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♥ Saturday, July 11, 2009

I dont even know who am i now .

Fourth post for today , berak my post record , most post in a day . Im naggy , i know . Dont read if you not happy with it .
What exactly have i done again ? I chasing away all the friends that concerning me , you know i dont mean it . E , im sorry . Really sorry . I need my boyf to cheer me up , but i've made him angry again , i need friends to cheer me up , but i cant even say anything out to them . You know im crying badly now , but i turn all my friends away . I've become so hot-tempered , other people say alittle things about me and i dont like it . Im not like that last time , whoever say me last time , i will keep quiet and take it as nothing happen . &' why am i becoming like that ?! Why ? Baby , im sorry , E , im sorry . Im sorry for always making everybody worry for me , im sorry not being understanding , im sorry for not listening to you , im sorry for being so unreasonable , im sorry for everything i've did . You know i never want to be like that , i always thought im the most happiest girl in the world . But because of my attitude , i feel so stress , i always create trouble for boyf , making friends worry about me . Friend's words are touching me , but where's my boyf ? I need you now , seriously . Im really sorry . I know im not good enough or can i say i not even good at all . But no matter what , you will always be my boy . My beloved boy . I know , i've stop everything from now on , i wont give you any trouble , because of you , i will try to endure it with everything . I dont want anybody to worry for me anymore . I alrd promised Gina , i will be back the crazy girl last time , saying everything good about myself . Forget it , i think i have to do some reflection about myself . Im sorry everybody . Im really sorry , especially baby , &' you , E .


我再也不是以前的我了，我真的很想放弃一切，但为了你，我会坚持下去。我不会再让你为我难过了，我真的很需要你，不要离开我，好吗 ?