhere
Alright , start posting now .
Hey peeps ! Back to post , im so bored please ! Currently waiting for that pig to wake up and im gonna call him to chat . Im hungry , i want cook maggie but im lazy :x Actually wanna ask that pig to buy some food over to me but i look so funny plus im lazy to go down now . LOL ! You know im in love with the tweety that Jane and co. gave it me . LOL ! Im hugging it now and i bring it to the toilet too when im bathing -.- Like sicko uh please . But is quite big that makes me feel abit fed up when im hugging it :x Oh , im gonna cook maggie now . Bye readers ! :D
♥ Monday, December 21, 2009
Some things are better to be left unsaid ,
Back peeps ! :D Woke up so early today , prepare and etc. Then father drove me to FE , sleep for awhile . Woke up and went over to wisma , meet yx at her shop then went back to FE . She came and find me at FE as she meeting her friends there too ! I so long didnt see her alrd loh ! :D Eh , she went off after that . Wait till 9plus for baby to come fetch me . Called cab and cab home , you know that pig likes to bite me , and disturb me till i surrender . He's cute ! Loves ! :D Going Bugis tmr , gotta go now (: Bye peeps !
♥ Sunday, December 20, 2009
Happy Birthday To Me ! ):
Im not in the mood to post ): I just cried like mad on my birthday , why is this so . Sigh , bye peeps .
♥ Friday, December 18, 2009
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2 more days ! :D
Back from vivo ! :D Went out with clique today , hmm . Woke up at 12pm , and then prepared and etc. , bused+trained to JP to meet others . And i was the last one to reach :x , i still made them to come over and meet me . After that bused to NTU for Sakae Sushi , i was so noisy there :P Ate and joke , after eating went outside took pictures . jane and Darren went off first , left the four of us , trained to vivo . Kristine said that the mrt got the girl's mensors smell -.- and i smelled it too . I used the tweety that Jane , Darren and Steven gave it to me to cover me and Kristine's nose . Lol ! They gave it to me for birthday present ! :D And i carry it to vivo shopping and walking around -.- Bought a wallet from M)phosis , around 8plus bused back with Kristine to cck inter . Bought smth to eat and bused home , tmr going out with Kristine again ! ^^ Alright , gtg now . Im hungry again :x Heh .
♥ Thursday, December 17, 2009
When will this end ? ):
Im back back ! :D Heh , been going to FE nowadays . And im not really tired ._. , okay lah , only morning cant wake up . LOL ! Baby been doing his daily job , calling me in the morning to wake me up . But i cant :x , he called me and i said okay , but i went back to sleep again . Oh , how pig can i be right ? ): Going out with clique tmr ^^ , and Kristine the next day for shopping . Heh :P 2 more days ! ^^ , im gonna be 15 ! Finally , im always the last one -.- Heard that Yuanxin is sick uh ): Girl , get well soon ! (: School reopen i crazy with you :D Alright , gotta chat with that pig alrd , he's mad ;O
♥ Monday, December 14, 2009
Never Say Love Again ,
Back to posting ! :D Woke up damn late today at 12pm :x Get prepared fast and trained to FE with sister . Talking and making a fuss at there , around 7plus father fetch and drove us to JP to find my mother . Playing and taking picture around , went home around 10.30 , bathe and etc. Baby didnt reply my msg ): Im bored ! ); Anw , i finally gotten money from my dad , remember i said before im in need of money ? :D Night peeps !
♥ Sunday, December 13, 2009
Learn how to let go when things doesnt belongs to you ,
Hello readers ! :D Back to posting after 4 days ? Think so , been so bored at FE that no friends came to play with me ): But yesterday Kristine and Gina just came , then trained back with Kristine and she made me laugh like mad . Misses those times in school that she keep making us laugh till no sound came out . LOL ! 3 more weeks and school reopening soon , issnt it fast ? But i like ! :D I can play around with friends again , but i just hate doing homework , seeing those rubbish papers given by teachers ): Anyway , im couting down :P one more week ! Heheh ! :D Finally , everybody's over and left mine -.- Like last one , nobody even have the mood the play with me . Lol , like so boring :/ Alrights , gtg alrd . Two reasons to update my blog , 1. My blog like dying soon . 2. That pig asked me update , and i was like keep talking to him non stop that makes him get abit fed up , how cute ! :D Loves ! xoxo .
♥ Wednesday, December 09, 2009
不管我再怎么努力 , 我就是捉不住你的心
Back back back ! :D Same routine for today (: Woke up and etc. , then father drove me and my brother to FE . Went to have lunch at there , and then father went over to bugis with my brother . So i stayed there and help out , around 3plus xiangling and xinyi came to find me . Chat and joke around while they were waiting for Kristine and Eunice to come over and meet them . After they came and they went to shop around , but at 7plus they came back and find me again . But Kristine went back first , so left the three of them came . Joke like mad , xiangling was making us laugh so loud :/ Those pictures ontop are xiangling trying to immitate my own photo , but some was her trying to make funny pose . We laugh like mad , around 8 we went down to wait for my boyf :D Wait till around 8.30pm , and we wait for cab together . But different cab , reached and slack awhile with baby . 10pm went up , i was waiting for my father to be back -.- Im gonna tell him that my grandmother ate all my noodles away ! >;( Gtg alrd , bye .