♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
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♥ Thursday, July 02, 2009
Fucked up .
Back , two days no post , busy watching my Boys Over Flower , gonna chiong finish by tmr . Anyway , dont msg me from tonight 11plus onwards , i bringing my phone to service . Thanks alot (:
School was ok these few days , friends was ok too , same to boyf . Only thing not ok , parents . They damn fcuk shyt lahs , after school want go eat with clique also cannot , then keep on calling me , dont want pick then call my friends , she thought calling to support superstar issit . Keep call call call , she not feel irritating my friends feel irritated lahs . And my mother metal got problem one , she say cannot play with boys which is so 1980s alrd , then nvm , then now with girls also cannot . She thought i will les si bo , cb , i want les they also dont want les lahs . No brain , then ask me dont with my friends , meaning want me be loner uh ?! You go try lahs , now is 2009 ok , try no friends in school , see how you feel . You now of course say nvm cause you got husband , i dont have husband lehs ! Even if lets say boyf , also not same school as me . Keep calling like fun fair like that , irritating . Go eat also cannot , she thought go eat with friends my friends will kidnapped me and rape me ah . Need my help then act nice/polite to me , dont need anything then like tigeress . Fucker , so selfish somemore . People want watch CD then ask me go sleep , then next day no school i come watch ask you replay you keep forward the show . Selfish kia , say what you watch alrd then i dont need watch , you think you what , queen ah ?! Kns lahs , your face dont deserve to be a queen . So nvm , this i can forget it . Then all my friends everytime buy things from you , they come buy you act like very nice/kind/polite to them , act cute infront of them somemore , let them think actually you very nice one . But too bad lahs , they long ago alrd knew that you're only acting infront of them . I alrd asked them dont buy anything from you liao , you can forget about po-ing my friends . Still say what i now mix all the friends quite good to my friend's mother , then now dont let me with them . Everytime act infront of people only . Then everytime dont know thing come ask me i teach you , now want go eat also cannot . Help you work for whole month no pay then keep on scolding me . At first Elaine told me you're just caring for me , ok , then i believe you for that time . Now i dont ever believe in you again , so what you're my mother ? Mother very big ah ? Then everytime shooting in talking lose jiu scold me say because you're my mother . Please lahs ! If you give birth to me just to scold me , ask me dont mix with friends , be loner , everything control by you , being your slave , why dont you just abort me that time ?! Must as well dont give birth to me . You know i hate this home anot , you treat sister and brother totally different , they mix with what friends also nvm , dont tell me because they are still young , wont so fast change to bengs/lians . Kns lahs hor , now is alrd 2009 , i repeat this second time alrd . you thought still in your century ah ? Now people primary3 start smoking liao hor , cb . Because of you i dont feel like going home , keep on crying , calling friends complain about you , ask them dont ever buy things from you . Ha ! You know what they said to me when you called me ? Even if i didnt ask them dont buy thngs from you , they alrd said they dont wanna buy anything from you alrd . They told me they bought so many things from you , you dont let me mix with them . We are a clique lehs , aiyahs , see your old fashion pattern also dont know whats the meaning of clique lahs . So dont need to explain anything to you . Say alrd still dont understand one , cause you cant even pronouce it properly . I cried at the mac just now , one of my friends even say you very overboard and unreasonable . And i think is true , you really are . No point keep on complaining in blog , i must as well call friends and complain to them . At least they can say smth to cheer me up . When you get scolded by daddy , i think you feel nagative and upset right ?! And nobody cheer you up right ? Serve you right , thats how the feeling is , but you cant feel it SERIOUSLY , because he's your husband , not friends . Next day then ok alrd , friends different , they can ignore you like forever . Sucker , no use saying all these , you still a sucky mother . I dont care if Elaine or whoever know my mother read this , she feel hurt or what i also dont care , cause i dont wanna believe her alrd , she hurt me and she dont care too . Elaine said what you sometimes purposely hurt me just want me to work harder . I not this kind of person , once a person hurt me , i dont ever believe in that person again , and i wont work hard , i will just purposely provoke that person more . I believe you again and again , just bucause you're my mother . I listen to Elaine because she has experience alot of things , then you treat me like your slave . Forget it .
TAGG REPLIES
vic: wat is ur japanese song name??
What japanese ? My blog no japanese song lahs .
[!]Elaine.TMY's,♥: i saw you at lot just now ! :D
HA ! You told me alrd (:
T.Yuxuan: No laas! Still pretty pretty and ofcourse sexaye! :D
Not pretty anymore lahs , hair like toot like that .
SHIMEI. (:: o.o, your hair looks fine to me. Anyways, never judge a book by its cover, hmm?
Haha , yea , but nowadays people only see cover no see content , see cover boring then put back shelf alrd . Right ?
.: Did you cut slant fringe?
Nope . Bangs (:
zia yi: wa.. zhenru, u 2 days never post le!!
LOL , now post alrd lorhs .