♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.

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Me, Myself & I
" I learned that it is the weak who are cruel , and that gentleness is to be expected only from the strong . Show me someone who has done something worthwhile, and I'll show you someone who has overcome adversity. "
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♥ Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Totally moodless
Same routine , trained to wm to meet bokmay . Saw Grace , then bused to school .
Music lesson was funny , Bokmay and Edison playing childish game , making me laugh like mad . Then slept for the whole VE lesson , after that Geography . Then end school , accompanied jane with yuanxin for her cca till 2.30 . Then bused to WM for lunch , kfc (: After that bused back to school for cca , damn tiring , also quite moodless . Around 6 release , bused to lot with jane as she hungry , kfc again , but i didnt eat . Then 7 bused home . Reached home , sleep , wake up , bathe and use com . I told Gina lots of things just now , and im crying badly . I dont like the feeling now , i feel so damn useless and such a failure . I cant face the truth , sigh , forget it . I dont know how to put it in words , thanks for everything , love .
I cant face you , i dont wanna rely on you anymore . Seriously , because of you , i changed alot . All i could do this few days was asking how are you feeling , i know , im being such a dog keep following you wherever you go . I know sometimes im being irritating , whatever i do , nobody will be sastisfied . I hyper like mad , he not happy , i said i emo , he not happy . I also want be a normal person , but i normally always like that . I only can acted like that infront of all of you , i cant do this to my family , i will get scolded in everything i did . I just wanna say thanks , thanks for everything . For changing me into a better person , although i always giving trouble , but you dont mind . You helped me somemore , thanks , love .
