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♥ Saturday, May 02, 2009

How i wish i could sleep all the way in my dreams , and never ever wake up .
Im feeling so down now , my boyf is giving me a cold shoulder , i know , its my fault .
I shouldnt went to find other boy , but at least i told you the truth .
I didnt sleep for the whole night yesterday , i was crying , crying over why im so silly to do such a thing .
My eyes are swollen now , seriously swollen , and now im still crying .
Im sorry for what i've done baby .
Although you're replying my message , but i can feel that we are drifting , we are not the same anymore .
I dont want to end this relationship so fast , i dont want to let it go baby .
Im listening to songs to keep me awake , so that i could cried everything out .
Baby , i know i've done wrong , forgive me , will you ?
Just 10more days will be our 3rd month , 10 more days .
I really cant afford to lose you , its been so long that im crying like this .
My heart seriously hurts , dont leave me please .
My pillow are wet , damn fucking wet , i dont want to cry anymore .
But i just cant help myself from crying , this feeling is seriously so hurting .
I've been crying for so long , im still waiting for your msg , or maybe a call .
But i know call is impossible , so msg will do .
Baby , please stop giving me a cold shoulder , i beg you .
Im really sorry , you know i wont do anything that hurts you .
And i cant bear to see you in hurt , i rather im in hurt than you .
I guess i really love you so much , but if you ask for a break up , i will go along with you . As long as you're happy , im happy .
I love you with all my heart , i stayed up all night , took my phone , open my inbox , and checked the msg you sent me from the day i changed my phone till now .
The msg you've sent me , make me want to cry even more , i miss you , really .
Baby , please dont go , dont leave me alone . I need you .
I miss your smile , miss your voice and your everything .
I wish you could take it as nothing happen , and continue with our sweet love life , but i know is impossible for you .
I was really crazy over you , seriously crazy .
I wanted to see you every day , every minutes and seconds .
I will miss you straight away just after our meet , i want to see you again .
I believe in everything you said , i want to hold you tight , and never let go .
Baby , im sorry .