♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
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♥ Monday, April 20, 2009



I miss you ..
Had school as normal today , Kristine didnt went for school again as she had sore eyes . Hais , boring without her .
Was damn mad in maths lesson , everybody was scolding the maths teacher , lots of vulgars came out from thier mouth , especially yuanxin and those malay boys . Sort of funny when they scolded her , one of my classmates just accidentally fell down from the chair , and she wrote down the name wanna pass it to DM -.- , next time she fall down i cfm laugh . She sucks , and yuanxin was damn angry with her , scold her lots of vulgar , and maths teacher said she very rude , but still , she continue scolding her , malay boys too . One of the malay boy quarreled with her , scold her fuck and lots of words . Yuanxin scold until even the teacher heard her , p/s she sits behind , far behind , the maths teacher hear it , start to nag and nag -.- , then test paper was given out , yuanxin took it and straight away crush it , and wrote smth on the paper for the maths teacher as the maths teacher said the test paper need to hand up (click to enlarge the picture above to see what yuanxin wrote) Camwhore at maths lesson , alot . I know i look weird in those photos , because im sweating all the way , i was running and shouting -.- Then after Lit lesson at AVM room , saw maths teacher at the staircase , and the conversation is
Her "zhenru , why did you shout and talk in class when im teaching in class"
Me "got mehs , you scolding other people mahs , then i talk lahs , also not scolding me"
Her "I also got scold you you know"
Me " got mehs , i dont know lehs"
Her "you better behavve yourself in class orelse i call your parents"
Me " Call lorhs , like you never call before , only know how to call parents threaten us" (walk away)
LOL lahs ! Bokmay also kena -.-
After school went over to boyf's house , then 6 go home . And im feeling tired now ..
Imisshim .
Im seriously sick of everything ...
Im getting more and more tired these adays , i dont know why either .
Just think that things around me are not getting right , or put it easy , not the things i want .
Exam is around the corner , and i still cant recall every single thing of what teacher teach . Is either i didnt listen in class , or i sleep and fool around with my friends .
And some people who called suddenly "pop" out from nowhere text me , ask me out , and ask things about my school's life or things about me and boyf . All i ans them is , "im fine with school , and me and boyf are getting well."
Same ans almost every week , or even worst , everyday .
And some weirdos are adding me in msn , asked me some stupid qns like did i do this and that with my boyf before , how many ex(s) do i have , do i fuck any of my boyf before and whatever so , seriously , i hate those qns .
And tell you what , i DIDNT fuck any of my boyf before , im still a virgin . Dont believe it thats your problem .
Homework are getting more and more , i cant cope it , and yet , i still have the time to play , and meet boyf . I told myself that i must work hard for MYE , but i didnt , i end up playing and meeting boyf instead .
What more can i do now ? Nothing , totally nothing .
And i dont know what should i do , but i guess im alrd very lucky (: , though i have such kind of parents . I had lots of caring , funny , mad and crazy friends around me , i have a boyf who dote on me so much . I have a parents that finally let go of my freedom , they didnt call me for like 4-5miss calls in 5mins when im still not homed after school . They just called once , and i will call back and told them where am i .
I hate school , i dont feel like going to school anymore , lots of homework infront of my eyes . How i wish i can sleep on my bed as long as i wish .
Im tired , seriously tired . &' im sick of everything ..
TAGG REPLIES
Yuanxin !: Ongong ! (: Tagged please view my post
Yeahs , viewd (:
★✖iiaoRED★™: Wah....! So Wet sia!...
★✖iiaoRED★™: Baby u noe wat am i toking rite?
★✖iiaoRED★™: xD
AHA ! So obvious , of course i know lurhs , not like somebody , i said myy reg no. 12 still dont understand . Sigh ... tsk tsk .