♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
I'll be strong and hold back my tears, because i know no matter how hard i cry , this love is not coming back anymore.
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♥ Wednesday, June 24, 2009
There's No Word Can Decribe Me
Stay at Bugis throughtout the whole day , * Happy ! as father need go do something at somewhere , so he went to fareast after his things . Chatted with Elaine , play play play also :D
&' hor ! YOU didnt text for 6hours9mins lehs ! Next time you know it ! Hmpff ! You know how much i miss you anot ? Maple dao forget me alrd . So bad one ! D:
I finally back to myself , i've spent over 10dollars today -.- , snacks and everthing .
I realise the eyeliner i use now very black lehs -.- , damn weird for me . LOL !
Today saw one ahlian , damn fierce , one girl step on the ahlian's boyf shoe or smth , then thatt girl scolded "nabei" , after that the ahlian heard it , she run after the girl and scolded her saying that she scolded her boyf "nabei" -.- , and wanted her to say sorry to her boyf , so she did , the way she walk very ugly . LOL ! Elaine said that , she walk like big gangster -.- , girl somemore :x
Then just now after what Elaine told me at Bugis just now , i found out that my mother actually care for me alot , just that she dont wanna say out . Elaine told me that my mother told her that she scared i get cheated outside by boy or other people , she afraid that i will do smth wrong when i have a boyf , she afraid that i will go to the wrong path , she afraid that i will become ahlian someday , she afraid that i choose the wrong peers . She afraid so many things about me , although now i said i wont get into trouble or what . No use , i always say i wanna be mature , Elaine said babby face nvm , have a mature thinking and thats counted as mature alrd . Yeah , i know , i not mature enough , because i didnt think of why mother would scold me stupid all these , i didnt think of why she dont let me have a boyf , i didnt think of so many things . I'll try to think whats the consequences whenever i do smth , i always know how to tell people things like , must be strong , dont let any obstacles beat you down . All these things , i told people but not myself . Even my boyf also know how to think sometimes , and me ? Im still in childish thinking , no wonder . Sigh .
Aiyahs , whatever is it , i gonna be independence , i dont wanna rely on anybody . If not next time i will be damn lazy like a princess , i dont want to be any stupid princess anymore -.- ( LOL ! )
I will be myself , O.ZhenRu :D *Lame -.-
Okay lahs , gonna edit pictures for my profile alrd . Bye !