♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.



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♥ Wednesday, September 30, 2009
I dont want to leave you .
Backkkkkk ! :D Finally my com is fix ! Cant use internet ytd for whole day ! My maid go press smth on the broadband plug -.- And i go anyhow press and fix it :P Pro right ? LOL ! Wahaha ! xD Woke up at 5.30am today , called Kristine but no pick up , so went to bathe and etc. In the end Kristine said she tired dont wanna go school , so called Baby accompany me :x I know i very troublesome -.- , i make him late when he can meet his friends and be school in time . Sorry ): Anw , went to back gate and wait for Gina and Yuanxin . Walk back to school together , get form . Baby straight walk back to class without giving anybody sign the form , Win liao ._. But we had to go to office -.- , kena checked bag and everything . Do i look like a girl that will smoke ? :D:D:D:D No right no right ? :P He opened our bag , took out our pencil case and everything said here can keep few sticks there can keep few sticks -.- Wth . Gina's hair tio caught ): , when her hair get caught i was like omg , faster sign mine , i want go out of this office ! LOL -.- But if get caught and i cant take exam tmr ? ): Anw , mine only under sunlight then can see :D Reached class , faster chiong art prepwork . Then very tired , so sleep awhile till recess . Ate and then went to concourse , awhile went back to class had maths lesson . Continue with my art , after that very boring . Dont wanna do alrd , played with Gina . She kept on the fart sound in class , on max with 3 phone somemore . I laughing like mad , laugh till no sound come out . Damn funny , one part sounds like laosai . LOL ! Then mother tongue , sleep also , teacher no come . After that woke up reply msg , sleep back again . Keith said i woke up cause i got wet dream -.- , made me laugh and then i cant sleep back . LOL ! Went to bookshop bought something and went to toilet . Met Baby outside his class , he hor , skip class leh , tsktsk . Then when walking to find him, that relief teacher came and scolded us why so long -.- LOL , explained to her , she dont understand english . LOL ! I talk to her till pek chek , shouted at her . She still dont understand -.- , lazy talk to her , leave it for Yuanxin . LOL ! Meet baby awhile jiu go back alrd . Geography lesson , need do some work . Gina like sot like that , keep saying what war , throw sand and everything . B'cause of copying geography , she said like that can remember easier . At there noisy dao hor , my handwriting CMI . Lol , i keep laughing non stop -.- Then released at 2.25pm , i saw him again :P Cab to lot with Gina , Jane and Darren . Ate and then went back home , cleared and pack everything in my bag for tmr's exam . Sleep awhile , msged tuition teacher said i dont wanna have tuition today due to my stomach cramp , so damn tired ): Sigh , imissyou D:
Somehow i thought that when we meet are better than msging . I felt so happy when im with you , i felt so loved when im with you , i can forget every unhappiness matter when im with you . But i dont know why , there's smth telling me that i cant make it to the end . Im afraid of losing you , afraid of you might be leaving me after some time . You know i dont want to lose you , but still , i felt smth missing . I get so hyper even when i saw you in school , i will look at you till you dissapear from my view . Even im standing far end and look at you , i would still get happy and smile to myself . I hate saying goodbye to you when we meet , how i wish the time could stop forever when we're together . I want to stay like this forever , i want to be in your arms forever ): iloveyoux3