♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
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♥ Friday, May 29, 2009
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I teared , almost giving up for everything , but you makes me continue .
I've cried for the whole night yesterday , mother dont allow me to go school to meet my cliques , i cried and cried .
Saw that ? Even my cliques also say she's unreasonable , too much , over doing &' all stuffs . I teared for the whole night without even sleeping for 1min , kept crying and crying , till my eyes are swollen like hell . My mother asked me to call Gina up to tell her that im not going school today , she said at first i told her that i dont wanna go school since is a last day and had nothing to do at school . So feel like resting at home , then she came back quite early yesterday , just to scold me and tell me all those things . Said im not allow to go school today , and cannot meet my friends . I was so shocked , i faster went to pack my things for school , she asked me what am i doing , i didnt reply her till she asked me for the fourth time . I said i was packing for school thing , and she say she thought i dont wanna go to school , i tell her since june holiday i cant go out , i wanna go school and meet my friend for last day of this term . And know what the fcuking hell she said ?! She say are my friends dying , why i wanna meet them for last day . Wth , she dont allow me to go out , then i cant meet my friends . What if she cant go out for the whole month ?! Never think of how i feel then anyhow scold me . She said even dogs know how to listen , and i shot her back saying that im not a dog what , thats why i dont know how to listen . She jitao bwg , keep on repeating the same thing over and over again , this is the first time that i quarrel with my mother till she bwg , dont dare to talk louder than me , dont dare to scold me back but just saying that she dont know how to teach me already , dont dare to cane me even i talk back with her . First in a life time , i talk back till so fierce .
See the two pictures on top ? Ok , not really that swollen , cause i took that after i stopped crying for afew hours . I went to sleep in the morning after finish msging Boyf and others . Woke up again , eyes so freaking daddy-mummy swollen .
Showing my boyf attitude by keep scolding him , asked him shut up , say lots of hurting words to him . But he dont mind , he told me that he willing to let himself be my scolding bag ): Sigh ..
I dont know what to do now , im so so so down , i wanna my boyf and friends to be with me now , and yet i showing my boyf attitude .
Wth , i still having tuition tomorrow , what kind of mood should i bring for tuition ?!
I must as well jump off the building , die alrd parents happy . My mother even told me that the more she see me , the more she hate me . I die , they happy , can save money also , since they spent the most money on me .
But i cant leave my friends and boyf .
Im vexed and confused now , i really dont know what to do now ):
TAGG REPLIES
robbie: Hey zhen ru relink me and TAG:)
Relinked &' thanks .
BokMay ((:: Passer-by Ni hao (: you hum issit? dun dare put your name? how oldalr? still spam ppl's blog-.-
BokMay ((:: so free spam ppl's blog, so boring go long pia lah. (: it's fun lehh
BokMay(:`: Zhenruuu!~ cheeruppp((: dun give up anything ok? think positiveee (: tagged!
Hais , okay , thanks .
T.yuxuan ;: Wah , Zhenru .. Dont sad , dont sad ..
T.yuxuan ;: You want cry i lend you my shoulder (: !
YUXUAN !: Zhenru.O ! Who say nobody cares for you ? I care ! :D Your cliques & you boy'f , they all do care !
YUXUAN !: We dont give up on you !
Oh , thanks .
imJaNe: yoZ tweety birdbird!taggED!:D i didt anyhow call okays?! this is th fact tat ur tweety birdbird
imJaNe: or euu wan birdbird?XD
Anyhow lorhs ! I then don want birdbird lahs -.- BAOYI !
☆✖iiaoRED★™: TWEETY BIRD DINOSAUR~ xD
Where got tweety bird dinosaur one ?!
YuanXin ( ! ): OngOng ! Don't cry ! ]:
Orhs .
Emmanuel: HELLOS ZHENRU:DD taggies for euu><
Thanks .