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♥ Thursday, February 19, 2009

Im Not That Girl You Know Last Time Already .


I feeling very down now , NOW ! Im already not the zhenru that you all know last time . Yeahs , as you said , i've changed , changed to another person , not zhenru anymore , and i dont know who i am already , im totally changed . I become very hong after the holiday , you said im not like this last year , i guess it was my family problem who affects me . My phone had been confiscates by my mother , she said she would wait till my plan finish this year and sell away my phone , this matter affect me very badly , seriously bad . I really cant live without my phone , no way ! And my friends are drifting me apart , i dont know what their mind was on , what i did seems very wrong to them . Even my best friend was saying that , they said i've changed , alot . I know you all are very good to me , whenever i did something wrong , you all will correct me . When im crying , sad or feeling down , you all lend me your shoulder . I cry very long and wet all of your shirt , you all didnt mind , and was trying your very best to make me laugh or just a little smile on my face and you all will be sactisfied . I seriously dont know what happen to me , sometimes i get so high that i can forget all of your feelings , when i feeling very down , i just dont care all of you . I can just walk away anytime i like , but did i ? Even if i feeling sad , i just walk behind you all , i didnt show you any attitude that telling you im very sad and nid your concern . But you did came to me and asked me what happen , i answer you , nothing , or i will just tell you what happen . When i get very high , i will just get crazy and playing like nobody business . But when i saw you all not laughing at all , or should i say not even a smile on your face ? I will just quieten down and ask you are you sad or what . I changed alot just because of my fucking mother , she confiscated my phone , and took away my freedom , set my time of what time should i get home . And my parents sometimes dont even trust me at all , when i was on the bus , my father scolded me , and told me that i was at the lan shop , i didnt ! And he told my mother i was at lan shop , my mother scolded me and said why did i went to lan shop , hell you , i didnt even go lan shop please . And i dont go there at all , AT ALL ! I promise him i will change , change to the zhenru you know last year . I promise (: And , i love you guys .