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♥ Thursday, June 11, 2009

Run Away From Your ♥

I cant believe i said that to my boy last night , i feel so daddy-mummy funny when i think about it this morning . Cant believe myself , totally .
But i've alrd said it out , what done is done . Once i said it out , you will take that as serious . Yes , i admit i did said that i was serious last night . But i still cant believe myself . Omg ? No , i dont believe what Alvin(God-Brother) said was true , he told me that you will be the one for sure . And i still told him i wont , and it really happen now . Why does he know everything about me ? Why he know the name of every stead of mine ? Althought he dont know some of them , but why he can still know how's their character like ? I cant believe it , he really know everything of me , when i asked him why does he know so much about me , he doesnt want to tell me the reason . And please , i know some of you/readers/passerby will thought he's having a torch for me . Hah ! Hell NO ! I admit he did like me before , but that was last year already . Now im officially Glendon.K's , he's the first stead that i said that to him , did that to him , feel free to be myself when i was with him . Because i know i love you so much , i can do everthing for you just want you to be happy . Alvin told me how's your character like , somehow i think was quite true , because he said you were caring . But when i asked him , do he know you , he said no . And i asked again , through friend ? , he told me no . Then what was the reason ?! Im totally pissed off by how the hell he know . Okay , i have a blog which you are reading right now , i can say maybe Alvin came to my blog and check what my stead's name , but but but how the hell he know his character ?! Gah ! I dont believe .
I dont believe myself too , im actually saying those things to him , Gosh ?! And i still told my boy i will . FuckAss !
No boy , no , im not regretting that i said that to you . Really , no .
I dont wanna hide it anymore , i feel like telling my parents i have a boyf that was going to be 4 month already , i want to tell them . But when i think of the consiquences . i think keep it to myself will be better . Is that the correct choice ? Tell me , im already no longer the innocent girl that everybody knows . I've changed so much , i learnt how to lied , from a innocent girl that dont even know whats the meaning of Ass changed to a girl that becoming a big liar .
Oh boy , how i wish you were here to tell me what to do , &' my clique , of course not forgeting all of you . I wish so , you all were here to tell me what to do , which route should i take ? Continue with my lies and move on till my parents found out themselves and skin me alive or should i just tell them and get kick out of the house ?
OhMy , how ? ):

-- Heyy Heyy ! To all readers who dont know anything , please , dont anyhow guess what im posting and what was the thing i said to him about alrights . Thanks alot .