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♥ Saturday, July 11, 2009

It seems like everything has changed .

*Laughs ! My third post for today !
Boyf gaming now , again . I spent almost one and the half hour to think of my self-intro at my profile there . Very long i know -.- , no choice , my english sucks .
And i hate my father to core , you sucker . Asked me delete everything in my memory card and bring my phone go sell . You nbcb , i got so many things in my memory card lah _l_ , you nb fucker . I want end everything , no more quarrels with whoever sucker is it , i dont want go school anymore . School life sucks . I wanna be alone , i dont need anybody's concern . It only makes me wants to cry more . And now my siblings are so noisy that i cant stop shouting and scolding at them . When i need you , where were you ? I want complain everything out ! But who can i turn to ? I dont even dare to call my friends , i dont want them to know im crying again , i know they will read my blog . Let the natural take the course then . Boyf's gaming now , i dont wanna disturb him , i dont want him to feel sad because of me . I've alrd create lots of trouble for him . Then what has to do with my memory card ?! All times , i always hate my mother , because she did the most unreasonable thing to me . First time , maybe , i post about i hate my father . I dont mind you taking my money to repair my phone . But dont ever ask me delete everything in my memory . You dont even know how youngsters feel nowadays . You and mother keep talking and telling your friends that what nowadays studies very difficult , youngsters should take a rest , we shouldnt force them or whatever shyt . All lies , hell you sucker , did you even give me a break ?! When did you all didnt force me ?! Studies difficult then why still want force me ?! I thougth every parents wants their child to be happy , but i arent happy at all . You all only did it because you want me to be good , then did you all even take 1min to think that im happy anot . Say what because is for my own good , yea , for my own good , for your own good too . You will be proub if your daughter be a good girl , but not even happy at all . Everything control by both of you , being a robot here and there . I used to be your good girl , but not now . I've change to somebody that i dont even know who i am .


From now onwards , nothing will bring me down . I'll be strong like whoever sucker can be . Not happy with me just state down with your super chio name and tell me , you want tell me right into my face also can . Come to my house and tell me then , scold me or say me whatever you like . Im tired of everything now , you mother fucker . Just shut the fuck up and fuck off . I dont even need your nice comment here . You dont like me is your own problem , cant even be bothered by some people that doesnt know who their own mother is . Ask your whatever 18 people come find me , who so stupid will go around and tell people that you're from 18 . Some kind of pathetic dog . I dont know why when is another party's fault , they wanna say till is like my fault , keep on pushing the blame to me till i say sorry first . Im no longer the girl that scared of everything . Yea yea , i can act like you . Something like " Hey , im from 18 ok , not happy talk to my tao lah , nb , dont come here kpkb . " I can say that too , the problem is do you know whose the tao of 18 anot first . 18 got so many tao-s can , which tao you talking about ? Dont come here talk shyt when you dont even know anything . So what im a girl ? We girls not a sex objects to you this kind of dog . Girl jiu dont have our own prides lah ? You better get a life before i kick your ass and make sure you dont even know whats your name . Fucker .


Everything dont seems to be the thing i want now .