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♥ Thursday, August 07, 2008

HAPPY 43th BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!
okays.. i use red today =] although i dn like -.-
Let's tok abt today, went to sch this morning wif kristine karyee and edison =] OhYahs! ytd first yeahs.. ytd i had cheerleading, then nid to do warm up. at first was okays. then nid to find partner to do some warm ups, so me and kristine, but the senior see liao say nvm then ask kristine to partner wif karyee, cuz one of us no partner must partner wif senior, actually is karyee e lehs! become me !! cuz he knw i dn knw hw to do spilt, then say he hlp me, so ask me spilt my leg, but i cnt go all the way down! but he ask me sit down to open my leg until my leg beside there damn pain, then i cnt open it straight cuz very pain! then the senior go and pressed my knee then use his body to press me down all the way! i cried and laugh at the same time. very pain lehs! i say dn press too hard but he press more harder and harder, he dn wan to get up sia! so pain, must tahan! now my leg and backbone muscle cramp! arghh! okays.. enough abt ytd, today bahs =] went to sch as normal, then today i wan not in mood cuz my parets dn let me go out and said something to me. so feel emo, then went to sch hall, had some performances, not really nice -.- no offence, then i emo at the sch hall, actually was okays le, cuz i use kristine's hp to ply some games that makes me feel great =] then the roysten snatch the phone wif me, then i damn angry. so anyhow scold ppl even they juz accidentally touch my back. they scold me back and say why i today so fierce and so sad, i very angry and scold back shutup! i bad rite? but you must thanks to my parents who makes me like this. (for those i had scolded juz now) then i sit on the floor, so ppl walk comfirm will kik until me e rite? then i also scold them -.- then suddenly cried, i had a very long time didnt cry becuase of parents alrd, and it happened today =[ i feel so angry and sad lahs! they very unreasonable lehs. nvm. forget it, juz take it as you didnt have a daughter like me =] maybe it will feel btr when u both think it like that. im sorry u both have a very very bad luck to have a daughter like me. so i cried and cried, yuanxin kristine and kryee was there scolding my mother how can like that said those things to own daughter. its okays =] forget it, i will treat like how they treat me, i wont tok to them these few days, thankyous for all of your(kristine,yuanxin and karyee) comforting and evreything. and i juz wan to say this to my parents, im so sorry that i didnt study well, and keep losing things, i knw im stupid, i wont make this family proud, im a failure, im useless, im good for nothing, im idiot, i only knw hw to create trouble for u both, i makes you both angry, take it as you dn have this daughter, im okays with it. cuz im stupid and useless, you both only knw hw to dote sister and brother, except for me. you let them have evreything i wan, but i dn have, even when u all go overseas, you bought them things and i dn have, and nvm, i can forget all that cuz i've grown up, i dn nid toys or wat, you let them go out when they say they want, you let them have all the good things, you dote them like hell, you juz leave me there, all this i can forget abt it. but why dont you let me go out? i nid to have my own freedom also rite?! you dn wan to buy me things im alrd okays, you dote siblings like hell i also okays, you let them have the good things im also okays, but at least giv me my freedom can? i really nid it. you can giv all the good things to sister and brother, everything you can. but cant you juz giv me one thing? juz one, one! the one i only nid from you both is freedom. i juz nid that from you, cant i even have it? why they can i cnt? its not fair. i alrd giv in so many times, its your turn to giv in. pls, i beg you, i only nid freedom but nth else from you. juz giv me that lahs! cant you een do that? you also dn care me alrd, so what if i gone missing? been killed? kidnapped? you also wont care, juz giv me so i everyday go out, at least someday i will gone missing, so you dn nid to see me anymore =] issnt that very happy for you? nvm =] if you can giv me my freedom, i will grand your wish. and that is none other than me to gone missing.

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AhDai >> LOLS! i dn wan lehs.

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Sherlly >> lols! i nth to do mahs. i lazy to updates lahs. aiyohs!

KOKWEE(:: hellos ong ong. (: passed by and tagged! ^^
KokWee >> o.o wahs! it hardly for you to tagg me yeahs. and my name not ongong!

alson: zhenru.. here ur tagged.. btw u're pretty and cute.. take care.. =D
Alson >> o.o hahas! thanks for your tagg =] and also btw.. im not pretty and cute =] thanks! takecares too yeahs! x]

huiimiin: thxs forh the link! Cutiez ily
huiimiin: and i am frm hillgrov in case eu got mixed up
huiimiin >> o.o im not cute!!!!!!! hahas. okays okay =]

jiahui: linked, link me too
jiahui >> aiyohs, you blurr blurr har? i linked you very long ago -.-

笨bokmay: hellos(: eheh!! u and him marry on my BIRTHDAY!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA. LOL. soo qiao lo. tag !! takeee caree(:
bokmay >> lols! so happy? and not real married har, must say audition! ltr ppl get wrong idea, tsk tsk tsk! aiyohs!

huimin: yea!! GF!!
huimin: i keep thinking about him man. how how how? about what he did for me. about what he told me. omg!!!! ;[
huimin: i so stress up!! chey.. haha. i love you!!
huimin >> lols! who do you mean the "him" you tagging? dn so stress lahs. relax =] stress will get old very fast e lehs. LOLS! ILY TOO yeahs!