♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.

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♥ Saturday, July 18, 2009
Nothing else , except for you .
No pictures for a few post nowadays , i bet all of you read dao my blog till boring alrd right :x , Nvm , i think there's photo tmr :D Maybe only , as im going to FE to help my parents . Woke up at 1pm today , pro right ? xD Then went to bathe , watched DVD , after that went back to sleep again . then around 4plus wake up , watch tv . Aiya , i whole day slacking at home lah , actually dont feel like posting , but i had nothing to do . Boyf said he reach home want play game , then nobody talk to me . I made Edison fed up , made boyf angry with me , made Jane alittle not happy . Aiya , all my fault lah , can ?! &' one more thing , you think you what ? You whole body big i scared lah ?! Step one ahlian only then kpkb . Act cute somemore , made me feel so disgusted . Omfg lah can . I wonder why suddenly so many people add me in friendster :/ , is like when i check my mails , is all from friendster , and is all friend request . &' not one by one add , is one shot 3-4 people x.x But seriously , some i see the friendster picture , i was like , omg , who the fuck is this . LOL ! No offence lah :x I just watched finish pokemon , Angel and Demon , and now watching Little Mermaid . *Laughs ! I know im childish , but is my brother want watch , i accompany him to watch since i've nothing to do . I want faster saturday :/ LOL !
I dont know what i've did , yes , i did said smth that makes you not happy . But im dont meant it . I guess we are not meant to be , i dont give the enough love that you want . I just dont know why , i've explained to you . You know why i didnt angry with you so often , you know i cant bear to , maybe what i said is useless now . But still , i love you as much , i cant afford to lose you . Im sorry , forgive me for what i've done . My promise to you are meant to be broken , i always promised you , i wont made you angry or let you feel hurt . But i did , neither do one of us wants to leave each other . Sometimes i feel that im a burden to you , although you said no , but i still dont think so . Yea , we made up . But im still crying and thinking , what if you leave me one day , what will i become , what will i do . Lots of negative thinking in my mind , i told myself i wont reply any msg of yours . But i still replied , you should know why . Because i dont want to leave you alone , i dont want you to worry about me , i dont want to see you unhappy . I love you like i always do , i cant promise that i wont made you angry in the future . But i can promise that , i wont fall for anybody except for you . Baby , forgive me , please ? Ily . Sigh ...
