♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
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♥ Monday, July 06, 2009
Dont act like you're a big fuck
Woke up at 9.30am this morning , get prepared . Im so fcuking angry with my parents , im alrd feeling moody this morning when boyf heavent text me yet . I was doing smth in my room , and my father called me , i told him wait , and when i went out of my room , my mother started scolding me why didnt i come out when my father called me , i talk back and said i was doing smth , when you doing smth i call you you also didnt come out , instead , i went in to talk to you . You think you what ? You my mother i scared issit ?! Nb , i alrd so angry about ytd's matter this morning and you made me like this . Then my mother told me because my father wanna give me money , then i didnt come out so he went out alrd . Dont give then dont give lahs , in the end you still have to pay for everything i spent today . And i burst out to tears , thinking why am i always be the one who create trouble for other people , what exactly did i do ?! Boyf told me i've changed , yea whatever , i've changed , i hasnt been heard this words for months . So nvm , i went out after that . Trained to Bishan , been thinking lots of things in the mrt . &' of course i expect to see a msg from boyf when i took out my phone to check . To my surprise , he texted me , i replied with a not happy msg to him . But after awhile we were ok . Met Ahyao (mother's worker) , then waited for zhiyun to release from school . After that went in J8 to wait for her . Then she brought me to service my phone , will be getting my phone like saturday , is like so long can -.- After that trained to woodlands for our lunch . They both asked me am i eating this much usually , and i told them yea , and they asked me why i didnt become fat . * Laughs ! Because i drank finish whole bowl of soup , eat finish whole plate to chicken biolognise , drink finish whole cup of coke . And they both didnt eat finsih thier food . Btw , im very full after eating everything up . So after that i went back alone , went to boyf's house . Lend for a spare phone from him , because Kristine's spare phone make dao me very dulan , keep shuting down -.- Then around 3 went back home , met Kristine , Gina and Bokmay at my house downstairs . Chatted awhile then went home . Watched Drag Me To Hell with my sister and brother , in the end still kena drag , very boliao lehs -.- , my sister told me not scary at all , she told me i lied to her , she said i told her it was very scary . Wth , i at there using pillow cover my face whenever the face pop out , and my sister still sitting infront of the laptop , didnt even take anything or even use her hand to cover . Ah whatever , Kristine asked me to lend her the dics , i now dont dare put inside my bag sia , LOL ! I know very funny , i scared later i put in my bag at night the face will come out . * Laughs ! Fine , i know my boyf cfm laugh at me when he saw this . And i dont care anyway , he dont know laugh at my post how many times alrd -.- So i think i will put it in my bag tmr morning . * Pray hard that i remember please ! * I still cant upload pictures to blogger ): I know my post very long , happy reading . If read till tired , dont read then (: But i will be glad if you read all xD
Having small tiff with boyf because of smth/somebody . Told Kristine and Gina the whole story about that , so super duper angry . Forget it , this morning me and boyf was okay alrd . I dont want because of this matter and quarrel with him again , i've listen to you and changed everything i shouldnt , delete everything i shouldnt , said sorry to both of you , happy alrd ? Cried till im tired and slept , dont feel like texting you in the morning when i woke up , but you text me , i replied . You said everything's over , just forget it . Yea , i did say ok , but i still alittle not happy with it . So what didnt have my name there ? Is so obvious , and look here , if you happen to come to my blog or what , i didnt write your name too , dont go and call him or whatever . Let's stop it , stop it here . Feel like writing everything out here , but because of
him , i bear with it . End it here , i dont want another tiff from us anymore . I hope you wont angry when you see this , and then quarrel with me , i really dont wanna quarrel anymore , please .
TAGG REPLIES
zia yi: ya lorh, i ur supporter lei.. hahas.. thx 4 mentioning my name! hahas
LOL , thanks and welcome (:
passerer: hi,preetty(: may i know how to make your cursor on the right click?(:
Erm , you mean the cursor or the right click thing ?
☆✖iiaoRED★™: LOL. AhNehNehNiPooPoo !
☆✖iiaoRED★™: =P
☆✖iiaoRED★™: Ai Ni las x3
Im sorry to ask , but who are you ? Dont anyhow poo-poo here , are you a nursery kid ? Only nursery or babies anyhow poo one lehs , tsk tsk , and please , i got boyf alright , dont anyhow ai wo , i will shy one . * Laughs !
Ivan: Meinu x33 thanks xDD
Buy for you then meinu , no buy jiu dont know call me what ._. Anyway , welcome (:
Gina :D: cheerup :D:D:D
Thanks Thanks ! xD
vic: nw lehs?
vic: japanese songs ##
My blog doesnt have any japanese songs , not even one -.-
MEILING:DD: HI Zhenru! Tagged tagged! :)
Hello , thanks (:
