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♥ Saturday, September 12, 2009

因为你 , 我不想爱了, 也不敢再爱了.

I dont know why , you're the one i used to love the most , and now you're the one who hurt me the most . Is this the so called retribution you wanna give me ? Just because i hurt you deeply ? Nah , i dont care anymore , because of that kpo particular person who open my blog for my mother , i had enough . Who will so kpo open my blog for mother to see ? -.- So boliao can , and who the hell tell my mother what somebody fetch me home ? How come you people are so kpo , nothing better to do issit ? Go earn more money lah , mind your own business can ? Arghh , nvm , forget it . I just kept quiet , and all i get is always scolding and scolding . What exactly have i done ? I hate that crying feeling at night , nobody is there for me at night when i cried . I felt so hurt ytd , people saying me cheap , mother scolding me cause of that kpo . I want to be her good daughter , i want to be good girl to everyone , i believe in myself , i told myself not to cry , be strong , yea , i didnt cry infront of you . I tried not to cry when my mother scolded me , but no matter how many times i told her , she still continue . I didnt cry when she said that , i cried when she rather listen to that kpo talk than me . Is her daughter really cant be trusted so much ? I admit , i did lied alot last time , but now i changed . I told you the truth , i dont want to lie anymore , im really tired . But why you people keep create trouble for me ? I finally gain some of my parents's trust , and because of that , i lost their trust again . I failed to be their daughter , i failed to gain back their trust , i failed to make them happy , i failed everything . My mother told me that my friends are more important than her , is because no matter what i say , she wont comfort me , yet keep adding salt into my wound . Friends would lend me their shoulder , telling me what to do . Why cant my mother did the same thing ? Why ? Btw , to that kpo person , if you saw this post of my blog , please tell my mother , im not the daughter that she thinks , i really did try to change my way . Ah , laugh , why am i asking you to help me ? You're just a kpo , telling my parents what i post about , this is my blog , cant you see the profile there ? My blog , my say , my rights . I write anything i want to , so stop being a kpo and mind your own business . Cant believe there's such people outside there -.- I know if you saw this , you will go tell my mother what i wrote again , lame ! I got what friends , with who , also not your problem . I know what im doing , i dont need you people to complain anything to my mother . Sigh , nvm , say all you want . I just dont understand why , parents , again .



我不知道原来我在你心目中是个这样的人 .


我想念有你在我身边的感觉 . 我很想再去爱 , 但是我却忘了因为爱 , 我受了伤 . 我想现在还不是时候 , 我没有把握 , 我很害怕我又伤了另一个爱我的人 . 对不起 .