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♥ Saturday, February 28, 2009

Labels: Baby, i miss you (:

♥ Friday, February 27, 2009

School per normal for today (:
After school went to bukitgombak CC for dance .
I rmb all the steps for dance ! YES ! wahahas ! -.- *LOL !
Then dance half way stomach pain DD: i think cuz i drank the BBT before that .
Germaine and yuanxin help me to the toilet (: thanks ;D
Then met baby , he accompany me home (:
I scared my parents come back later i will get scolding ;X
As my father asked me to check his mail everyday , and i've not check for like 9 days alrd ! ;X And one mail was asking him to go JP before 19FEB to sign the form . OMG ! i dont know what will happen to me later ;X
Hope nothing happen , as i deleted the msg , and was going to tell them i did not receive anything , please ! *praying hard !!
I very scared uh D: i wonder what if they found out . Hope no ;XX
And my cbox always "internet explore cannot be display" -.- wtf ?
Then i cant reply any tags , damn it -.-


A quiz sabo-ed by carmen (:

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
- Cheeks ?
2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Tired .
3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
- hmm , i cant really rmb ;X
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- Nope .
5. Would you ever donate blood?
- No , cuz i scared pain -.-
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- Best friend nope , close friend yeahs (:
7. Do you want someone dead?
- Hmm , currently no ?
8. What does your last text message says?
- LOL , okays (:
9. What are u thinking right now?
- Hoping tmr wont have tuition . LOL !
10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- Yes !
11. What is the time you went to bed last night?
- i dont know ? i've forgotten alrd .
12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- My mom sells it , free ;D
13. Is someone on ur mind right now?
- Yes .
14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- Glendon .

Tag 10 people to do this quiz.
1) Germaine
2) Yuanxin
3) Glendon
4) bokmay
5) jiapei
6) Gina
7) huimin
8) vavarly
9) portia
10) jane

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with?
- She's single .
16. Is 3 a male or female?
- male .
17. If 7 and 10 get tgt,would it be a good thing?
- hahas ! maybe ? cuz they dont know each other that well .
18.What is 1 studying about?
- How i know -.-
19. When was the last time u had a chat with them?
- Who are you refering to -.-
20. Is 4 single?
- Yes .
21. Say something about number 2?
- She's hyper and crazy (:
22. What do you think about 3 & 6 being tgt?
- I will kill 3 , but they both dont like each other ? -.- they dont know each other that well ? met once before only .
23. Describe 9?
- CHIO !
24. What will you do if 6 n 7 fight?
- They wont fight , cuz they dont know each other that really well .
25. Do you like 8?
- LOL ! Not really , cuz so long didnt meet alrd ;X

♥ Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Labels: IReallyMissYouLots(:

♥ Monday, February 23, 2009

I Still Dont Know Why I Cant Make It .


Went to school as per normal today ;D
PE lesson , was still okays as we nid to throw the dont know what thing -.-
For those who know , some of the boys were GLENDON-ING ! DD: so ps !
After school kristine , gina and bokmay accompany me to lot1 as i dont want go lot1 alone -.- cuz they wanna go to jurong library to study , then nid go to the bus stop oppisite D: but they accompany me to lot1 ;D
Suppose to meet baby at lot1 after school , he gonna accompany me home D: but the stupid rain cause me cannot meet him -.- rain so heavy D:
Now the sun so BIG , maybe meeting baby tmr D:
I dont want to go school lurhs ! ByTheWay , if anyone know this number , contact me ! 92252228 ;D dont go prank call or what uh ! If know whose number is this contact me straight away (:


TAGG REPLIES

Carmen says: Hello (: Give me your blogger username so that I can invite you yeap.
Carmen says: Zhenru, cheerup k! :)
thanks (:

GinaChua.: hello, siiaozhabor :D heyhey, came to tag :D
sotdingdong ;D !

germaine.N: Learn how to appreciate la. Mdm Chan good at teaching know? Only that she'
germaine.N: teaches quite fast. [:
lols , our class not like you or maybe your class you know ? our class is if we dont like the teacher we will show attitude or make lots of noises at that teacher's class until she fed up , some of my classmates talk back to teacher(s) somemore .

SHIMEI. (:: Yooo Seniorrr, can't wait to see your old self, (:
hahas , you will see soon or later (;

★XiiaoRED★™: TAGGED!
★XiiaoRED★™: baby ah baby <# ★XiiaoRED★™: <3*>;D yes ? x3

huimin: dont worry h
huimin: you will change back to your ownself last yr de.. (: not like me, keep saying want to change also nvr change. jy. (:
lols , thanks (:

Labels: IMissYou D:

♥ Saturday, February 21, 2009

Im Trying Very Hard To Change Back The Girl You Know Last Time .


Yes , im back (: happy rite ? ;D LOL ! *BHB-ING*
I have tried my very best to change alrd ;D and i did it , you told me i did it . Although im not really happy with it , but at least i tried , i did it in one day . I was like didnt even wants to talk to you , even you ask me for a ... pen -.- ! Okays , i know is like duhh ! I know maybe some of you may think is just for a period , i pomise , not a period , but forever . I should be thankful uh ;D to you , you should know who you are . Okays , starting with a brand new topic (:


These few days are normal , went to school as per normal , then some day after school went to lot1 to meet glendon , then went to school again for cca . I know its boring , but no choice , i had to go school and cca then went home as i was really very tired , i had to do homework somemore , this is a kind of goodgirl *BHB-ING (again) , ohyahs , as for the picture below , i mean the photo of my maths teacher i took . I heavent complete complain about her yet . She's such a .... okays , shouldnt said that -.- yuanxin is sooooo daring ! she quarrel and talk back wif her , yuanxin told her she wont go forr her detention and said if she continue teaching us , the whole class maths will fail for sure . Yeahs , i thought that too ! She so rude and yet she scolded yuanxin being rude to her , damn you lahs please , you shouted at her FIRST ! you shouted at her of course she will shout back at you lurhs , common sense , nowadays students not like your genaration alrd hor , wont so guai listen to youo or keep quiet when you scold them . Nowadays students will talk back to teacher , scold teacher or what . I dont know . -.- whatever , end here (: taggs will be reply in next post .

♥ Thursday, February 19, 2009

Im Not That Girl You Know Last Time Already .


I feeling very down now , NOW ! Im already not the zhenru that you all know last time . Yeahs , as you said , i've changed , changed to another person , not zhenru anymore , and i dont know who i am already , im totally changed . I become very hong after the holiday , you said im not like this last year , i guess it was my family problem who affects me . My phone had been confiscates by my mother , she said she would wait till my plan finish this year and sell away my phone , this matter affect me very badly , seriously bad . I really cant live without my phone , no way ! And my friends are drifting me apart , i dont know what their mind was on , what i did seems very wrong to them . Even my best friend was saying that , they said i've changed , alot . I know you all are very good to me , whenever i did something wrong , you all will correct me . When im crying , sad or feeling down , you all lend me your shoulder . I cry very long and wet all of your shirt , you all didnt mind , and was trying your very best to make me laugh or just a little smile on my face and you all will be sactisfied . I seriously dont know what happen to me , sometimes i get so high that i can forget all of your feelings , when i feeling very down , i just dont care all of you . I can just walk away anytime i like , but did i ? Even if i feeling sad , i just walk behind you all , i didnt show you any attitude that telling you im very sad and nid your concern . But you did came to me and asked me what happen , i answer you , nothing , or i will just tell you what happen . When i get very high , i will just get crazy and playing like nobody business . But when i saw you all not laughing at all , or should i say not even a smile on your face ? I will just quieten down and ask you are you sad or what . I changed alot just because of my fucking mother , she confiscated my phone , and took away my freedom , set my time of what time should i get home . And my parents sometimes dont even trust me at all , when i was on the bus , my father scolded me , and told me that i was at the lan shop , i didnt ! And he told my mother i was at lan shop , my mother scolded me and said why did i went to lan shop , hell you , i didnt even go lan shop please . And i dont go there at all , AT ALL ! I promise him i will change , change to the zhenru you know last year . I promise (: And , i love you guys .

♥ Sunday, February 15, 2009

I fucking hate this teacher , she sux , shouting here and there for nothing , anyhow call my name , and said that what i throw paper -.- today in her lesson , i nvr even pay attention to it -.- , she talking to the air ! ;D nobody in class was listening to her , i was listening to songs in my phone , then talk to yuanxin , playing in class , gina and bokmay took her picture and sent it to me and yuanxin . Nothing to say alrd , byes !


TAGG REPLIES

★XiiaoRED★™: STEADSTEAD! Taggies!
lols , byes ;D

guest: wat th fckkk!!!
guest: u unity pri sch rite??? p6 tat tyme
guest: kaooo
guest: lamme ****
lols , your problem arhs -.-

♥ Wednesday, February 11, 2009