♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.
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♥ Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Its fading , no more .
Its been so long since i post :x , cause i was busy , and nowadays reach home at night . Has been working and helping parents at FE these few days . Then at night trained back home , having tuition later . Omg , i hate tutition ): Im so boring now , i rather help parents work than staying at home ! Im currently want to download a song , anyone care to help ? ): Msn me ! Holiday gonna end soon , so fast , and exam's coming on 1st oct . Must work super hard alrd , i dont want retain ! Ah , maybe friday gonna meet clique :D Do project ! Guai right ? :P But i also need a wild shopping now ): I want buy new shirt , and i dont know why i always had nothing to post -.- My tagboard are alive for these few days . Thanks to all my friends :D I heavent even touch my tuition homework yet :/ Blah , i dont care alrd . I go do hoomework now :D Bye (:
How ? Its fading alrd , people saying me changing , changing to a vulgar girl thats not me anymore . I hope you can accept the facts , im really trying very hard to get back the feeling . I think of the memories we had last time , i did teared . But after that , im okay , okay as in take it as nothing happen . Yes, i know you done alot of things for me , you make sure that im happy , dont get bullied by other people . Bought the things i want for me , i can say that you're the first boyf thats so good to me i ever had . Seriously , i dont want to break straight away with you , cause i wanted to find back the feeling towards you . Everything will be an end if i break up with you , i need some time to think about our relationship . I've think through over it , even my clique are helping you , they gave me time to find back the feeling and asked me dont break with you . I listen to them and gave myself a chance , and somehow i thought that i will love you back as before . But i realise i cant , the feeling had totally gone . One of my friend told me , sometimes my feeling is not gone , just that i think is gone . When something really happen to you , i will get worried , and this shows that the feeling is still there , if i dont care about it , means its really gone . But what incident took place for this week ? Nothing , totally nothing . I was thinking what if you had anything happen , will i get worried or not . I dont miss you as much like before , in fact , you got msg me or not is still the same . We dont have any topic to start with , you told me you cried alot , i felt guilty . I've hurt another person that loves me so much , i've alrd hurt my parents , i once hurt a guy in my life . And till now i still hate him , i dont want anybody to get hurt because of me anymore . Im sorry but i had to hurt you , im not worth it , you did so much yet i treat you like this . Sigh , i dont know what can i do now . I cant comfort you , all you want is me not to leave you . I can tell you that , i've broke my promise to you . I cant kept my promise , i cant be trust anymore . I disappointed you , let you down , i know the wound i gave you was deep . Its needs time to heal it , but after that we still can be friends , right ? I have no reason or rights to avoid you , i know what i said to you now cant solve anything . But think over it , im not worth for you .