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♥ Sunday, April 05, 2009

Where's the boy i used to know ?

Everything has change ..
He's not that boy i used to know anymore ..
I want back the edison i used to know , please ?
I dont wanna crying like an idiot now ..
What you told me when you said im a hongster ? You asked me to changed , and i've tried it , then why just cant you listen to me one time now ? Just one time will do .
You're the second boy i will tear for , first is Glendon you should know . You're my best friend , i dont want you to be sad .
You said you treated me as your best friend , then why dont you trusted me ?
And asked me spread to everyone somemore , i told you i wont , means wont .
A friend is not about that thing , is about the care , concern and trust .
What i want is the three things from you , not others .
When i used to quarreled with my boyf in the past , you always be there with others to cheer me up . Make lots of funny faces or things to make me laughed . I appreciate that , alot . You and my cliques will do that if all of you know im sad or what . You said you dont worth or deserve my tears , i told you , if you were others boys except Glendon , i wont cry , for sure . Just because i treated you as my best friend , i cried . You affected my mood , even just now there's a person who talk to me , who i wish he can talk to me when im bored , i gave him my attitude . He asked me what happen , i didnt say anything out , i told him , dont ask anymore can ? I dont wanna talk about it . And he talk and talk , i dont even care . He's like so hyper when talking to me , but i just dont have the mood to hyper back with him . I just close the window straight away without seeing what he told me . Although i will do the same thing if Glendon quarrel with me or what , but we promised each other not to quarrel anymore . Then why cant you promise me too ? Get over this and carry on with your life . You're not a bastard , not a loser or whatever , you're always the Edison i know . Although you're quite irritating sometimes , but i know thats the concern you showing to me , when im sad . I admit , sometime i will show you my attitude in class or what , but what did you do ? Walk away ? No , you keep on irritates me and trying to make me laugh . I want the Edison like that , i dont want the Edison now .
Although i know this post maybe will affect me & Glendon's relationship , but i know he understand it . You're not the bastard he says , he just get jealous of you , jealous that you've so many friends that care for you . Edison.W , after seeing this post , dont bother to tag in my tagboard and tell me that you dont deserve my tears or whatever , i dont wanna know it , i blog what i want , thats why i create blog for , right ?
And nicholas , if you happen to pass by my blog , you want to spam , spam all you want , ask people to come find me if you're unhappy to what i've said in his blog , but thats the truth , so what if that person tells you ? You dont have to tag at his blog and let everybody see , everybody have their own privacy . I guess you have your own secret too , put yourself in his shoe , think about it carefully . What if thats happen to you ? Will you feel better ? I've guess not , i admit sometimes he treats people like his dog , you can scold him for this . I dont care cause thats the truth , not that i want to help him or what . I just think that you said out like that makes him feel hurts .
Ask people to come find me all you want , spam all you want , say about me , say what you like , what you dont like , say it all out . I dont give a fuck anyway , thats what you say only , not what you see . I believe all my friends knows me better than you do .
Think over it before you come to my blog and spam .
* Glendon , i know this post may let you feel angry or sad . Im sorry , because he's my best friend , i had to say that . I think you will do that too if that happen to your friends , right ? ily (:

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